Before I knew it, it was more than two months. Reading Buddhist scriptures and writing Buddhist scriptures every day, Xi'er said that my expression has a feeling of pure heart and few desires. I pretended to fold my hands and teased:

"The poor nun has seen through the red dust, but the dust is not over, and when the time comes, he will take refuge at the feet of the Bodhisattva and wait day and night."

Xi'er was shocked when she heard it:

"Master, the slave is joking, don't take it seriously!"

"I took it seriously."

"No, no, no, you can't take it seriously!"

"I've taken it seriously."

"You can't take it seriously, Lord Shire. The slave and maid will put away those scriptures in a while, and you can't copy them according to your temperament in the future. ”

Xi'er hurriedly put down the kettle in her hand and walked towards the study, I was amused by her anxious appearance, and hurriedly stopped her:

"Xi'er, I'm teasing you! As for me, I am the most vulgar, and the seven emotions and six desires are not clean, so I basically have nothing to do with refuge. Copying these things these days is just asking for peace of mind. ”

Copying every day, praying every day, Qi Ge's body can get better, and Qi Jin can return safely in the southwest.

Ming Min entered the palace and curtsied his knees and said:

"Nian Huan, the county lord is auspicious."

I enjoy:

"Isn't this name much better than Qi Jin~"

Myungmin got up, took my hand, and took out a letter from his sleeve.

The envelope reads, Wu Jin personally opened.

Ming Min said, I went to see the fifth brother yesterday, and he learned that I entered the palace today, so he asked me to hand over this letter to you.

Fingers brushed the words, as if they could feel the temperature of Qige's slightly cool palm.

The content of the letter is a poem:

In the past, I went back, and the willows followed

Now I think about it, the rain and snow are falling

Can I take this literally? In the past, when he left, it was full of spring; Now he's back, rain and snow? …… My language, especially the ancient poems, is really not very good, and the last time I was able to recite the general into the wine was extraordinary...... Looking at me with a strange expression, Mingmin asked:

"What did Prince Duan write?"

This, if I don't understand, isn't it a little embarrassing? Forget it, I'd better figure it out for myself.

"It's just some words of comfort, and you know, a lot has happened lately."

I smiled wryly. Ming Min looked at me, looking like he wanted to speak and stopped, but he was a straight person, but he couldn't help but speak:

"Gulen Gege!"

I smiled bitterly and was a little helpless:

"Now it's Nian Huan." Ming Min hurriedly changed his words:

"Nian Huan, I also read the letter, Lord Belle didn't let me talk about this matter, but when I think of the dream interpretation flower in the garden that Prince Duan planted for you, I think I still have to let you know! Prince Duan, he ......," Ming Min said, and his tone became urgent:

"The imperial doctor said that Prince Duan's cold qi entered his body, and he was too worried, and you also know that he was already weak and terminally ill......"

The tea bowl in my hand fell to the ground unconsciously. The blue and white porcelain shattered to the ground, and the tea stains splashed on the corner of the off-white skirt on the body, Xi'er exclaimed on the side, the county lord! While calling someone to come and clean up the broken porcelain on the ground. Ming Min looked at me with real eyes, I should have heard it right, it was terminally ill, Qige, already terminally ill. I stood up and said to Xi'er:

"Go find Nine Baylor and say I'm going to leave the palace."

Just like Qi Jin took me out of the palace at that time, I pretended to be Qi Qi's entourage, left the palace, and went straight to Prince Duan's mansion.

Qiqi said, the fifth brother is afraid of you like this, so he won't let us say it.

I glared at him, how am I? He's terminally ill, what else can I do?

Qi Qi sighed lightly and stopped talking.

Ah Quan greeted me at the door, and I ran in as soon as I got out of the carriage, and Qiqi said in the back, it was Lord Nianhuan who went in just now. Ah Quan was stunned for a moment, and let the eunuchs who were chasing after me disperse. Two months later, the dream interpretation flowers in the garden have begun to bloom a little bit, through the path, push open the door of the pavilion room, through a layer of gauze tent, I saw the little palace maid feeding medicine to the pavilion leaning on the bed rail. The little eunuch who was guarding the house was also startled, but when he saw that it was me, he knelt on the ground and greeted me:

"Say hello to Lord Nianhuan!"

Hearing this name, Qi Ge looked at the door and asked:

"Jin'er?"

The voice was hoarse, faint, like a gossamer.

But as long as it was just that, the sadness I had endured along the way collapsed in an instant.

I adjusted my breath, then lifted the gauze tent, slowly walked to Qi Ge on the sickbed, took the medicine bowl in the hand of the little palace maid, sat on the edge of the bed, and fed the rest of the medicine to Qi Ge. Feed in small bites, but it will still overflow from the corners of the mouth. My tears fell one by one, and they fell on the palm of Qi Ge's outstretched hand. There was still a small half bowl left, Qi Ge raised the corners of his mouth slightly, raised his hand and pushed away the medicine bowl. I insisted on finishing feeding, Qi Ge took two more sips, and the overflowing decoction at the corner of his mouth soaked a small piece of Qi Ge's white satin underwear. I couldn't help but cry out loud.

"How can you be okay if you don't take medicine? Why, can't you feed the medicine? Why don't they go in? How can I be good without taking medicine? ”

I cried so loudly, and Qiqi, who was guarding the door, rushed in. Qi Ge waved at them, and they all went out again. Qi Ge didn't speak, and raised his hand to wipe my tears, but he couldn't lift it. I calmed down my emotions, took a few deep breaths, and then looked at Qi Ge with tears and said:

"Qige, let's finish the rest of the medicine, and you'll be fine when you're done."

A tear fell from the corner of Qi Ge's eye, just on the hand I was feeding him with the spoon. My hands trembled, and the medicine spilled all over the quilt. I wiped it with my handkerchief and said I'm sorry over and over again.

I'm sorry, Kaige, I didn't mean to!

I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

I'm sorry, Qige, I spilled your medicine. I'm sorry!

How can I spill your medicine, I'm really sorry, Kaige!

……

There is no linguistic logic anymore, listening to me talking nonsense, Qige called me:

"Jin'er."

I was rescued from the chaos, looked up, looked into his eyes, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and his pale and dry lips opened slightly:

"Don't be afraid."

He reached out to touch my face, and the red rope on his wrist was red at the moment. I hurriedly took his hand and pressed it against my face. I wiped the tears from my face, but the tears in my eyes couldn't stop falling again. I whispered:

"I'm not afraid."

Qi Ge nodded, stood up, and took me in his arms. In my ears was the sound of his faint heartbeat, and I held him tightly, and his faint breath lingered in my ears:

"Forget me."

I cried and shook my head, and he trembled and patted me lightly on the back:

"Let's get out."

I got up from his arms with tears in my eyes, carefully sorted out my breath, looked at Qi Ge, and forced a smile out, Qi Ge nodded, and waved me to go.

Under his gaze, I turned and walked out. Qi Ge behind him, watching my figure disappear, opened the hand that had just picked up my tears, and the crystal clear liquid in it fell from between his fingers.

Pushing open the door, Qiqi came up, but as soon as he saw my appearance, he realized that something was wrong, and he immediately went into the house, only to hear him shout:

"Fifth brother!"

I didn't notice the stone steps under my feet, and I fell straight down, falling into a lush field of dream interpretation flowers.