(Girls' Literature)

was pulled by Jun Mochen along the way. After a thousand turns of thought, he was troubled by Qi Fu like this. I didn't know where this road was going.

Look up at this point. Before I saw it, it was the Que Tower. It turned out that he was going to take me to the Que Tower.

I looked up at the towering attic. Confused.

It wasn't until Jun Mochen pulled me up that I suddenly came back to my senses. Now that we've gotten here. There's no way to help Qi Fu. I had to make an apologetic gesture to him. Before he could react, he was involuntarily pulled up by Jun Mochen.

Numbness and coldness under your feet. Barely able to walk. I panted and grabbed Jun Mochen. "Stop."

Jun Mochen turned around. The way you look when you see me. Hurriedly leaned down to help me. "I just want to bring you here for a while. I forgot if you would be tired. It's me who didn't think it through......"

I sighed in my heart. It's really ill-conceived. Otherwise, everyone who wouldn't be making such a fuss would know it. I always feel that after returning to the palace this time. His old age has long been thrown out of the clouds. I'm also confused. Jun Mochen has always been cautious and self-disciplined. Why do you feel like a hairy child when you come to me? I've done all the ridiculous things.

Jun Mochen's hands copied from under his knees. Gestures will pick me up. I panicked and pushed him with my hand. "There are so many people out there. was looked down upon by others, even if you didn't care about the face of the king of a country. I don't dare to go out in the future. ”

Jun Mochen said with a smile. "Why do I care about my wife?"

As soon as I said that, I lifted my arm off the ground. I can't stop him. I'm not saying anything. Anxin leaned against his chest. Arms around his neck. Jun Mochen lowered his head and glanced at me. A smile instantly crept all over his face.

I remember the last time Jun Mochen took me to Que Tower. That's how they lifted me. I was pregnant. Jun Mochen carried me to the top of the building. I asked him. Is it heavy. He replied to me without thinking. Heavy. What I hold in my arms is more important than the country.

I still remember this vividly. Remember every look he looked. Every word. I thought I had forgotten about it. In the end, it was found that they had been dormant somewhere in their memories and never disappeared.

The tower is still the same as before. It's a sight to behold. My heart was suddenly heroic. It's just that it's too cold to get high in the end. I still felt warm down there, but at this time, I only felt a cold wind that went straight into the cracks of my bones.

I shrank down beside Jun Mochen. Asked. "Good look. What to do here. ”

Jun Mochen said. "Gongya. Do you remember that I asked here if you would like to make a lifelong appointment with me? It is better to tie the knot forever. ”

I nodded. "I can't forget it."

Jun Mochen laughed. "You agreed. No repentance. ”

I was dissatisfied. "I have never repented."

Jun Mochen laughed. "Yes, yes, yes. You have not repented. "But he faced me solemnly." The time you've been away. You know how I got here. I learned you were dead. I hate to go with you when I can't get there. I can still take care of you on the Huangquan Road. Maybe there's a destiny in the dark. It's good that I have left a life to have today's time to meet. That's when I found out. What is the country worth? I regret that I have sat in the seat of the Lord of the world. ”

I stood quietly. Looking at his own shadow in his eyes, his eyes were reflected in the light.

"Gongya. Just stay with me. Don't leave again. Good no good. ”

Listen to his cautious questioning. My heart was sour. He was so proud, he put down his dignity and asked me in such a soft voice. I wish he had been ruthless at this moment and had expelled me from Kyoto to never be seen again. I'd rather he be a merciless man.

Then my conscience will feel better. Maybe he will be ruthless and return to the country.

But he's so affectionate now. What do you tell me to do?

I'm speechless. I had to bury my head in his chest. "Lin Yuan, you don't want to know why I appeared next to Yan Yi at all. In Daling. Anyang. and what happened on the way to Koto. Don't you ask? ”

Jun Mochen didn't answer and asked. "Gongya. Do you remember that you once ate my food and said that you would grant me a condition? ”

This man is really. I still remember how sooner or later. I deliberately blinked my eyes and made an innocent look. "When's the matter. How I don't remember. ”

"Oh. I really don't remember. Jun Mochen raised the corners of his mouth wickedly. It was too late for me to notice something was wrong. Jun Mochen knows that I am most afraid of itching. At this moment, he stretched out his hand and tickled. I couldn't resist. Out of breath, he begged for mercy again and again.

Jun Mochen said. "Then you remember."

Tears of laughter flowed from my eyes. Busy. "I remember, I remember. Good brother, stop it. ”

Jun Mochen stopped at this time. Laughed. "You're the hardest-mouthed. I remember it, but I want to be in a hurry. ”

It's easy to stop. Straight smile stomach ache. "Alright. Then you say what you are going to do. I'm scared of you. ”

Let's really talk about it. Jun Mochen's eyes flickered a little, "This condition is." Forget that we were all over again. And this year you should be ...... Went out on a long trip. ”

Forget the past.

Forget those years in Daling. Forget the war in Anyang. Forget Yan Yi's injury. Forget those years of captivity.

How I don't want to forget. But those memories are too deep and too painful. It has long been deeply imprinted in the bottom of my heart. Like a scar, it can never heal again. How can you expect it to return to its original state.

Just like Jun Mochen. Can he really forget? What really happened that year. He must have had doubts in his heart. There were doubts. He wouldn't let me say it. I don't ask myself. Just because he can't forget.

I watched him steadily. The phrase "Are you really willing?" "Wandering in the mouth and reversing. But after all, he lowered his head. Answer. "Good. I promise. ”

It's sad. We are just as timid. Scared of the same fear. But he humbly guards this emotion.

Who said that the more carefully guarded, the more fragile things are. It's like quicksand at your fingertips. The tighter you grip it, the more it is lost.

Jun Mochen really didn't show too much excitement on his face. I remembered when he found out I was pregnant. Such a thrill. Asked me one after another. "Really. I'm going to be a father. "That kind of excitement. Eyes are shining. It's like a sprinkle of gold.

But now. He took my hand flatly. Gently raised the corners of his mouth. The smile was in his eyes. It was unspeakably bitter and forbearing.

I secretly made up my mind. No matter what happens in the future. As long as I'm by his side for a day. and repay him as much as you can. Even if he hates me in the future. Just blame me. I will be like him to me today. Never give up.

He's always been like that. No matter how great the pain is, I would rather bear it alone. He must have a grievance in his heart. I felt guilty. Gently wrap your arms around him. Road. "Let's go back. You're busy. If anyone knows that he is alone with me. I'm afraid I'm going to have the reputation of a demon girl again. ”

Jun Mochen sneered. "You're going to be scared of that."

"Why not." I pouted at him. "Words are terrible. I don't want to be the witch who didn't make people worry about framing. I haven't eaten so much food before. I've never been to such a fun place. And so he died. How wronged. ”

Jun Mochen doted. "It's your clever mouth that makes people helpless."

before coming down to the Que Tower. I saw Qi Fu walking back and forth downstairs. It's winter. At this time, the sun has already vented the noon heat. But there were still big drops of sweat on his forehead.

See us come out. It was as if he was relieved. Hurriedly ran up and kowtowed. "Your Majesty. Zhang Shimin and several other adults came to meet him. I've been waiting for Hou in the Qinzheng Hall for a long time. I think there is something important to enlighten. ”

Although I screamed with Jun Mochen in private. But before men, he is still the lord of the world. Don't be too casual.

First, it involves political affairs. Jun Mochen's face became serious. Without waiting for him to speak, I said. "The emperor is busy with political affairs. Slaves and maids are inconvenient to disturb each other. I quit first. ”

Jun Mochen said. "It's fine. Then you go back first. ”

Blessed to him. "The slave and maid are gone."

Qiaohe, who has been standing next to Jun Mochen's guard of honor. When Jun Mochen left, he hurriedly came over and hugged me. Recite Amitabha. "The girl can scare the slave to death."

I don't know why. How did you get on the Que Tower? It makes people panic like this. I couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong?" ”

Instead, Qiaohe was stunned. "The girl really doesn't know."

I was silent. Qiaohe sighed and said. "The girl is a person who understands. It's like a mirror in my heart. Why do you have to wade through this troubled water? ”

Qiaohe saw that I was still silent. There was a clear urgency in his voice. "The girl and the emperor traveled from the West Buddha Hall to the Que Lou with a stick of incense. It can be seen that it only took a cup of tea to know everything. ”

How could I not know. The palace is full of eyes and ears. I knew it from the moment I returned to the palace again. It's not that simple.

I also know that today's events will definitely make a lot of waves in the harem. It may be a long time before it settles down. Maybe I'll be in the mouths of those servants again. Become a "red face and troubled water". I already knew.

But I still did such a ridiculous thing with Jun Mochen today. He died in Ling Guo. It's not that I haven't hated, I haven't resented. It's just that the blood that should have been worn away by the days when it was left out in the Changle Palace in the past. Insensitive. Even became a princess of the dead country did not react.

It is not my own idea to decide to return to the country now. I always owe him something. Lived up to his liking.

I do. But to know. Kyoto is lit up by thousands of homes. Only Jun Mochen is my destination. He loves me and loves me. Don't be surprised. Excuse me. Save me from displacement. I don't have to be my home. He loved me as a treasure in the palm of his hand.

I'd rather do it when I can. became his petite and delicate wife.