Fanwaizhi finally remembered you (II)

"Teacher Zhu, when I go back to Lanzhou City this time, everyone who meets me says such things to me, and they all hope that I don't touch that memory again," Cong Xinyue looked very helpless, and her tone was a little depressed, "But after all, that is my memory, it is what I have really experienced, I don't want to know nothing about the past,"

"However, I think that since everyone has advised you so, you should be kind and accept everyone's opinions, after all, everyone is also for your good, and I don't want you to be immersed in the pain of the past," Zhu Yi also felt that it was better not to remember from Xinyue's memory, that kind of experience would be unbearable for anyone.

"No, I've decided, I have to break through those memory barriers, to recover my memory, I have to remember those things, I have to think of him, no matter how painful those memories are, I have to think about it, otherwise that person doesn't even have any traces of existence in my life?" From Xin Yue, she feels that if that person is really as described in the video, then he deserves to be remembered by himself for the rest of his life, and no matter how painful it is, it is worth it.

Zhu Yi stopped insisting when he heard Xin Yue say this, "Since you have decided, then I won't say anything, I still have some things to deal with today and may not be able to hypnotize you, do you think you can do it tomorrow?" ”

"Yes, I want Teacher Zhu to come to my house tomorrow to hypnotize me, I don't know if it's okay?" From Xin Yue's thoughts, if she remembered those things, her emotions couldn't ease up all of a sudden, and it might be better to stay at home.

"I think so too, so that on the one hand, you won't be disturbed, on the other hand, I think you should also need time to ease your emotions, and home is obviously the best place," Zhu Yi is actually worried that after Xin Yue's memory is opened, his emotions will get out of control all of a sudden, and it will take a long time to ease, and his own home is undoubtedly the best place to release his emotions.

"Then thank you Teacher Zhu, I'll pick you up tomorrow," Xin Yue stood up and prepared to leave, not wanting to disturb Zhu Yi's work.

"No need, I know your family, I'll just take a taxi tomorrow, you can get ready at home and wait for me," Zhu Yi went to Xinyue's home once, although the experience was not pleasant, but it was a deep memory.

From Xin Yue nodded.

Early the next morning, not long after Cong Xinyue finished breakfast, Zhu Yi knocked on the door of Cong Xinyue's house. Xin Yue invited Zhu Yi into the living room, and when she was brewing coffee for Zhu Yi, she also told Zhu Yi in detail about the three-layer memory disorder that Moxi had set for herself, hoping that Zhu Yi could help her break through these obstacles faster during the hypnosis process for a while.

"These obstacles, in the final analysis, are still obstacles in your own heart, this person has skillfully used a few of your weaknesses to set up these hidden buttons, if your own will is not very strong, even if there is a hypnotist to help you, it is difficult to break through these three layers of settings," Zhu Yi listened to Xin Yue's narration, and had to sigh at Moxi's thoughts.

"I also feel that this person knows me very well, knows that I can't stand the noise, is afraid of cockroaches, and is even more afraid of the feeling of heat, so to speak, almost all my weaknesses have been used, so that I can't resist it at all, but I still hope to succeed at one time, and I am also afraid that I will retreat," Xin Yue sat next to Zhu Yi with coffee.

"I understand, so my guidance will be stronger in a while, I hope you can overcome your psychological fears, you should have done psychological construction yourself," Zhu Yi thought that since Xin Yue knew his weaknesses, he should have already done psychological construction for himself in one night.

"Yes, I've strengthened it many times, I hope it works," Xin Yue nodded, she spent a night last night doing mental construction for herself, telling herself how to overcome these fears.

"That's good, you tell me about your own psychological construction, and I will guide you to overcome these weaknesses during hypnosis," Zhu Yi nodded, thinking that his work would be easier for a while.

From Xin Yue's nod, she told Zhu Yi all the psychological construction she had done all night, and Zhu Yi nodded frequently in agreement when she listened.

After the two of them were ready, Zhu Yi began to hypnotize Cong Xinyue. It wasn't very smooth at first, although Cong Xinyue had already done psychological construction for herself, but in the face of those noises, Cong Xinyue's heart was still resistant, and Zhu Yi guided her for a long time before Cong Xinyue overcame this obstacle and continued to go down.

Next is the giant cockroach that Xin Yue is most afraid of, and it is lying down in front of Xin Yue, so that she does not dare to approach, and she cannot enter the office where she first met Liang Ze. Zhu Yi used the method told him by Xin Yue as a guide, hoping that Xin Yue could kill the cockroach with a sharp blade, but Xin Yue refused almost immediately, she was reluctant to approach at all, and finally Zhu Yi could only tell her through guidance that it was a fake cockroach, a toy, and someone else's prank. Only then did Xin Yue stabilize his mind and kill the giant cockroach in his consciousness.

The last layer was the flames, and from Xin Yue's eyes, there was a raging flame burning at the door of Luo Qifeng's office, which was daunting, and it felt like it was impossible to get over at all. But if you don't cross over, you can't open that door, and you can't really open Cong Xinyue's memory.

Through guidance, Zhu Yi made Cong Xinyue believe that it was just a magic prop, a kind of cold fire, there was no temperature at all, it would not burn anyone, and she would not have any burning sensation when she passed by. From Xin Yue's consciousness, he still hesitated, not daring to approach.

Zhu Yi could only continue to guide, constantly strengthen Cong Xinyue's consciousness, so that she was gradually willing to get close to the flame, and then tried to reach out to feel it, and finally leaned through the flame and opened the door to memory.

When Cong Xin Yue finally broke through the three layers of memory barriers, came to the office where she first saw Liang Ze, and saw Liang Ze's face, Xin Yue suddenly felt that her heart was in pain, and a suppressed emotion hit her like a flood to break her sane atrium and burst out.

"From Xin Yue!" Zhu Yi woke up Cong Xinyue.

From the moment Xin Yue opened her eyes, all the memories of Moxi in her mind rushed out, making her completely overwhelmed for a while.

"Teacher Zhu, I think I need to go back to the room slowly, if you are tired, take a rest in the living room, and remember to help me lock the door when you leave," Cong Xinyue almost used all her strength to prevent herself from showing a collapsed expression in front of Zhu Yi.

Zhu Yi nodded, and before he could speak, Xin Yue had already left the living room and went to the room on the second floor and closed the door. Cong Xinyue, who walked into the room, was full of Moxi, and she finally remembered all of them, that unforgettable love, that heart-wrenching experience.

From Xin Yue knelt on the ground, holding her head with both hands, her ten fingers tightly grasping her hair, the whole person couldn't stop trembling, and her tears poured out like a flood that broke the embankment, and she couldn't suppress it.

Moxie, I finally remembered you, sorry that you had tried so hard to keep me away from all this pain, and I had gone against your will again.

Moxie, why are you always like this, doing everything you have to protect me, not caring about your own pain, and finally taking advantage of your own death.

Moxie, I know, you don't want me to be sad, you don't want to see me sad for the rest of my life because of your death, but letting me forget you is the biggest harm to me, you know?

You're gone, all I can have are memories, Moxie, you know what? I can't live without you, even if it's just you in my memory, I can't lose it again.

Moxie, I'm so sad why God has always treated you like this, making you suffer so much and still not being able to fulfill your wishes.

Moxie, I miss you so much, I miss your hugs, I miss your whispers in my ear, I miss your smile, I miss you with my contented expression.

Moxie, I miss you so much, I miss you so much when you are misunderstood by me, I miss you, I miss your kiss, I miss every word you say to me, I miss every touch you give me.

Moxie, I finally remembered you, but I also lost you forever and forever, lost that warm embrace, lost that solid support, and lost the wings that protected me forever.

Moxie, I'm glad I remembered you, so I could still see your face, see your eyes, and see your smile at me when I dream back at night.

Now that the hug was gone, and the whispers had dissipated, I felt only the pain of peeling and cramping, and the coldness of the heart.

Moxie you have protected me in your own way, and all I can do for you now is to keep you alive in my memory forever.

Moxie, I will protect you in my memory, take care of you, and never let anyone hurt you. I will use all my strength to preserve this memory that belongs to us, so that we will never be separated from this memory.

Fortunately, I think of you, so that I can feel your presence all the time, so that I can think of you anytime and anywhere, and imagine what it is like for you to be with me. Your figure will follow me wherever I go.

Moxie, you said you would always be with me, and now your body is gone, but I believe that your soul will always be with me, no matter where I am or what I am doing, you will always be by my side, because you are such a good person, and you will not be willing to leave me alone.

Moxie, from now on, let's start living the life we want.