Chen Chen had never imagined that he would be so humble when he was really with another person;

Humble to the earth!

In the dead of night, he also thinks that it is better to have a showdown with his senior sister directly.

Be!

Chen Chen admitted that he was no better for his senior sister;

But that was before!

Senior sister really doesn't hurt him anymore now!

Also, since two people are together, do you really have to distinguish who is better for whom?

After all, there is no equivalence!

As long as they get better and better for each other, isn't it?

Moreover, it doesn't seem to make much sense to talk about this now.

Chen Chen really thought about it more than once, went to the senior sister to make it clear, and then said to each other to let go!

Even if your heart is no longer there, don't hurt each other!

Chen Chen's personality has always been quite sunny, but during this time, his heart has really been clouded.

He didn't care what others thought of him in the past, but it was because he had a good attitude, not the kind that really didn't care;

Chen Chen's current state of mind was once unbalanced and explosive, how could he be calm?

Now whenever he sees other people's eyes, he doesn't know if it's a delusion, and he always feels that the other party is secretly laughing at him.

That's right!

It's a mockery!

It's like, it's like they're all saying—

Hey! Look at that stupid bird, the grass is green on its head!

Every time Chen Chen thought of this, his mind almost exploded;

Since the senior sister no longer has him in her heart, why can't she leave him a little dignity and let go quietly!

Is it because of mercy? Afraid of his injury, afraid of his pain, are you giving alms?

If that's the case, isn't it more of a disservice?

He couldn't help but want to question his senior sister again and again, but in the end he hesitated and gave up.

Frankly speaking, Chen Chen actually looked down on him in his heart!

Unpromising!

Timid!

Not like a man!

Since this is already the case, why can't he be free and easy and take the initiative to leave?

But, but...... Chen Chen is really reluctant to be a senior sister!

I knew that my senior sister was lying to him and hiding something from him, but I was reluctant to do it!

No matter how sad and painful my heart is, even if I am humbly lying on the ground, I still don't want to lose my senior sister!

Speaking of which, Chen Chen's mentality has almost exploded during this time, but good things have continued one after another;

First of all, it was near the end of the academic year, and the scholarship for the first academic year was finally approved and fell into my hands;

Also, his academic grades are getting better and better;

This is considered a love frustration, does other places always have to make up for it?

Or is it about turning grief and anger into strength?

Chen Chen looked at the first-year scholarship approved, and even the credit summary of each course, but there was no smile on his face.

Even if his total score in the subject this time is once again unstoppable to suppress everyone!

Even, every time Chen Chen heard and saw other people's praise, his heart became even colder;

He didn't know if it was an illusion, as if he felt ridicule again in that gaze-

Hey! Look at that stupid bird, no matter how awesome it is, it's not NTR!

Every time Chen Chen thought of this, his heart felt as if he had a backlog of explosives.

That evening, he sat alone in the library, quietly distracted.

At this time in normal times, few people come to borrow or return books;

Today is even more cold, and no one else has come at all.

Chen Chen sat quietly in the library, hesitating and hesitating in his heart.

He really thought, like an ostrich, pretending not to know anything;

As long as you can not lose your senior sister, it's enough!

But during this time, he really felt that he couldn't stand it anymore.

Can't stand the deception?

Yes.

Chen Chen actually had more in his heart, but it was a sense of powerlessness.

Although it is very unproductive, what he actually thinks in his heart is more to keep his senior sister.

But there are some things, it doesn't mean that if you want to stay, you can stay!

Even if Chen Chen didn't want to admit it anymore, he had to admit that if he pretended to be an ostrich, could he keep his senior sister?

Don't kid yourself!

It's time to go, and one day it's time to go!

Chen Chen was really powerless in his heart, he didn't know what to say, what to do, how to let the senior sister stay.

Showdown?

If you really go to the showdown, I'm afraid you will really lose your senior sister.

After all, after many things are exposed, there is often no turning back!

Darkness and silence hovered throughout the library.

Chen Chen sat there quietly, his distracted gaze seemed hollow.

It was at this moment that someone suddenly sat down beside him.

Chen Chen suddenly came to his senses, subconsciously looked at the other party, and then instinctively appeared happy on his face.

It's a senior sister!

But the joy on his face didn't even hold on for a moment, and was soon replaced by Mu Ran's expression.

Chen Chen looked at each other quietly, obviously there were a thousand words, but he didn't know how to say them.

The senior sister froze, her eyes were a little dodgy, and then she smiled unnaturally: "Why do you look at me like this?" Is it that I haven't been with you for this time, and I'm angry with my senior sister? ”

Chen Chen opened his mouth, almost wanting to ask what was in his heart.

But in the end, he hesitated and gave up, just forced a smile: "No." ”

The senior sister seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and then, as before, took out a book and sat quietly with him.

Chen Chen was really in a trance at this moment;

He felt like he had gone back in time with his senior sister.

Even, when the two of them left the library, they held hands as usual.

The only difference is that Chen Chen did not let the senior sister send him back to the dormitory area this time, but sent the senior sister back to the dormitory all the way.

The two walked quietly along the way.

Before Chen Chen left, he couldn't help but say, "Senior sister, don't leave me, okay?" ”

At this moment, he has nothing else in his heart, if there is, it is probably a kind of begging!

Whether he is humble or unproductive, Chen Chen found that he really can't live without the other party.

The senior sister paused, and then smiled unnaturally: "What's wrong with you today, I was embarrassed to say such things before." Okay, go back to bed, don't think about messing around all day! ”

Chen Chen opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything.

He didn't hear the answer he wanted from the other party until his senior sister walked into the dormitory building.

Chen Chen stood quietly in the night, smiled stupidly for a while, and turned around and walked in the direction of the boys' dormitory.

Don't answer, maybe because you don't want to hurt him too much...... bar.

Chen Chen's heart was sour, but when he waited for the next day, he was stunned.

Not only the next day, but also until the summer vacation, the senior sister would come to accompany him every day.

It's like, like some time ago, just having a nightmare;

The nightmare woke up and everything was restored.

Chen Chen was still a little uncomfortable at first, but soon a smile appeared on his face again.

Maybe I really misunderstood my senior sister before...... bar.

Saying that, even if Chen Chen didn't want to admit it, he actually had a thorn in his heart!

But he had silently made the decision never to touch it!

Chen Chen only hopes that Senior Sister will not leave him, it is enough!

Even if you are humbled to the ground, so what!

Everything is buried in the deepest part of your heart.

……