Chapter 383: The only person he loves is himself

Zhang Qiulan suddenly jumped down, no one thought of it.

Shen Zhengshan rushed to the side of the corridor like crazy, and wailed below: "Qiulan, Zhang Qiulan, you come up for me, come up quickly!" I won't let you die, hear no! ”

"Call, call someone! Come to the rescue! Shen Zhengshan's hands trembled, he could barely grasp the phone in his hand, his whole body was frightened, and his legs were weak.

Gu Xiaoqi couldn't bear it, but her water nature was not good, I was afraid that if someone didn't save her, she would die first.

Ah San took the initiative to stand up, she took off her coat and began to do warm-up exercises.

But just when Ah San was about to go into the water, a head suddenly appeared on the river, and then he saw the figure slowly swimming to the shore, and finally climbed up steadily, and returned to everyone with a cold river water.

"Qiulan, you, you're fine, you're scared to death!" Shen Zhengshan ran to Zhang Qiulan's side with a roll, grabbed her hand, and held it tightly.

Zhang Qiulan patted the back of his hand soothingly, and then slowly walked in front of Xia Ying.

"Madame, are you still jealous of me?"

Xia Ying was stunned when she was asked, and she asked in surprise, "What are you talking about?" How I don't understand! ”

Zhang Qiulan was also stunned for a moment, and then patiently explained: "Only I know about water, so just now, in your eyes, I really jumped into the river and died immediately." ”

"And then?"

Zhang Qiulan's face showed a rare expression of helplessness, "You should know that Shen Zhengshan's water quality is very good, and he also won the national amateur swimming championship last year." ”

"Looks like that's the case!" Xia Ying was still ignorant.

Zhang Qiulan was not in a hurry, "So, if he really loves me as much as you think, he will jump down to save people at that time." If I'm not mistaken, this young lady just wanted to go down and save me. ”

"A passer-by who has never met before is willing to take risks to save people, but a man who keeps saying that he loves me doesn't even mean to save me."

"So, ma'am, what do you have to envy me?"

Zhang Qiulan's words made everyone stupid, and also made Shen Zhengshan's face turn white into snow in winter.

He turned pale and tried to explain: "I, I was just too scared, that's why I forgot." ”

Such a reason, not to mention that Zhang Qiulan doesn't believe it, even Xia Ying doesn't want to believe it.

But in the end, it was the man she had loved for many years, Xia Ying still tried to make up for Shen Zhengshan's face, "He, he was afraid of being like that just now, he still has sincerity towards you." ”

Zhang Qiulan's face once again showed that nostalgic expression.

Gu Xiaoqi suddenly understood in an instant, why Zhang Qiulan would be so patient with Xia Ying and would be so kind to her.

I guess I think I remembered my former self.

At that time, Zhang Qiulan was probably like this, loving Shen Zhengshan wholeheartedly, trusting him, worshipping him, and then being abandoned, used, and thrown into hell.

However, now, Zhang Qiulan is old and her body is ruined, whether it is for her daughter or for herself, she has to stay by Shen Zhengshan's side and watch this man be courteous to her.

It's just that sometimes the heart is dead and cold, and I can't warm it anymore.

Xia Ying understood the words that Zhang Qiulan couldn't say in an instant, she really didn't have to envy Zhang Qiulan.

But she was still unwilling in her heart, she muttered: "He, still wants to save you?" ”

"Really?" Zhang Qiulan didn't care about Shen Zhengshan's ugly face at all, and continued: "Whether you jump or I jump, he won't save himself, at most he will call for help, and the different paths will come to the same end, what's the difference?" ”

Shen Zhengshan had red eyes, lowered his head, and looked miserable, "Qiulan, please, don't say it, I, I really don't mean this, you believe me, my heart for you, heaven and earth can be learned!" ”

The three people in front of him seemed to be caught in a strange reincarnation.

Xia Ying is deeply in love with Shen Zhengshan, her humble and pitiful courtship, but Shen Zhengshan disdains her feelings and abandons them like a shoe.

But Shen Qiulan, the lover in Shen Zhengshankou, turned a blind eye to his "sincerity", but enthusiastically helped Xia Ying to get out of the predicament.

Gu Xiaoqi couldn't tell who was right and who was wrong, but felt that they were all pitiful.

One loved but couldn't, one once loved, and the other regretted not being at the beginning, but there was no chance to make up for it.

Shen Zhengshan still wanted to continue to make amends, he tried hard to grab Zhang Qiulan's hand, this time Zhang Qiulan did not dodge, but she looked at the place where Shen Zhengshan grabbed her, and said faintly: "Speaking of which, you are so worried about me, why did I come up just now, I didn't even want to hug it, I was only willing to hold my hand." Are you afraid that the river water on my body will stain your suit? ”

Shen Zhengshan stiffened there all of a sudden, not knowing what to do.

Gu Xiaoqi saw it and felt embarrassed for him.

Shen Zhengshan didn't speak for a long time, and Zhang Qiulan didn't deliberately embarrass him, only gently pushed his hand away and twisted the water on his hair by himself.

Such Zhang Qiulan is so charming, even Gu Xiaoqi was a little impressed by her, not to mention Xia Ying, who was connected to the same fate.

She took off her coat and draped it on Zhang Qiulan's body, "You, don't catch a cold." ”

Zhang Qiulan smiled warmly, and the sense of alienation on her body suddenly subsided a lot, but showed a bit of girlish cuteness.

Two women who were tense earlier are now standing together peacefully, this world is really too mysterious.

And looking at Xia Ying's appearance, the bitterness around her disappeared, and looking at Shen Zhengshan's eyes, she was no longer the kind of infatuation like kneeling and licking.

Xia Ying looked at the wound on Zhang Qiulan's face with some guilt, the wound that had already scabbed was soaked in water, and a hideous red scar was revealed, and it hurt to look at it.

Xia Ying said embarrassedly: "I, I'm sorry, that, this place is very close to my residence, do you want to change your clothes first." ”

"Xia Ying, what do you want to do?" Shen Zhengshan crossed between the two and protected Zhang Qiulan.

At this time, Xia Ying also realized that her proposal was a little abrupt, she waved her hand again and again and said: "I, I don't mean anything else, don't get me wrong, it's just that it's dark, I'm afraid of ......"

"Okay!"

"What?"

"I said yes!"

Seeing Zhang Qiulan agree, Shen Zhengshan hurriedly stopped: "Don't believe this crazy woman's words, she will definitely deceive you and then bully you!" ”

Xia Yinggang's relieved heart lifted up again.

"It's okay, I'll go with you." Zhang Qiulan didn't care about Shen Zhengshan's attitude at all.

Shen Zhengshan saw that he couldn't stop it, and he said with a special lack of grace: "Then you guys just walk, I will definitely not send you to Longtan Tiger's Den." ”

At this time, wearing clothes full of river water, walking in the night breeze, Zhang Qiulan was estimated to have fallen ill by the time she arrived.

There is no car to deliver, it is really not easy to do.

Looking at Xia Ying's lost appearance, Shen Wan'er hurriedly volunteered: "I'll send you!" ”

Xia Ying looked at her daughter, and for the first time there was timidity in her eyes.

When she got out of the maze of love and looked at her life again, she felt most sorry for her daughter.

The reason why Shen Wan'er was left at the beginning, Xia Ying also had the intention of currying favor with Shen Zhengshan, but she didn't expect that Shen Zhengshan didn't like this child at all, and even Xia Ying became cold to her daughter.

It's just that at that time, although Xia Ying didn't wait to see Shen Wan'er, in the end, it was the meat that fell from her body, and she didn't lose Wan'er's food and drink.

Until an accident, Shen Wan'er accidentally pushed her downstairs, causing her to be bedridden for many years.

In those days when she couldn't see Shen Zhengshan, Xia Ying hated Shen Wan'er, who was the culprit. This hatred lasted for many years, and after her condition improved, there was no relief in the slightest.

Because of Shen Zhengshan, don't fall in love with empathy.

Xia Ying is absolutely unwilling to admit that Shen Zhengshan doesn't love her, but she hasn't seen her for many years, and that feeling has faded, so she is unwilling to let go, she longs for and hopes that maybe one day, Shen Zhengshan will fall in love with her again.

Therefore, in order to please the man she loves, Xia Ying did many wrong things.

She helped Shen Zhengshan, deceived Wan'er, and almost messed up their marriage.

Later, it was designed to cause Wan'er and Mu Lianyou's children to be almost stillborn.

A few days ago, she used her life to force Shen Wan'er to divorce, and asked her to give her husband away.

Xia Ying didn't dare to think about it, she was afraid that she would be drowned by the guilt in her heart.

Xia Ying thought so, but in Shen Wan'er's heart, she didn't care about these at all, because she still remembered that when she had nightmares in the middle of the night, she also had a pair of gentle hands that gently brushed the top of her head, and when she couldn't eat, someone had patiently and softly persuaded her.

That voice, that kind of temperature, is something that Shen Wan'er will never forget in her life.

Wan'er was moved, why didn't Xiaoqi feel moved!

These people, although they are from rich backgrounds, seem to lack family affection in their lives. Between the closest relatives, they have never seen less intimacy, but they are all kinds of calculations, so Wan'er was able to regain her mother's love, and Gu Xiaoqi was also happy.

She stuffed the key into Shen Wan'er's hand, pushed it and said, "Don't go yet!" ”

Wan'er was not ambiguous, she hurriedly walked up and said earnestly: "Mom, Aunt Qiulan, I'll send you." ”

Xia Ying and Zhang Qiulan glanced at each other, and then said in unison: "Okay." ”

Wan'er smiled, and several of them got into the car, seemingly ignoring Shen Zhengshan's existence.

Shen Zhengshan called a few times, but no one paid attention, he could only follow indignantly, and countless thoughts came to his heart.

There were five people in the car, slightly crowded, but it was such an intimate position that brought them closer to each other a lot.

Along the way, Xia Ying commanded the direction, Shen Wan'er listened obediently, and arrived at the destination in a few minutes.

Looking at it again, Shen Zhengshan actually followed.

Everyone arrived, and Xia Ying didn't deliberately stop him at the door.

So a group of six people all arrived at Xia Ying's residence.

But when they entered the room, everyone, including Xia Ying, felt a little surprised.