(Girls' Literature)

It doesn't have to go. A wave of fear welled up in my heart. What did he mean by that? Why not have to go. Has he already ......

"Why don't you have to go. What happened to him. I grabbed his sleeve with my backhand. The joints of the fingers are whitish. Although nothing can be seen. Still stubbornly wide-eyed.

But he suddenly fell silent and was silent for a long time. His reaction made me more and more uneasy. When I was about to ask again. He said. "Live up to your expectations. He's out safe. ”

Joy came too well and too quickly. I was stunned for a moment. Only then did he realize that he was raising up. He's fine.

But then I reacted again. Didn't Jun Murong say that he had to have my heart and blood to save him? And I need a life for a life. If you say that Jun Mochen is fine. That's me. What's going on now?

I asked Yan Yi suspiciously.

Yan Yi said. "His poison is not a trial of love. It's just a way I want to get you out of that cage. If not. How can you get out. You're too naïve. You think it's really his life. Will he protect you? ”

"You did it." I uttered this with extreme disbelief.

Then the paddock was assassinated. Jun Mochen was poisoned. King Heng rebelled. It's all about him. Moreover, it was Jun Murong who rescued me. Then there is also Jun Murong's share. And how did Yan Yi and Jun Murong meet?

My heart is overturned. That one is as warm as jade. A merciful Yilang. How did he become such a scheming man? Treat other people's lives as a mustard. Trample at will.

"Yes. . . I did it. He said it so frankly. Confessed. "You followed him and got hurt again and again. You're not happy at all. Pour your face. I can't see you having a bad day. Now it won't let you die in vain. ”

I laughed angrily. "How could it be for nothing. I can at least save him, can't I? It's General Yan. Save me alone. But where did they put the people of the world? ”

"Where did he use you to save. There are so many people who want to save him. It's hard for you to give your life to it. Yan Yi's voice suddenly raised. I was stunned by his roar. He said so about me.

Where is he still the Yilang I know. Yilang has always been a gentleman, gentle as jade. Where has there ever been such a loud shout.

The voice fell. It was as if something was quietly changing unconsciously. But I don't know what has changed.

"I see. That's what you think of me. "My eyes are uncomfortably sore. Resist not falling the crystal liquid.

My throat rolls back and forth. But I don't know how it feels. Can't say a word.

Suddenly. Yan Yi's hand grabbed my shoulder. Every word is like a child's whisper. "Tilt your face. Don't leave me again. It's good to stay with me. I can't live without you. I feel sad in my heart. ”

At this time, Yan Yi was like a sad child. Every word in the words was kneaded with deep anticipation. The heart is like being rubbed in the hand. The pain is unpleasant.

I gently patted him on the back. I couldn't say anything I promised. He lay on the couch and fell asleep. He went out of his way to save me again and again. We can't go back to the way we used to be. And why bother yourself.

I said. "Yilang. I am already his man. We...... It's no longer possible. ”

"I don't care." He interrupted me extremely quickly. As if afraid that I would refuse.

"But I care." I tried to keep my eyes open. Struggling to see something through the impermeable darkness. "If I stay here. There is no way to give people a handle. What will happen to you and me then? Have you ever thought about it? ”

Yan Yi said. "You don't have to worry about that. I've already taken care of it. ”

I wondered. "Handle it properly. That's what it says. ”

"Now everyone in the world knows the beauty, and the Ling family understands the righteousness. He did not hesitate to sacrifice his life to save the emperor. You came out in the name of death. No one knew you were here. So we can be together in the open now. ”

I was shocked. I can't calm down for a long time. The name of the dead.

I see. Jun Mochen is not the poison of love. Naturally, there is another antidote. And everyone thought that I had died to save Jun Mochen.

It's a stealing day. I didn't know that Yan Yi had such a good way. Now I can't see this man more and more clearly.

I just don't know. Would Jun Mochen be sad if he knew that I was not there because I saved him? Won't it be sad. Will you be moved and miss me for a long, long time because of it.

I laughed. “。 Since you've gone to such great lengths. I'm afraid I don't want to. I can't go. ”

Yan Yi paused. "It's my fault. But leave the palace. Coarse tea and light rice are incognito. Isn't that what we were hoping for? And now we do. Aren't you happy. ”

Be. This is what I had hoped for. But now he really just spent his life hastily with me? I'm afraid that's not the case.

I sighed. Only the way. "What's going on with my eyes."

Yan Yi gently held my fingers. His palms were warm and warm. It's as natural as every time it has been. "This is the after-effect of the fake death pill. It will be fine in a few days. Don't worry. ”

See that my emotions have calmed down. Yan Yi's tone also calmed down. Come and hold me. Let me sit down on the couch and say. "Tilt your face. There is today. You don't know how happy I am. ”

There was joy in his words that could not be concealed. "Tilt your face. We're here incognito. Is it good to start over. ”

I was slightly stunned. Resume.

Do I really want to remove myself from Jun Mochen's world from now on? But if not. How can I get back? Now everyone thinks I'm dead. If it's cold, go back. I'm afraid I'll frighten others.

I sighed. "Whatever you say, be it."

Yan Yigao rose up. He gripped my fingers and tightened. "When the marriage is still known. Mandarin ducks don't live alone. I'm going crazy with joy. I've been waiting for this day for too long. ”

"Yilang. I...... Already had children with him. It's a ruined body. My lips moved. Or spoken.

"Why dwell on the past. We're going to start over. ”

I raised the corners of my mouth slightly. All kinds of tastes in my heart. But they can't be put into words. Resume. If only everything in this world could start again. There weren't so many sad people.

Let alone. Yan Yi has never been a willing person. He will not be willing to be a woman's face for the rest of his life. It's a lot of work these days. I don't believe it if there is no reason.

I asked him. "How did you get to Daling. Princess Yi even let you go. ”

A cautious person like Princess Yi. He must be on his guard. But now he can come to Da Ling in a grand manner. I'm afraid it's not easy.

"She wants to suppress King Heng, where can she take care of me." Although he couldn't see me, he could still feel his tone cold. There is a faint anger.

I hung my head slightly. He still cares. It's just that I didn't realize it. It's me. There was not a trace of unusual emotion. I thought I would be sour, and I would be unwilling. But. Nope.

In the past, I wanted Yan Yi to forget me. and he was afraid that he would no longer have me in his heart. That kind of fear of loss and entanglement sadness. Now there is nothing.

Yan Yi said again. "Tilt your face. I'll show you all around the city. Don't you like crowded places the most? Now Daling is no longer the deserted city it once was. The people here live and work in peace and contentment, and are not disturbed by external objects. It is prosperity. Let's go to the market. ”

Bazaar. reminds me of the market I visited with Jun Mochen a few days ago. I think of sugar gourds as beads. And he tried to make a mockery. Like a child. Thinking like this, the corners of his mouth were raised unconsciously.

Yan Yi said again. "You need to put on a garment."

I shook my head slightly. "I can't see anything. What to shop for. More on that later. ”

There was a moment of silence in his ear. "Good. Then don't go. Don't you love to play the piano the most? Shall we play the piano? Just play that magpie fairy bridge. ”

I felt suffocated. Shid-off. "You really think I'm a holy hand. You can play without looking. ”

"Then ......" Yan Yi thought about it again, remembering the things next to him.

I hurriedly interrupted. "No need. I'm just in my room. Also save the eyes inconvenient. Mess up with you. ”

Yan Yi chuckled. "It's fine."

I heard that he was so good-natured. Whatever I say is what I say. It's like it's back to the way it used to be. He was as gentle as jade. Everything depends on me. Only in the end, he said helplessly in a doting tone. "You......"

I'll giggle and chuckle. It was a kind of happiness to be pampered. But now he doesn't and can't belong to me alone.

There was a rustling sound outside, accompanied by an extremely faint and deliberately suppressed footsteps. Then there was a sound in the distance. "General......" That voice was very like Limo and Jun Mochen had something to discuss, and when they saw me, they stopped talking.

My eyes widened blankly. There is an impenetrable darkness in front of you. I asked. "Is it raining outside?"

"yes. It is a spring rain and a warmth. It's almost summer. After this rain. It's time for the weather to be warmer. Yan Yi explained to me very patiently.

I nodded gently. Turning around, looking for the source of the sound, he looked over. "You don't have to be with me all the time. Go get busy. ”

"Fine." There was a pause. Yan Yi said again. "Tilt your face. Don't you really ask me what I'm up to? ”

It's not like I'm unaware of what he's up to. But he didn't dare to think about it or ask more. I said. "If I wanted to know, would you tell me?"

Yan Yi said without thinking. "Yes."

I said. "Then I'll wait until I want to know."

I just hope that when the time comes, you won't embarrass me twice. You can still sit and listen to the rain just like now. All the people I love are okay.

It's like a good dream. Never wake up.