259 Apathy
When it was time for school to end at noon, the door of the school building became the most crowded place again.
The students walked out of the door of the Mingde Building one after another, and Shi Yuqi was quite helpless in the crowd.
Her godless eyes looked left and right, there was an indescribable loneliness, she used to always be by her side, but now it always made her a little lonely.
Yuqi couldn't help but be stunned, those eyes looked very dull, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Just as she stopped there and didn't move, she was pushed by the person behind her, and the girl's back felt a sudden soreness.
She frowned, and subconsciously turned around, and saw a tall boy, who looked very rude, "Oops, get out of the way." Then he didn't look at her, and squeezed past Shi Yuqi.
Yuqi's mood was not good, but now such a small episode has happened, which makes her feel inexplicably upset. But he did not dare to stand there or stay, so he walked forward absentmindedly.
And these students are like dumpling fillings in a vegetable pot, one by one, densely packed, without a gap for ventilation.
Girls are born short, and they have little advantage at this time. She was sandwiched between two tall boys, and she felt like she couldn't breathe.
Finally walking onto the relatively wide campus road, Yuqi exhaled a little slowly.
She walked forward silently alone, and the snow of last night melted, so that the asphalt floor was wet at this time, and it had a bit of a rainy day.
But the tiny branches were still weighed down by the heavy snow, as if they were about to fall.
However, Shi Yuqi didn't have time to take care of these, she always felt a little empty in her heart, as if something was missing.
Suddenly, not far from the street, she saw the familiar figure of the small universe, "Xuanfan." She subconsciously shouted at her, but Tan Yufan walked forward on her own.
Perhaps, it was normal that she didn't hear her own shouting because she was far away. Or maybe she just doesn't want to take care of herself.
Anyway, Shi Yuqi thought, those bright eyes immediately dimmed, looking at the smaller and smaller figure of the small universe, she couldn't help but regret a little.
Thinking about what she said yesterday, it was indeed a bit excessive, but in fact, she didn't intend to say it, but she just inadvertently hurt Yu Fan's self-esteem. Now I suddenly feel that I have gone too far.
But Shi Yuqi still had a bit of luck. After all, with such a big personality as Xiao Universe, she should be forgiven in two days.
Thinking about it this way, it's actually not a big deal. In her eyes, Tan Yufan is generous.
Even if she was really angry now, she wouldn't be bothered with herself for long.
Shi Yuqi couldn't help but feel comfortable for herself, how could she lose a friend like Xiaoyu? Wouldn't that be a big loss in her Shi Yuqi's life.
It's just that it feels really bad to walk on the road alone. The four words "single shadow" may not be anything for Tan Yufan, but for Yuqi, it is not like this.
She has a lively little girl personality, and sometimes, she is even a little clingy. And this is exactly what Tan Yufan dislikes.
The character of the small universe is relatively independent among girls of the same age, and she prefers to be alone.
More often than not, she thinks about her own affairs and doesn't care about what the people around her are doing. These are a bit similar to He Beichen's "smell".
As usual, Shi Yuqi walked to the door of the third canteen. It's just that she doesn't seem to be so calm today, and those eyes are looking left and right, as if they are looking for something.
Her pace became unusually slow, and she didn't have the usual strength to rush to eat. She walked forward silently, and suddenly found Tan Yufan's figure in the team on the far left.
In normal times, she might still have a little joy to cut in line, but now, all this seems so unreal.
However, Yuqi walked too slowly today, so naturally there was no way to catch up with Tan Yufan's footsteps. had to be at the back of the line.
Because he stayed up late last night, Shi Yuchu was even more unspeakable at this time. She yawned uncontrollably, what had happened lately, her temper had become more and more irritable, and she had become more and more impatient.
Just talking about the confrontation with Tan Yufan, it is not her style of Shi Yuqi at first glance. However, she didn't know what was going on, so she did it.
And in the final analysis, these are still to blame for those complex three-dimensional geometry, no matter how you think, it is also their no.
She shook her head and glanced at the long line in front of her, rather helplessly. I accidentally saw Xuan Fan walking towards the table in the cafeteria with a plate of cooked dishes.
Shi Yufu originally wanted to say hello to her, or rather, she thought that Tan Yufan would take the initiative to say a few words to her, but she didn't.
The little universe was like not seeing itself, almost passing by her. This made Shi Yuqi feel an indescribable coldness.
Before that, she thought about Tan Yufan's feelings too childishly, thinking that the small universe was angry, and it was only a matter of two minutes.
Yu Qi overestimated the small universe's ability to absorb the emotion of anger, and now he naturally has a feeling of being slapped in the face.
At this time, her teacher Yuqi was no different from air in Tan Yufan's eyes, and Yuqi was extremely disgusted with her turning a blind eye to herself, which was really too hurtful.
And Tan Yufan naturally saw her in the team, but she didn't want to say anything to Shi Yuqi now.
Just as usual, she walked towards the table in the fifth row by the window with her dinner plate, her face seemed very calm, and she didn't take Shi Yuqi in her eyes at all.
Also, the most important thing she Tan Yufan lacks is friends, and one or two less for her can only be regarded as a trivial matter that is not worth mentioning. But Yuqi is different, she is relatively introverted, and things like making friends are even more so for her.
It is not easy to have a bosom friend like Xiaoyu. And now, Tan Yufan is going to break up with her, so she is really alone.
Now she hates her unconcealed mouth incomparably. If I had thought about it with my brain when I was talking at that time, I wouldn't have been as sad as I am now.
I don't know how long it took, but it was finally Shi Yuqi's turn to cook. However, she didn't have much appetite today.
When the vegetable uncle asked her, she just said lightly, "Shredded potatoes, two or two meters." ”
The attitude towards this lunch became extremely perfunctory, as if I had to make some food to cope with myself. And eating is just a task to meet the needs of the body, and there is really no other function at all.
The noon canteen is the most crowded and noisy place in the canteen. The dining tables on both sides of the aisle were full of students eating.
Shi Yuqi walked through the group of students with some difficulty with the dinner plate, and for some reason, she subconsciously walked towards the row of tables and chairs by the window, she knew that Tan Yufan was sitting there.
Even if I don't understand why I want to go to her. Perhaps, this is simply her habit. As expected, she saw the rosy face of the small universe.
It's just that Yu Fan was concentrating on eating, and she didn't notice that she was walking towards her with a plate.
Shi Yuqi bit her lower lip, she couldn't help but feel a little cowardly, even if she didn't know if she should disturb the small universe, she still stiffened her head, walked to the fifth row of dining tables by the window, and then put down the stainless steel plate in her hand.
She observed Tan Yufan's demeanor nervously. The small universe was eating, but he also sensed something, and the chopsticks in his hand couldn't help but slow down.
In the next second, he raised his head, glanced at it with disdain, and saw Shi Yuqi's white cheeks. But as if nothing had happened, he picked up the rice grains on his plate by himself, and the more he ate, the more energetic he became.
This really made Shi Yufu feel embarrassed, she didn't expect Tan Yufan to have such an attitude towards herself.
Obviously, he already knew that he was wrong, but Tan Yufan, a stingy ghost, still refused to let her go. Anyway, Shi Yuqi sat down and began to eat absentmindedly.
This state of silence lasted for several minutes, and neither of them said a word. Shi Yuqi couldn't hold it back, and her cheeks couldn't help but be a little red.
Looking at Tan Yufan again, she continued to enjoy her lunch as if nothing had happened, and what happened last night would not affect her mood today.
This may also be the characteristic of the small universe, whether it is sad or angry. She wouldn't put off such emotions until the next day, she was full of energy, and there was nothing worth keeping on her mind all the time.
Yu Qi felt that she couldn't go on like this anymore, even if she wasn't usually an active person, but it was rare for her to take the initiative to open her mouth today.
"You're angry? You're not going to be so stingy, are you? Shi Yuqi teased embarrassedly, his eyes full of nervousness.
How she wished that Tan Yufan could smile at herself as usual, and then said slowly, "How come? Am I such a stingy person? ”
But she didn't, and all this seems to have changed since Yu Chu finished those two radical words.
Yu Fan didn't look at her, there was a seriousness on her cheeks that had never been absent, she didn't say anything, it was a kind of death-like silence. This made Shi Yuqi lose face.
She ate her own food in silence, not because she was stingy, but because her hard injuries could not be touched. And your best friend can't do that.
Yu Fan was also very aggrieved, more of a chill. The reason why she chose to be silent was also because her thoughts were chaotic, not at all as calm as they seemed on the surface.
Eventually, she shoved the last slice of cucumber on the plate into her mouth, then put down her chopsticks and habitually wiped her mouth with a tissue.
She refused to waste her time on Shi Yuqi anymore, so she stood up quite quickly, picked up the empty dinner plate and walked towards the door of the cafeteria.
Shi Yuqi originally wanted to stop her, but in the end he didn't say anything, but his face became even paler.