XXXVIII (5)
The light in the room flickered and dimmed, and there was not even a trace of intricate expression on his face, his eyes were full of resolute light, and when he saw that she was only in a daze, he frowned and asked in a low voice: "Remember?" ”
Han Wan'er came back to his senses at this time, but this kind of thing, after all, she did it, even if she was afraid and scared, it should not be borne by Su Ziyu, hesitated for a moment, bit her lip and said: "I did this thing, you hand me over." ”
After she finished speaking, she hung her head in a hurry, with a touch of stubbornness at the corner of her mouth. Su Ziyu glanced at her before asking in a deep voice, "Hand you over?" Do you have to bear this kind of thing? ”
He frowned impatiently, a cold light flashed in his eyes, "I'm not doing this for you, you leave quickly!" As he spoke, he shoved her out, and there were already tears in her eyes, and she glanced back at him hurriedly, and saw that he was standing in the moonlight, with a tall posture, and his eyebrows and eyes were as soft and handsome as before.
She wanted to say something, but he didn't look at her anymore, just waved his hand and urged in a low voice, "Hurry up." ”
Tears fell unexpectedly, she wiped them at will, swallowed all the choked throats, sorted out her clothes and hair, and then walked out with a steady mind, there were no guards in the courtyard, the bright moon was hanging low, pouring frost white on the ground, but looking at it in a trance, everywhere was hazy.
It turned out that it was too late at night.
She walked out step by step, but she felt that she couldn't find a suitable expression, and the tears were no longer flowing, but the clenched hand still made her a little cramped. Walking out slowly, I saw two rows of garrisons standing with guns on their backs, and one row of Su Ziyu's guards, all of whom were also standing silently.
She only felt that cold sweat soaked her back, and fear eroded her, especially in such a lone star cold moon, which made her even more uneasy. Fortunately, the night was dark, and everyone did not find anything unusual, so she walked along the bluestone road, and the house at night seemed even more empty and deep, and the night wind blew over, as if someone was whispering in her ear.
This journey made her scalp numb, so she trembled, and she didn't know how long she had walked, but it was pitch black in her eyes, and she instinctively searched for it before returning to her yard.
Fortunately, the maid and the maid went back to rest, only Lian'er was waiting for her, seeing her lost soul, and there were still dried blood stains on the back of her hand, she intuitively felt that something was wrong, and she hurriedly stepped forward to close the door, before turning around to help her, and asked softly: "Madam, what's wrong?" ”
Han Wan'er came back to her senses, her heartbeat was still pounding, she thought about it to herself, and then gradually stabilized her mind and said, "It's nothing, it's just that when I went to see Dashuai just now, he accidentally fell off the bed." ”
Lian'er's eyes widened immediately, "It's nothing." ”
Han Wan'er didn't want to think about those things, but he didn't dare to show abnormality, just shook his head, and said tiredly: "It's nothing, it'......s just that there is blood on the body," she said this, lest Lian'er see the abnormality, and pretend to be domineering again, saying: "To put it bluntly, he also blames himself, he is paralyzed and so dishonest." Fortunately, nothing happened, and I didn't go to see him after all. ”
When Lian'er heard this, she nodded, looked thoughtfully at the blood stains on the back of her hand, and said, "Mrs. is also tired, wash and rest early." ”
Han Wan'er also glanced at the back of his hand, only to feel that the blood stains were a little shocking, so he waved his hand, "I know, you go to sleep." ”
After saying that, she got up and went to the bathroom, turned on the wall lamp casually, and suddenly saw that her face was pale in the mirror, and she looked at it quietly, like a lonely ghost. She didn't dare to think about it anymore, she just felt her hands tremble so much that she quickly turned on the faucet, and the hot water vapor soon filled the bathroom, and she crouched next to the bathtub, feeling the heat wave wrap her layer by layer, as if this was the only way to feel safe.
Stripped off her clothes and soaked in hot water, she just wanted to wash all the traces on her body, but she found that the harder she tried, the more frightened she became, and many questions flashed through her mind, was Su Sheng dead in vain? How should Su Ziyu deal with himself? He had just come back and this had happened, so how could she pretend that nothing had happened?
Su Shengbai's violent eyes suddenly flashed in front of her, as if she couldn't eat her alive immediately, she curled up in the water in fear, looking around uneasily, at this time, even the slightest sound could make her desperate.
I don't know how long it took, she only felt that the water had become cold, and faintly heard a knock on the door, she only felt that her heart was beating like a drum, and she suddenly came out of the bathtub, and went out in a bathrobe at will, and saw Lian'er's frightened look, "Madam, there is news from the main house, saying...... Said that he was handsome...... He's dead. ”
Han Wan'er took two steps back, and at this moment, it was like a muffled thunderbolt, hitting her body hard, she almost instinctively fell to the ground, and she didn't even have a trace of strength in her body, because she couldn't say a word from this great fear, she just looked at the ground in a daze, looking like six gods and no master.
Lian'er hurriedly stepped forward to support her, "Madam, what's wrong with you?" She said as she helped the man up, "Madam, there are people on the other side of the main house now, shall we go over?" ”
Han Wan'er's hand trembled slightly, leaned on her with Lian'er's strength, and asked weakly, "Did you say how you died?" ”
She blinked her eyelashes hastily and explained, "I mean, wasn't it good before?" ”
Lian'er saw that her face was pale, and her whole face was written with trepidation, so she patted the back of her hand, "Madam, don't panic first. The attendant said that it was because the marshal himself fell, accidentally touched the ceramic shards on the ground, and cut the main artery......"
Han Wan'er looked at her uneasily, as if he wanted to judge something through her expression, and after thinking about it, he said, "I fell asleep in the bath just now, and now I feel a terrible headache." ”
As she spoke, she stroked her forehead, walked to the sofa and sat down, pretending to ask casually: "Something like this happened, did Qishao come back?" ”
Lian'er said, "I've already called, and I should be back soon." ”
Han Guan'er leaned back and said casually: "This happened when the third prince came back, and their father and son haven't seen each other for a while...... I really didn't expect that as soon as we met, heaven and man would be separated forever. ”
In fact, she was trying to see if Su Ziyu in the hall was implicated. Sure enough, Lian'er nodded, "Who said it wasn't!" I heard that not long after the third prince left, the maid of the main house went to see it, and the handsome man was already out of breath......" she said, her voice gradually lowered, after all, as a maid, it is disrespectful to talk about the dead like this.
Han Wan'er nodded lightly when she heard this, she only felt that her brain was extremely messy, as if it was a mess, so that she couldn't even think of a solution, and even the questions in her heart were still asking herself over and over again, Su Sheng died in vain? He's dead! It was she who killed him with her own hands, and although the hatred in her heart ended best, she didn't even have a trace of pleasure, she killed someone, and this deep fear was really difficult for her to reduce.
She sat on the sofa in a daze, not knowing what to do. But at such a time, if she doesn't show up, it will only increase the suspicion of others, after all, she has also been to the main house, even if Su Ziyu covers it, if Su Huiyi finds out, she still can't escape the involvement.
Thinking like this, tears flowed involuntarily, and she instructed Lian'er: "Prepare clothes for me, I want to go over." Seeing that her mood was so unstable, Lian'er even spoke in a trembling voice, so she said, "If Mrs. is not feeling well, there is no need to go over now......
Han Wan'er cried and shook his head, "Go and prepare." ”
Because of Su Shengbai's sudden death, all the big and small overseers woke up in the middle of the night, and even such a family still had a lot to deal with. When Han Wan'er got dressed and went over, he saw that the main house was full of people, except for a few aunts and wives, as well as young ladies and young masters, all gathered in the hall, the women were crying painfully, and the two sons were silent.
Han Wan'er first glanced at Su Ziyu in a panic, and saw that he had no expression on his face, as if he had not been affected in the slightest, she walked inside, everyone only cared about grief, and had no time to say hello.
With an identity like Han Wan'er, he is naturally not qualified to go forward, and he is followed by several aunts. Seeing that the messenger carried the person out and put it directly in the coffin, although she was far away and looked at it vaguely, she still felt shocked.
Fortunately, at such a moment, everything is based on Su Shengbai's aftermath, and a group of people followed them to the mourning hall, and white flags were erected everywhere, although they were all lit, they still looked desolate and lonely.
At such a moment of eternal separation, even the aunts and wives who complained a lot on weekdays were crying heartbroken, Han Wan'er stood next to them, thinking about what happened this night, it only felt like a dream, but in just a few hours, so many things happened.
She was not without guilt in her heart, this guilt came from her own fear, she was afraid to face everything that would follow, and she just wanted to get out of here. When I raised my eyes, I saw Su Shengbai's photo hanging there, his eyes were like eagle eyes, staring at her so directly.
She gasped in horror, the wind in the middle of the night was cold, and she only felt a cold wind rising from the soles of her feet, swirling around, cold to the bone.
She doesn't believe in ghosts, but when she is like this, she will inevitably be cranky, and the more she thinks about it, the more she will collapse. In addition, she was just taking a bath and getting cold, and she couldn't move when she stood on the spot at this time, but she felt that her body was stiff. The third aunt stood next to her, and when she saw her like this, she asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”
She just shook her head, only to feel that the world was spinning, and as soon as it was dark, she fainted.