(Girls' Literature)

The evening breeze is cool. I gathered my clothes from my body. Arms folded and hugged together. But there is still no warmth. Suddenly a figure walked in the shadows of the trees. In a hurry. I couldn't help but get nervous. But for a while, there was something important.

The man came near. It's a very kind boy. I recognized him as a soldier beside him. On weekdays, he is very clever and babbling. Now it's a grinning look. See him like this. Knowing is not a big deal. A heart is also let go.

He clenched his fist at me in a cheerful voice. Road. "Princess. The general has asked the little one to come and ask you to come over. Now even the bonfire has been set up. It's waiting for you. ”

I laughed. "Look at you. I won't even say a word. What the hell is going on? Just ask me to come over. You can't tell what kind of campfire is set up at the end of the day. ”

He scratched his head in embarrassment. Smirked. "It turned out that the general said that he was going to have a celebration banquet. I won't be able to speak when I'm happy. ”

It turned out. He wants to reward the soldiers. But that's fine. Now that the capture of Anyang City should be easy.

I laughed. "You monkey. Since it's time to celebrate. Why do you have to run this leg? Let's go back quickly. Let's just say I'm tired. I want to go back and rest. ”

He laughed. "The general asked me to invite the princess over. Our victory today is inseparable from the princess's strategy. Vision. It is a celebration feast. There is no reason why heroes do not go. ”

Strategize. Vision.

I am a princess who has lived in the deep palace for a long time. Where can they compare to these battle-hardened generals? It's just a little clever. I knew that Yan Yi was deliberately elevating me. Let me have a place in the hearts of the subjects of Lingguo. Boost prestige.

Now the goal has been achieved. And why bother to bargain and sell well.

Think about it. On the grounds that "the injuries on the body are not healed". Attendance was declined.

He wanted to say something. I thought about it and added. "Let the general drink less. Drunkenness hurts the body. ”

Anyway. Then he turned away on his own. Don't do what he thinks anymore.

Because they all went to the celebration banquet. The house and even the entire street were unusually deserted. Only unknown birdsong swirls lonely in the night sky. Give somebody the creeps.

I've always been afraid of the dark. At this time, there was already a cold sweat. Get back to your room quickly. Close the door. I suddenly felt much better. Fortunately, a small candle was lit in the middle of the room as soon as it was dark. At this moment, although a bean candle flame is dim and hazy. But there was peace in my heart.

I walked into the inner room, exhausted. These days are physically and mentally exhausting. Always very easy to get sleepy. I just want to go back to the couch and rest.

I didn't notice that there was another person on the couch. Until a strong arm reached over me in the darkness of the night. I was shocked. Then he exhaled softly. Helplessly, he threw himself at that arm. Pretending to be majestic. "Who the hell is being rude here?"

But the man was silent. The arm around his waist never moved. And even tighter and tighter.

There was a panic in my heart. It's time to meet a flower thief. But everyone in the city knows who I am. Yan Yi is also protective. Who dares to be so rude regardless of it.

I guessed in my heart. But the fingers are not idle for a moment. I had already touched a small pair of scissors next to the pillow. Hold it tightly in your hands.

Tonight all the people are at the feast. My place is remote. I'm afraid that no one will hear even if I cry out for help. I'm starting to regret it. You shouldn't come back alone.

If only I am not exempt from humiliation. It is rather for the jade to be broken. Nor can it be done.

I made up my mind. I was about to take out the scissors. Deliberately vicious. "Who are you to be so bold. Be careful to be known by the general to unskin you. ”

"Who cares if you're alive. What's the matter with your life. The man next to him spoke. But I froze.

Even though the room is dim, you can't see your fingers. Even if Fang Cai's heart is terrified. Even if it's a long time apart. But I could hear who it was.

He said again. "Gongya. I'm coming......"

His body trembled slightly from this huge shock. Even the scissors couldn't hold it, and it fell on the bed with a "pop". There was a dull sound.

The man I love and hate. Suddenly my mind went blank. It's as if someone has pointed at it. The body can't move a bit.

"Gongya." It was as if I felt my stiffness. He lifted his body slightly. The voice was anxious. "What's wrong with you?"

Tears fell unexpectedly. I walked in the direction the voice was coming from. Raise your palm fiercely and fan it over. He doesn't dodge or dodge. He received this slap from me alive. I gritted my teeth. "Jun Mochen. You bastard. ”

Jun Mochen's body was also stiff. The next thing was to hold me tightly. So hard. I was almost out of breath.

I could only hear him excitedly. "Gongya. It's really you. It turned out to be you. I thought you weren't there. I thought I would never see you again. I thought I would never be able to hold you like this again, I thought ......"

Speaking of which, in the end. His voice was so full of tears that he was so choked that he couldn't speak. Only bury your head in my neck. There is a warm liquid that falls little by little on the skin. Slip into your shirt.

"Gongya. I miss you so much. ”

Gongya. I miss you so much.

Hear that. It was as if all the thoughts had been comforted these days. I couldn't help but cry.

He kept talking. I've never seen Jun Mochen talk so much. He said. "Gongya. At that time they told me you were gone. You have exchanged your life for me to live. Why are you so stupid. I'd rather die for me. ”

"Gongya. Since you're gone. I just realized. What power. It doesn't matter what the country is. All I want is you. As long as you're around. ”

"Gongya ......"

"Gongya ......"

The affectionate voice of Gongya. I couldn't stop the tears from falling. Silently wrapped his arms around his shoulders in the dark.

I listened quietly to what he could say. The heart is full of joy. The man I miss in my heart. He never forgot me. He misses me like that.

Until he said. "Gongya. Come back with me. ”

Good. I almost blurted out yes. But somehow. The word lingered between his lips and teeth. It's as if a mouth will run out. But he also bit his lip stiffly.

I remembered the anger in my heart. I thought of the imperial sister who was named Concubine Yi. I thought of Zhuang Yi's child. The kid called Ciyan.

Can we go back? He wants me to serve with my sister. Nothing I was asked to do did happened.

I...... Can't do it.

"Gongya." Aware of my silence. He hung his head in confusion and asked me.

I quietly let go of the fingers that were holding his back. Calmly push him away. Roll over and stay. Stand far away. His gaze gradually calmed down. The excitement of Fang Cai has been exhausted.

I said. "Emperor Chen's entry into Da Ling today. I'm not going to say it. While the feast is not over. The city was empty and few people. Hurry up and get out. If the feast is dispersed after a while. If you're discovered, you won't be able to leave. ”

Jun Mochen was stunned. Why did I feel so cold in an instant.

"Gongya. I'm Linyuan. He got off the couch. Just as he was about to come up and shake my hand. I leaned lightly to one side. His hand grazed my arm and it stopped in mid-air.

It's so embarrassing

One hand. It used to be for the sentence "Qin Se is in the palace." The years are quiet". Now it has come to such a situation.

"Gongya. Are you going to be separated from me? There was a rare panic in his words.

"Raw points." I sneered. Who is going to be separated from whom. Obviously, he is going to make up his mind to "resign". Now I say that I will be separated from him. How can there be such an unreasonable thing in the world?

"What do you look like this? Are you blaming me for being late? Gongya. There was a hint of guilt in his voice.

I glanced at him. Suppress the thoughts that arise in your heart. I never blamed him for being late. I'm willing to wait as long as I want.

Cold noodles are not what I thought. But when I thought of him, he once had a skin-to-skin relationship with Zhuang Yi behind my back. Now they have to redeem me. I can't stop feeling sad in my heart. Where else is there a good face for him.

He looks like he is so kind and aggrieved. It makes me feel a little distressed. Where is this Jun Mochen who is resolute and resolute. In the end, I still can't let go. In this way, he was a little reluctant to go.

I softened. Road. "You're so bold. What is Daling now? You dare to trespass casually. You are the Son of Heaven. He is the lord of a nation. You're not alone. ”

Jun Mochen seems to be a wayward child. Hold me regardless of it. "I don't care what the Son of Heaven is. Gongya. All I want is you. ”

I almost fell into his tenderness again.

But. I couldn't be more sober again. Forcefully wrestle his hand away. Walk to the door and open it wide. Said coldly. "Now I'm just Ling Qianyan. Gongya ...... He had already died in that palace city with his heart. Jun Mochen. You treat her well. We'll leave it at that. Let's go. ”

I held back my tears and didn't look away. I am reluctant but resolute. That's the man I was willing to give with. How can I give it up. But I have my own persistence and dignity.

Jun Mochen froze in place. His face turned pale. muttered. "You...... Got it. ”

I don't speak.

Jun Mochen suddenly became anxious. "Gongya. It's not what you think. I'm with Zhuang Yi. She...... I ......"

He was at a loss for words. I don't have the heart to listen anymore. Tears unconsciously fell all over his face. He wanted to explain it in a way that was clear. Anyone can know what that means. Why should I be displeased?

They are the men I love dearly. One is my royal sister. I can't hate and I can't hate. But I can't do it, and I can go back with him and live under the same roof as if nothing happened.

It's just that I don't know what to do. Go deeper. Love doesn't know what it is. But he didn't let go.