Shu Yan's cognition of her feelings has always been slow, she may know that she has different feelings for Lin Lin, but she never thought that this is love, love is this thing, Shu Yan is actually a little scared, before meeting Gu Chenyan, Shu Yan felt that she must be well versed in this aspect of feelings, because her emotional intelligence is quite high, feelings these things, she has seen friends around her before, they are all troubled by their feelings, she is a little scared, She felt that if love came to this point, she would feel too depressed, and this was not real love at all.

And she thinks that even if she wants to find it in the future, she must find a man who has not had a painful emotional experience, because such a person has been injured, he has different ideas about feelings, and once such a man has his own story, it will be difficult for him to accommodate another person, such a person Shu Yan will never dare to touch.

But she met Gu Chenyan, she had heard some things about Gu Chenyan before, and she also knew that these things were very important to Gu Chenyan, but there was no way, she didn't have any resistance to this man at all, and this man also broke all her previous insistence, she felt that this man might be the ordeal of her life, and she hoped that this man could have a different ending from her.

In the past, she felt that such a man was difficult to conquer, but once she met her, she knew that she couldn't escape at all, and the arrangement of fate had already befallen her.

In the end, it was true that she lost, because she was really impressed by Gu Chenyan, and then there was a few years of silent protection, she originally thought that as long as she could be by his side and warm Gu Chenyan with her heart, she would be able to succeed.

When Gu Chenyan appeared in front of her for the first time, the depressed feeling on her body couldn't be hidden, but Shu Yan's heart was shocked at once, and she fell in love with it.

Shu Yan has always been silently guarding Gu Chenyan's side, she watched Gu Chenyan step by step to this point, she was happy for this man in her heart, but in addition to being happy, her heart also fell little by little, and she couldn't extricate herself.

Later, Gu Chenyan found Wang Miaomiao and found the woman he had loved all his life, the book invited you to be very unwilling at first, she didn't know why it was suddenly like the whole world had no light, no way, she began to be irritable and began to blame Wang Miaomiao for this woman, and even wanted to hurt Wang Miaomiao.

Later, she couldn't get out for a long time, so she proposed to Gu Chenyan to be transferred from her post, and left Gu Chenyan for a while, Shu Yan still couldn't let go, until she met Lin Lin, Lin Lin is indeed very good at taking care of people, and he is indeed quite good at thinking about others, although he doesn't know Lin Lin's purpose at the beginning, but in short, Shu Yan has less haze in her heart, all because of Lin Lin.

Shu Yan looked at the apprentices under her hands, and couldn't help but think of Lin Lin, and couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed in her heart.

Shu Yan remembered that she had never been in a relationship, but her heart seemed to be aging, and she had a lot of stories in her heart, these stories may not be anything to others, but for Shu Yan, they are her unforgettable memories for a lifetime.

At least she has no regrets about her youth, she has worked hard for a heartwarming person for so long, and she is not a waste of her life.

She only has to take one step at a time now.

Thinking of this, Shu Yan restrained her thoughts, now is not the time for her to look back on the past, now that Emgrand is facing a crisis, she still needs to face these problems with full energy.

Shu Yan's mobile phone came with a text message, it was sent by Lin Lin, people like Lin Lin generally don't look for others if they are fine, he is also a more rigorous person, the last time he found Shu Yan, although Shu Yan had already expressed his attitude last time, but Lin Lin did not give up, he could see that Shu Yan still had some good feelings for him, but he didn't know why Shu Yan had to reject him again and again, although he didn't know, but he wanted to find the answer, he had to work hard to find the answer, and then be with Shu Yan.

The two of them are the same type, because such situations are rare, and the emotional experience of the two of them is also relatively novel and special, and it is very good to be able to meet the same person like each other.

Lin Lin wants to seize the opportunity, after all, it is not easy to meet the woman he likes, they are not young anymore, and they should not play with their feelings, Lin Lin has now gained a firm foothold in the Lin family, and he does not have to be at the mercy of them, he can also have his own thoughts, and he is no longer as humble as before.

Now Lin Lin also has confidence, he used to deal with those women because his strength was not strong enough, and he still needed the support of others, but now he is different, he is going to start pursuing his own life.

Shu Yan didn't know that she had been targeted by Lin Lin, if Shu Yan hadn't seen Lin Lin and other women come together before, they might have been together a long time ago, but there are no two words in life, these two words are also more ironic.

Because they didn't do what they wanted to do, these words only appear because of regret.

Lin Lin launched an attack this time, and he must let Shu Yan accept him this time.

"Shu Yan, are you free tonight, I want to invite you to dinner, just as a goodbye to my former colleagues."

Lin Lin sent such a message to Shu Yan, Lin Lin still spoke with high emotional intelligence, because he was afraid that if he didn't say this, Shu Yan would reject him, but in this way, Shu Yan had no other excuse to refuse.

Shu Yan looked at the text on the phone screen, she was a little hesitant, she didn't know whether she should agree to him or not.

The last time she met her family at home, she had already misunderstood, probably out of selfishness, Shu Yan didn't explain it clearly, but asked Lin Lin to play the role of her boyfriend.

Maybe her heart still longs to have a story with Lin Lin, but now she feels a little selfish, she can see that Lin Lin is interesting to her, but she is afraid that if they are really together, the feelings of the two of them will change, this is the thinking of girls.

Sometimes it's not because something happened, it's just because of the sensitive mind of the girl, so that the girl unconsciously has to think about it.

So the book invites you to retreat a little, the closer they are, the more Shu Yan wants to escape, which is the same as premarital phobia, once the relationship is about to start changing, they will unconsciously want to escape, want to retreat.

Shu Yan is in this state now.