Chapter 242: Suffering
Yingchun snuggled in Sun Shaozu's arms and shook Sun Shaozu's hand, "This is also what you feel you owe to your aunt and uncle?" ”
Sun Shaozu rubbed the green silk of the spring, "Yes, although I later thought that it was my uncle who deliberately released the moon cherish, otherwise I would not be able to run out of my uncle's house at all if I cherished the moon." My uncle's intention was to let me bring out the cherished moon and make our family owe them a favor. After I took Xiyue away, my uncle came to my house and made a lot of trouble, which my mother told me later. However, I still feel that I owe my uncle's life. ”
"That's why you accepted Aunt Chen."
Sun Shaozu rubbed his slender nails and looked at the red on his nails, "After Xiyue died, I was depressed for a long time, and my uncle took the opportunity to let me accept Birong." I know my uncle's plan very well, and my uncle just wants to have an inextricable relationship with my family, and borrowing some power is also very beneficial to his business. Because of the guilt in my heart, I agreed, and tried my best to persuade my mother. Later, I accepted Birong as a concubine, and I also cherished Birong. My mother didn't want me to accept Birong, but Xiyue was my mother's family after all, and she passed away at a young age, and my aunt cried to death, and my mother finally agreed to include Birong, but at the same time she gave me the big girl Xueshan in her room, and I have two concubines since then. ”
Yingchun sighed, "No wonder there are such beautiful words on the handkerchief, that was written by Xiyue later?" Bai Juyi's "Silver Vase at the Bottom of the Well" may be the best interpretation of Xiyue's inner anguish? ”
Yingchun said softly:
At the bottom of the well, the silver bottle wants to be on the silk rope. The hosta is ground on the stone, and the hosta wants to be folded in the center. What can I do if the bottle sinks into the hairpin? It seems that the concubine is saying goodbye to the king today. Recalling the past, when she was a daughter at home, her words and actions were different. Chanjuan's two sideburns and autumn cicada wings, like a pair of moths in the distant mountains. Laughing with the back garden of the play, I didn't know you at this time. The concubine made the green plum with a short wall, and the king rode a white horse and weeping poplars. The wall immediately looked at each other from afar, and when they saw Zhijun, they broke their bowels. Knowing the gentleman's broken intestines and the king's language, the gentleman's guide mountain pine and cypress trees. Feeling the monarch pine and cypress turned into a heart, and secretly combined the two mustaches to chase the king. After five or six years in the Jun family, the Jun family has spoken frequently. The hired is a concubine for his wife, and he is unbearable to worship the lord. finally knew that Jun's family could not live, and he had nowhere to go out. Are there no parents in the high hall? There is also family affection all over the hometown. There is no news to sneak into, and I can't be ashamed today. For the king's one-day grace, the concubine has been a hundred years old. Send a message to the crazy villain's daughter, be careful not to let others lightly!
Sun Shaozu held Yingchun's hand tightly, Yingchun let Sun Shaozu hold him, but when he was slightly in pain, he didn't say a word.
After a long time, Yingchun raised his head and stroked Sun Shaozu's slightly green chin, "After that, on the death day of the moon, I will go to the sacrifice with you, okay?" ”
Sun Shaozu closed his eyes and hugged Yingchun tightly in his arms, "Yingchun, you are so ......"
The husband and wife snuggled together, silently waiting for the time to pass.
Yingchun whispered, "It would be great if we could be like this forever." The tone was full of infinite yearning.
Sun Shaozu smiled and pinched Yingchun's nose, "Yes, I will stay by your side." Sun Shaozu said, thinking of another thing, "There is one more thing, I will also tell you." ”
"What's the matter? You're still hiding your old husband and wife, aren't you fancy which girl wants to take over the house? ”
"You little villain, you have to be good, don't always scare me." Sun Shaozu said and kissed Yingchun's lips vigorously, "The Holy Lord intends to promote me......
Yingchun was stunned, her mind turned thousands of times, and she said hesitantly: "I'm afraid, it's not so simple?" ”
Sun Shaozu looked at Yingchun approvingly, but his brows furrowed, "The Holy Lord used to treat me normally, but now I suddenly want to be promoted, I don't think it's a happy event." ”
Yingchun pondered for a while, "The holy will cannot be violated, you should do things carefully, don't make any mistakes." Although I don't understand the affairs of the court, I know that sometimes I am not afraid that the saint will forget you, but I am afraid that he will always remember you. ”
Si Zhu replied at the door at this time: "Old lady, it's time to eat." ”
Yingchun felt that Si Zhu's girls were getting more and more ghosts, and as soon as she saw Sun Shaozu enter her room, a few girls left. Look at the current time, but it is much too late to eat, Si Zhu is obviously distressed about himself, but because Sun Shaozu did not dare to enter the room, he had to remind him at the door, which was really painstaking.
Sun Shaozu let go of the Spring Festival, and the husband and wife set up a meal.
After dinner, Sun Shaozu went to Mrs. Sun's.
The little girl raised the curtain, and Sun Shaozu entered the old lady Sun's main room, "Mother." Sun Shaozu gave Mrs. Sun a salute.
When Mrs. Sun saw Sun Shaozu come in, she asked with a smile, "Can you have dinner?" ”
Sun Shaozu hurriedly said that he had eaten, "Mother, how is your body?" ”
"It's better, it's just a fire. How's going on with your daughter-in-law? ”
"My complexion is much better than before."
Mrs. Sun sighed, "It's just that this illness makes me sad, you must find some good doctors for your daughter-in-law, if you really can't give birth, how can this be good." ”
"Mother, don't worry, I'm asking around about the doctor." Sun Shaozu owed, "Mother, I came to tell you about my eldest sister." ”
Old Lady Sun looked at Sun Shaozu and frowned, "What's wrong with Yan'er?" ”
"Mother, I always think that my eldest sister is still young, and if she continues to be chaste like this, won't her life be wasted, and who will she tell about the pain in her heart. I thought, or help my eldest sister find a family. ”
Old Lady Sun's eyes dimmed, "Are you really such a hard-hearted person as me?" At the beginning, Yan'er's family affairs were decided by her mother, and she was so dignified that her mother felt uncomfortable. I found Yan'er and said that I would help her find another family, but Yan'er cried and said that she didn't want to marry again, and she would rather spend the rest of her life in the family temple in Sun's mansion. ”
"Why? Why didn't the big sister get married? ”
Yan'er said that the son of the Zhang family died of illness, she is Kefu's life, not to mention that it will be difficult to discuss the marriage again, that is, the marriage is reluctantly decided, and the in-laws are also extremely unhappy, and there will be many hidden dangers when she marries. At that time, Yan'er knelt down and begged me to let me keep her, she could not have a monthly routine, as long as she had a bite to eat. You said that Yan'er said so, as a mother-in-law, what else can I do? ”
Sun Shaozu didn't say anything more, he didn't expect this sister to think so far-reaching, as the eldest sister said, it is even more difficult for her to discuss her relatives again, who is willing to marry a woman who lives in Kefu. Thinking of this, Sun Shaozu didn't mention this matter anymore, and talked to Mrs. Sun for a while, and it was getting late, so Sun Shaozu took his leave.