The train was speeding all the way, because of the civil war in Yongzhou, the place where the train passed was full of artillery fire, and the train line was full of people fleeing for their lives. Through the frosted glass, you can hear the cry of calling for children and daughters.

It wasn't until the middle of the night that the train left the boundary of Yongzhou, Shen Qiangrose slept for a day, and at this time she listened to the sound of the train clanging, and couldn't help waking up, and she couldn't find a trace of light in the box.

When I got up and put on my shoes and walked out, I saw that the walkway was brightly lit, and there was a row of garrisons standing at the door, standing still like stone statues. The end of the aisle was very long, and because there was no one, the door was not closed, and it became more and more empty when I watched from a distance.

She walked to the window and saw that there were no stars or moons outside, and the night was like a black jade stone sinking to the bottom of the sea, faintly revealing a trace of polish. The scenery was in a hurry, fleeting, she watched silently for a long time, only to see Su Huiyi being surrounded and walked over, his face was tired, but his eyebrows were with a hint of coldness, and when he raised his eyes to see her, he smiled softly, "Why are you standing here in a daze?" I turned around and caught a cold again. ”

Shen Qiangrose saw the tiredness on his face, and thought in his heart that he was going to have a small meeting, because Su Qingyang suddenly declared independence, and the situation in Nandi was even worse, and he naturally had a lot of things to deal with. She said, "When I woke up and didn't see you, I came out and looked." ”

She looked over his shoulder and asked, "Have you changed the medicine?" ”

Su Huiyi didn't want her to worry, so he took her and walked back, "These things are in the hands of the doctor, don't worry." ”

He led her into the box and said, "Your feet are so swollen, and you're running around." ”

Shen Qiangrose sat down, raised her eyes and saw that his eyes were soft, so she laughed, "I'm fine, but you, hurry up and rest." ”

Seeing him sitting on the bed opposite, he pressed the corner of his forehead, "I'm really tired after a half-day meeting." He smiled at her, "What are you watching me do?" Don't lie down and go to bed yet. ”

Shen Qiangrose saw that he was about to get up, so she hurriedly lay down on the bed. The box was pitch black, and she could only faintly see his face, which was so quiet at this moment that they could smell each other's breath. She looked at him silently, and suddenly she had a state of mind, like standing on a tower and looking at the clouds, thinking that she would never touch it, but she didn't want to touch it as soon as she stretched out her hand.

It's like the feelings she has treated him for so many years, she can only look up to him, and she can't touch it. But when she fell to the bottom and thought that she would never be able to intersect with him again, he protected her again and again, even at any cost.

They grew up together, stumbling through the years, seemingly bound by identity, but when they thought about it, there were so many times when she needed him, he really appeared.

Even if he has always treated her with a cold face, he looks like he rejects her thousands of miles away. But how could his feelings for her not be another kind of admiration?

Thinking like this, I couldn't help but have a sour nose, and I took a light breath, but I heard him ask, "What are you thinking?" ”

She almost blurted out, "I'm thinking about you." ”

He chuckled in the darkness before he said, "Stupid again." He got up and walked over, leaned over and saw her wipe her cheeks, then sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, "I'm going to be a mother, why do you still like to cry like this?" He said softly and gently, which made her more and more unbearable, but she didn't want to talk to him, so she said: "I don't know what's wrong, I'm always uncomfortable in my heart." ”

Su Huiyi was silent, she was afraid that he would think too much, so she grabbed his hand and said, "I'm just pregnant, I like to think cranky, and I don't have anything." ”

He took her hand back, his eyes soaked in the night, "I know. He paused, "If you feel bad, it's good to cry." ”

Shen Qiangrose knew that he was not a person who was good at expressing feelings, and she said these words calmly at this moment, which made her feel extremely distressed when she heard it, so she said: "I actually remembered what happened when I was a child, and then suddenly found that I was actually quite stupid." ”

He sighed, "If you can have such an awareness, it means that you are not stupid." ”

She didn't want him to make fun of herself, so she snorted, "Actually, if you think about it, you're much more stupid than me." ”

He chuckled and seemed to sigh, "yes." ”

His expression was not real in the night, and she took a soft breath before saying, "This is what makes me uncomfortable." ”

He reached out and touched her cheek, but remained silent. She knew that she shouldn't mention these things at such a time, but now that the two are reunited, looking back on the past, she always feels rare, and now seeing him sitting there quietly, she doesn't know how to explain it, so she says, "You know, I never thought I could be with you." ”

She paused, and then seemed to be completely emotional, "I don't know when I liked you, for so long, I have always called you little uncle, not because I really treat you as an uncle, just to remind myself that you will not be with me." ”

She gently rubbed his palm and smiled, "I was full of you at that time, but it was at that age that I was unscrupulous, and I just wanted to stick to you without reservation." Now think about it, if we weren't together, but just passed by. What should I look like? ”

She looked up at him, "What will you look like?" If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have to worry about everything, and you wouldn't always be hurt......"

The corners of Su Huiyi's mouth twitched slightly, and he said slowly: "You know, as long as you are here, I will not ignore you." There are not so many ifs, just as you identified me, I would have identified you a long time ago. ”

His voice was soft like the Buddha's Voice Analects, which made her involuntarily immersed, but the tears flowed even more fiercely, wiped the corners of her eyes, and asked: "Sometimes I think about it, fate is really impermanent, and the grievances and entanglements of the previous generation will continue, will it really be consummated?" ”

She became more and more sad, "In the past few days we have been apart, I have thought a lot, originally I thought that even if I married you, even if I loved you, it would not offset my hatred for your father!" I know you've always defended me and protected me. If you don't do this to me, maybe I can be ruthless and do all the cruel things...... But you've been so good to me, you've always been too good to me! It's so good that I can't even hate...... Sometimes I think about it, I actually married the son of the enemy, I can't love, I can't wait to ......"

Su Huiyi lowered his eyes and listened to her choked voice, every word was like a soldering iron burning his heart, but it was as warm as a spring breeze, making him taste a trace of sweetness in the bitterness, but this sweetness was like a shackle, and his heart hurt.

He was silent before he said: "It's the Su family who is sorry for the Shen family, I know that this is a knot that you can't untie in your life, sometimes think about it, maybe I send you to a far place, you will try to accept life, slowly let go of hatred, live this life peacefully, and live this life peacefully." ”

He exhaled slowly, "But maybe we've been together for too long, I don't always worry about you living alone in a place I can't see, people are sometimes like this, they want to let go, but they are entangled to give themselves 10,000 reasons not to let go." ”

He rarely opened his heart, but now that he really said it, he felt a lot more relaxed, raised his eyes to look, and saw Shen Qiangrose's eyes that were already wet with tears, and the box was very dim, but her eyes were like stars, bright, like a light guiding the way forward, making him feel at ease when he looked at it.

He smiled and teased her, "How many tears do you girls have?" He wiped her tears and continued, "I'm so happy, Rose. ”

Shen Qiangrose burst into tears and laughed when she heard this, "Are you happy if I cry?" She naturally understood what he meant in her heart, but at the moment she wanted to be coquettish, she sat up and hugged him regardless of it, "If you don't let go, I'm also very happy." ”

When she said this, she felt embarrassed, so she leaned on his chest and said, "Now that the situation is turbulent, I am really afraid that one day you will leave me and go to a place where I can't go, separated from me by mountains and seas, and separated by beacon fire...... If that day comes, how will I live? ”

These warm and attached words came out of her mouth, and the sea water generally churned in his heart, and could not be calmed down for a long time. He tried his best to balance his breathing, but his heart couldn't stop trembling, perhaps the question was too acute for him to ever think about, just as he had always known his mission.

He is a soldier who has been sharpened from the rain of bullets, never indecisive, even the most difficult predicament can be faced calmly, but such a question was choked by her, and the teardrops were hot on his chest, which seemed to scorch his heart, making him even breathe tightly.

The darkness outside the window was boundless, and there was not even a trace of it, but the train was still moving forward, clanging in his ears, and her hot breathing, gently wrapped around his heart, he was silent, and he didn't want to answer her.

The box was silent, as if even his breathing had become dull, and after a while, he said calmly: "Stupid words, not all wars have been like this from ancient times to the present, not to mention that although the situation is unclear now, the foundation of the south is still there, don't think so much." ”

Shen Qiangrose naturally heard his answer, as if she also knew in her heart that he had always been a responsible man. But the little unwillingness in her heart still prompted her to ask such a question, and she delivered it with her anxiety.

She hugged him tightly and swore in her heart: "I will go wherever you go in the future." ”

At this moment, they seem to have a heart to heart, but they just hug each other and don't say a word. It's like knowing each other, and the road ahead is like the dark night outside the window, like a misty forest, which is obviously pitch black, and wrapped in a lot of unknowns, which makes people both confused and frightened.

Her tears fell silently on his chest, and he sighed slightly, and the night was almost gone.