If she didn't tell Gu Chenyan, with Gu Chenyan's understanding of her, she would never know that this time Lu Xingshuang was serious once, not just wanting to play with Gu Chenyan, she has always been very serious, maybe her previous idea of love was that it was impossible to meet a person she really liked, and it was impossible to live with those men for a lifetime, but now that she met Gu Chenyan, this idea was replaced, she wanted to be with Gu Chenyan for a lifetime, she wanted to be protected by Gu Chenyan, But as if all this was no longer possible, they now seemed to be on two opposite sides.

Gu Chenyan's last sentence hurt Lu Xingshuang's heart a little, because until the last moment Gu Chenyan still doubted her, she smiled bitterly with tears, now she actually wants nothing to get, and she disdains the slander of the outside world, but the moment she fell in love with Gu Chenyan, she actually began to fear that the voice of the outside world would reach Gu Chenyan's ears, although this is also inevitable, but she is unwilling, unwilling to let Gu Chenyan's opinion of her become dirty.

Lu Xingshuang continued to drink, she shook the wine glass in her hand, the harsh music around her stimulated her nerves, she looked at the people standing and shaking their bodies and twisting their bodies, she felt happiness from their faces, that kind of happiness was something Lu Xingshuang had never had, her envy along the road could almost overflow, but she couldn't show her vulnerability, because she was not such a person who needed the sympathy of others.

The last time her father knew that she was hanging out in these places every day, she was harshly reprimanded by her father, although it was not corporal punishment, but after seeing the hindsight of her father's disappointed eyes, she felt very uncomfortable, obviously she just wanted to be quiet or, everyone was forcing him, even his sister, the sister of the same father and mother, didn't know why it was always against him, she didn't want to care about anything now, she just wanted to make herself happy once, after being the second miss of the Lu family, Her life is like being drawn in a circle, and she can't take a step in this circle, otherwise it will be the words of others eating and wind, and the mockery of splitting her head and covering her face.

Her father will do this to him, although they all know that her father wants to like her more than her sister, but it is just a comparison, there are countless children like her in this city, but there is never her in the happy children's pile, she was asked to do a lot of things to replace everyone at a very young age, and she also did a lot of things she didn't want to do to get everyone's approval, she lived hypocritically with a mask every day, and they were all condemning her, But what can she do, this society has never been good to her, and it has always been some bitter words that make him want to escape, but he doesn't know where he can escape.

Even if there is a warm harbor, it is excellent, but she has not found this harbor so far, she has not arrived the people she needs, everyone approaches him with a purpose, her true face she can see clearly at a glance, what a mocking society, she clearly knows that their purpose is not pure, but she still hypocritically hangs a stiff smile below them is disdain, but even more disdain for herself, on the surface everyone is noble, but the inner decay is more terrible than those ordinary people, Because they are all businessmen with a strong purpose, everyone is a businessman, they pay attention to the price in their hearts, what to guide what to know and themselves, or they can give that person what they want, they can come together.

Everything is like an exchange of commercial interests, and everything in exchange seems so insignificant, insignificant is what Lu Xingshuang wants, she wants to be ordinary, they all envy her family, but only those who have lived in it know how depressed her family is, it is really too painful compared to others, just because they are the invaders who suddenly appeared in this city, no matter how hard her father works and brings more contributions to the industry, they will never be able to see it, I feel that their family is like people from the countryside who have come to the big city and do not belong here.

Her father is the kind of man who is more sensitive, he doesn't want his family to be unable to gain a foothold in this city, so he is very harsh on them, and wants to live their recognition by changing their behavior, but he doesn't know that even if they really become like princes and princesses, they will still look down on them, because they appeared at the wrong time, if it had been a long time ago, they might have been able to establish themselves in this city, but they came too late, There is simply no way to gain their approval.

If it were Lu Xingshuang's temper, she wouldn't want to take care of their words at all, and she wouldn't want to spend all her time trying to get these snobbish approvals, as long as they could crush them in terms of strength, they wouldn't be miserable there.

All this is because of his father, her father's demand for them is the most cruel one they want a little breather, their father will never allow it, unless he achieves his own goal.

Lu Xingshuang's sister also protested, but as time went on, she actually got used to it, so getting used to it is a terrible thing, obviously she can be free, but she is transformed under the noses of others, probably because her sister knows too many ways to protect herself in the social circle, as long as she is not prominent, no one will target her, so Lu Xingshuang has always been being picked on, just because her temper is too weird, They can't tolerate an outlier like Lu Xingshuang in their group, so after facing the strange food, people's instinctive reaction is to reject, to reject this sudden thing.

Lu Xingshuang felt a little ridiculous, the reason why her sister didn't help him, she gradually understood, in addition to what Mingzhe preservation, and because her status at home was higher than that of her sister, because she was eccentric and more pleasing to her father, although her sister usually didn't say it, but in some behaviors, Lu Xingshuang could still feel it, but she couldn't help it, her temper was not pleasing, did she blame her for her lively temperament, although these lively temperaments were also pretended by her, but there was no way, Everything is obtained by her strength, since no one wants to love her, then she tries to create conditions for people to love her, even if this love is false, just like a flower in the mirror, the moon in the water, but as long as someone can show that she is willing to protect her.

Glass after glass of wine, her head became more and more sober, and it was when she was connected that she had drunk after coming here that she was a young girl, and she was full of expectations for her future, but everything became illusory.