Chapter 230: Farewell to You Tonight (2)
But...... She really didn't want to, she didn't want to let go of her hand like this, and leave this man who haunted her forever......
The faint call of "Liangye ......" overflowed from her lips lightly and shallowly, like a final goodbye. It's chilling.
A generation of beauties, but in such a warm night of spring and Jingming, the fragrance will disappear forever.
Zhong Liangye's iceberg-like cold heart, in this call of anger, completely melted, turned into water, and then quietly roared, these series of changes were so in one go, without giving him the slightest opportunity to prepare and accept, so suddenly, so suddenly he couldn't help but stab forward, as if someone had punched him heavily in the back.
His eyes appeared the kind of tiredness and dazedness that he had never seen in the past 20 years, and although his eyes were looking at the flowers on the bed, they seemed to be looking elsewhere.
"Liangye ......" She seemed to be brewing a bigger outburst and outpouring, just calling in a low voice for the name that she would forget for the rest of her life, as if reciting the spell of her own life.
"I ...... I don't regret it. She smiled softly, under his gaze. The satisfaction and sparkle in the smile were unprecedented relief and relief.
Finally can look at him squarely, no longer have to be the same as before, can only be observed from the side, no longer have to be so careful to observe his look, to see if he is happy, to see if he is unhappy, to see his every move, a brow beating, in her eyes, it seems to be the best scenery in the world, she has now reached the stage of running out of oil, and has no strength to pour out her thoughts and words to him.
Those words that had been sealed in the dust for too long were pressed by herself, and endless tears could only flow from her eyes, she looked at him, smiled softly, and wept silently.
Looking at him, it is happiness, and leaving him is regret. But if she doesn't have such a flower, the person who is lying in bed waiting for death now is not her flower lingering, but him, Zhong Qin's proud second son-Zhong Liangye.
In a battle far from the court, she lost, but she was satisfied, and seemed to have been waiting for such a farewell a long time ago to end her young flower-like life. At least, at this time, she could feel that this man's heart was in hers, and there was a kind of seriousness and sadness in his eyes that he had never seen before, and he was listening to himself carefully, such sadness, thick sadness that was about to flow out of his eyes...... Is it his reluctance?
And that reluctance, is it because of her? Hua Yingyan suddenly felt very satisfied, and at the same time had more questions. She wanted to ask him if he had penetrated her identity and knew her plans from the beginning, so she ...... She wanted to know even more about the warmth and warmth in those past times and the small, sweetness he inadvertently gave, was it ...... Hypocrisy and hypocrisy...... is still to make her, a woman who has just fallen in love, more devoted to herself.
She wants to ask in this last time, Zhong Liangye, have you been lying to yourself all the time and fooling your feelings! She wanted to ask a question more.
Zhong Liangye, have you ever loved me?
It doesn't matter whether you loved or cheated. Hua Yingyan gradually closed her eyes, and the helpless and desolate state of mind that rose from the bottom of her heart was no longer incomparable. It's even more indescribable.
Zhong Liangye, the man who made her lose her name, she can't forget it in her life. Perhaps, in the reincarnation of the next life, she wants to...... I want to meet him again, but don't meet him with my current identity and position.
If this is the case, it is better to see each other again in the next life.
The last tear from the corner of his eyes slipped quietly, Hua Yingyan quietly closed her eyes, Zhong Liangye's hand was cold, when did she cry? He didn't know, he didn't even feel the slightest feeling, but the tears were so real that they fell on the back of the hand he was holding with her.
It was the first time that his heart had been shaken so much.
At the end of her life, she said to him......
She doesn't regret it.
She knows everything!
In what he thought was a seamless plan, she had already understood his intentions! But he didn't pierce it, he didn't stop it, and even drank the poisonous medicine he ordered people to boil with a smile every day!
The woman who everyone fears like a tiger, the legendary beauty like a femme fatale, flowers linger in the smoke...... What kind of woman are you? If you are really as cold-blooded and vicious as the legend says, then why do such a thing! To do such a thing that made him, a man who was already discouraged, feel terrified, and also felt condemned by his conscience!
How much perseverance and courage can a person have, so that she can face death and imminent death so calmly, in this kind of unbearable huge panic for ordinary people, how did she, a small weak female streamer, do it?
Is she really not afraid?
He stared at her stiff fingers, pondering what it was all about. However, this cold-blooded man didn't have the slightest clue, and he didn't even know what his complicated feelings were at the moment...... Because of what?
Do you feel sorry for her?
How could it be! No way! He shouted in his heart over and over again, but the more he deceived himself like this, the more powerless he became. The melancholy and sorrow swept over him more and more, enveloping him.
"Second son." Beside him, he woke up the little maid of the Lingering Girl, Xiaohong.
Her eyes were already red and swollen from crying, because Zhong Liangye had been waiting by Hua Yingyan's side just now, so she couldn't come over to accompany Hua Yingyan through this last journey of life. But she can come over now. Because...... Hua Yingyan left a last word, asking her to hand over something to Zhong Liangye after her death.
This thing...... It's in her hands at the moment.
Xiao Honghong's eyes were swollen, in fact, she didn't want to give this thing to this unscrupulous man at all. Zhong Liangye, if she hadn't met this man inadvertently, her lingering girl would still be alive and well, and she could still play a tune every day and talk to her or something.
There is no distinction between master and servant, and there is no disparity in seniority, they are like a pair of sisters, they have nothing to say, nothing to talk about, so Xiaohong knows Hua Yingyan's psychological thoughts, and she knows more clearly how much Hua Yingyan likes this man.
When he saw Xiaohong, he was slightly stunned. Xiaohong was also surprised to see the pain in Zhong Liangye's eyes. I couldn't help but be stunned.
Miss Smoke, this is the kind of look you want to see the most, and now, it really appears in this man's eyes, you ...... Do you see it? And is it ...... Feel a little joy in your heart?
She restrained her mind and didn't salute Zhong Liangye, but just handed over something and put it in his palm.
Zhong Liangye was holding the hand of the lingering smoke with one hand, and the other hand was inconvenient to move, so he motioned to Xiaohong to open it for him. Xiaohong lowered her head and opened the tight piece of paper wrapped in cowhide, which seemed to be a letter.
didn't write who it was addressed to, nor did it make it clear who wrote the letter, but the faint fragrance of flowers on the letterhead had clearly told Zhong Liangye that the owner of this letter was the beauty who was lying beside him at the moment but had no breath and heartbeat.
It was the scent of flowers.
His brows furrowed unconsciously, and Xiaohong opened the letter and handed it to him, "Liangye Wulang opened it himself." "Look up at these four words, and the rest of the words are gone. The rest is a detailed list of people, from the county level to the provincial government level, the names of officials from all over the country are listed one by one, and the names of these people are very familiar to some Zhong Liangye......
And some ...... He was shocked.
"This ......" Zhong Liangye's heart suddenly flashed with a hint of brightness, he seemed to already know what this thing was, but he subconsciously refused to admit it in his heart, he hesitated, Xiaohong saw the look on his face, and then, he smiled, it seemed to be mocking, and it seemed to be laughing at the dead Hua Yingyan, she was an infatuated stupid woman. Unexpectedly, a heart and a person's life, a lifetime, are completely entrusted to this person!
Look, look! He's such a man!
Selfish, cold-blooded, even if such ironclad evidence is placed in front of him, he doesn't want to believe it! Miss Smoke, are you evil to fall in love with such a man!
Xiaohong was mentally upset about Hua Yingyan, but she still handed over the second letter to him very strictly according to what Hua Yingyan explained before her death.
This time, she added an explanation.
Zhong Liangye opened it and saw that there were a few more lines of fine and dense small characters behind the name on it, some of which thanked the person in front of him for his hobbies, official position, what he often does on weekdays, what his background and veins are, what he is good at, and what he is most afraid of, what people, every building, and every thing are written so clearly and clearly.
Zhong Liangye's head buzzed, as if he had been hit by something strongly! Buzz! These are......
"The girl kept writing these things, and if there was a omission, she started writing again, and she could have written them all by this month, but ...... Later, the girl's body really didn't allow it, and she would often cough up blood in the middle of the night......"
One word, one sentence, like a silver needle, like a blade, quickly pierced his heart and stimulated his nerves.