Chapter Ninety-Six: Giving Up Your Wish Before You Want It
(Girls' Literature)
Somehow, since drinking that bowl of medicine, there is a dull pain in the abdomen. By noon, it was already in pain. Sweating profusely.
The door is closed. There was no one in the room. I grew scared.
I wanted to shout, but I couldn't make a sound. I was in pain and almost fainted. It reminds me of the same pain I was when I lost my child. Painful death, living and hating can't die. Now the pain is back in my mind. It seems to evoke memories of yesterday.
I heard Ning'er's voice in a daze. I struggled to open my eyes. I wanted to ask her what she had given me earlier.
But the words have not yet been spoken. I heard Yan Yi say sharply. "Not yet."
Only then did I realize that Ning Er was followed by Yan Yi and another man.
Heard Yan Yi's words. The man came up to check my pulse. That's it. Road. "The princess did take something like cold medicine."
I couldn't help but wonder what he was talking about. What is a cold medicine?
Yan Yi chuckled mockingly. "Go down, all of you."
Ning Er gave Yan Yi a light salute. Look back at me. The look in his eyes was dark and uncertain. "General. Princess she ......"
Yan Yi's voice suddenly intensified. "I told you to go down."
Before Ning Er stepped back, she suddenly chuckled at me from an angle that Yan Yi couldn't see. It was as if I suddenly understood something. But he still seems to be confused.
Wait for them all to stand down. Yan Yi poured a cup of hot water and brought it to me and sat down. Ask me softly. "Is it uncomfortable?"
I don't know what's going on. But he intuitively felt that Yan Yi should not be this reaction. I will be calculated. But why do they calculate against me? What good is it to calculate me. I don't know any of that.
Now I hear him talk to me like that. I'm happy to see it. At least you have to know what's going on.
I want to open my mouth to speak. only to find that the throat seemed to be stalked. I couldn't make a sound. I had to nod.
Yan Yi chuckled lightly. "You know it hurts, too. Then you may empathize with the pain of others. ”
There was a sharp ache in my heart. Wait quietly for him to continue.
He said. "You don't have to hurt yourself like that. If you want to go back to him, I will fulfill you. Why bother with such a method. ”
I shook my head slightly. I wanted to explain to him that I was framed and not what he thought.
Yan Yi didn't listen to me anymore. Fingers slammed into my neck. Said angrily. "I really want to...... I really want to ...... You will never appear in front of me again. I'll just ...... You're dead. ”
Although it is verbal anger. But tears welled up in his eyes. It slammed into the back of my hand with a "click". It's hot and hot. It was so hot that my heart trembled slightly.
No. No. It's not something I did. Not me. The lips fan closed. But he couldn't make a sound.
And Yan Yi is on top of his anger. I don't have time to worry about my anxiety. I was anxious with tears rolling down my face. Fell all over the face.
Yan Yi didn't look at it. After a while, he let go of me and instructed Ning'er. "Someone. Pack it up for the princess. He strode out of the room.
I rolled over eagerly to grab him. But except for the nails digging deep into the flesh. Nothing can be caught.
I cried silently on the edge of the bed. I knew he was utterly desperate for me this time. Not disappointed, not sad, but hopeless.
A glass of water is handed in front of you. I didn't even want to reach out and brush it off. Ning'er's eyes were cold. Wipe off the water on your hands very calmly.
Such a Ning Er is extremely strange. I've never seen her so cold. She has always been steady and gentle. I treat her so well. Even suspected of using Ying Yan. They didn't guard against her. I never thought that in the end, she was the most dangerous place around me.
Ning'er said coldly. "People like you. How can the cause of revival count on you. It's better for the eldest princess Yi Luo to come. ”
Yi Luo.
Oh, yes. I almost forgot. Ling Guo is not just a princess now. Yi Luo is more suitable for the revival of the great cause than I am. But that's the case. Why did they do everything they could to get me in the first place?
"I gave you the medicine. It was also I told the general. You're afraid he'll turn around and won't hand you over. Therefore, he drank cold and did not want to have children again for the rest of his life. ”
No more children for life.
Our eyes widened. The bowl of medicine...... I couldn't have children anymore.
I screamed in grief. "I think I treat you well, and I have no grudge against you. Why did you do this to me. ”
Oddly enough. As soon as Yan Yi left, my words rushed out of my mouth.
Ning'er glanced at me coldly. "There is no injustice and no hatred. Our hatred is gone. Didn't the princess herself notice it? ”
I frowned. Puzzled.
Ning'er didn't say any more. Straightforward. "The princess is waiting to be presented to Emperor Chen. Anyway, you want to. I have fulfilled you. Wouldn't it be good? ”
"You ......," my lips trembled. But he couldn't speak. It's not nice to meet people. Who can I blame?
The pain has not dissipated yet. Beads of sweat were pouring out of his face.
Ning'er reached over and grabbed me. I never knew she was so powerful. He dragged me off the bed. I fell limply on the ground. His face was almost crumpled with pain.
Then there was a soft knock on the door. Qiaorui, who was standing at the door, saw this scene. I couldn't help but be stunned. "Sister Ning. You're ......."
Ning'er turned her head and said. "All you have to do is take care of the princess's dressing. It will not profit you to know it. ”
Qiaorui has always been timid and listens to Ning'er's words. Now I saw that her face was gloomy. Immediately, without saying a word, he lifted me up from the ground and sat in front of the makeup mirror.
I was in so much pain that I couldn't straighten up. His face was also dripping with cold sweat. Qiao Rui looked at Ning Er hesitantly. "Sister Ning. Princess She ...... Feeling unwell. ”
"You just have to do what yours is. This is what the general ordered. It's none of our business. ”
It has nothing to do with them.
She really didn't blush or breathe. Is it really none of her business?
Qiao Rui heard this. I was stunned for a moment. Only then did he carefully pull my hair and comb it. Dress neatly. Ning'er stepped forward and grabbed Qiaorui on the other side of me. "There's nothing for you here. You can rest and go. ”
"But. Princess, she was already extremely uncomfortable. What the general is going to do. Qiao Rui couldn't help but catch up and asked.
Ning'er said. "Naturally, there is something important. What do you know as a little kid. ”
I was powerless. I could only be helped out of the hospital by Ning'er.
As soon as I was discharged from the hospital. Those who were waiting outside were clear. See the way I look. Immediately frowned and asked. "What's going on?"
Ning'er's expression flickered a little. urged. "Brother Qingqi, let's go quickly. Otherwise, it will be late for a while, and the general's business will be missed. ”
Qingqi suddenly grabbed Ning'er's arm. The two of them argued in a low voice. I don't have the heart to listen. The pain made it impossible for me to stand on my own. Curl up on the ground little by little.
The pain is too abrasive. I just hope it passes soon.
Then he came over and pulled me up from the ground. Carry all the way to the carriage that has been prepared in the morning. I shuddered. His lips were bitten and bleeding. The smell of blood fills the mouth. Disgusting.
Gently don't start going. Road. "The princess should not complain about the general, and she should not complain about Ning'er. If you want to complain, blame me. If you want revenge in the future, just come to me. Nothing to do with others. ”
"Huh. Independent. I struggled to get the words out of my mouth. Grit your teeth. "It's none of their business if you talk to me about it. You remember. If I come to avenge my vengeance. You. Ning'er. Yan Yi...... Don't even think about running. ”
Clear up the rumors. Sneered. The princess directly asked Emperor Chen to step on Daling. Wouldn't it be cleaner? ”
I frowned tightly in pain. Can't say a word. In sight is the cloud brocade pattern on the man's robe. A clear voice sounded overhead. "You and the great cause of Ling Guo's restoration are not helpful, but the general's mind is not strong. Now hundreds of thousands of lives are on the generals. There is no room for sloppiness.
The princess may not know that she is detained. Jun Mochen has been besieging Anyang for several months. All kinds of tricks have been used to force the general to hand you over. Yesterday even stirred up public resentment. I can't let the general be so confused. I just want the general to die for you. But I don't know Ning'er...... I have an old grudge against you. So ......"
"Old grudges." I looked up at him hatefully. "I asked myself, I never owed her, why did I have an old grudge. You don't want to be blind here. Exonerate her. ”
"I didn't excuse her. Do you remember Ying Yan? Qing Qi asked instead. I can't help but wonder. Didn't Ying Yan go with her family to find another place to live? How to mention her in a good way.
Kiyoki continued. "Ying Yan is because she has repeatedly said the wrong thing in front of you. So the general quietly disposed of her. As for why...... The princess spent time with her. I'm afraid there's more to know than I do. ”
I couldn't say a word. It turned out to be a wild goose...... Early......
At that time, Ying Yan told me about it. I saw that Yan Yi's face was extremely unhappy. I thought he would only admonish slightly. But I didn't expect it......
It turned out. It was really my fault. Is this my retribution? I used Ying Yan to steal fennel for me. Killed his own children. Now I can't have children anymore.
It's really my mistake now. Who am I to blame? Resentful Yan Yi executed Ying Yan. Resentful Mochen persecuted Yan Yi. is still complaining about the injustice of heaven.
Ning'er and Yingyan have always been friends. She must have known the truth. What's wrong with her being angry with her sister now. for I have done too much iniquity. It should have ended up like this.
I laughed self-deprecatingly. Until the end, the tears could not stop falling. Ling Tianyan. You should not have come into this world.
Qing sighed and said again. "Princesses are not suitable for schemes. Maybe Emperor Chen's side is a good home for you. ”
Destination. Whether it is a destination or a grave.
The chariot staggered and began to move around. My abdomen didn't hurt that much. Maybe it's because the pain in my heart overshadows the pain in my body.
I slowly pulled the dagger from my wide sleeve. Take it in front of your eyes and look at it repeatedly.
The blade is sharp and cold. Glowing with a cold sheen.
Then put the scabbard back. Retract the wide sleeves. Close your eyes gently.