(Girls' Literature)

When Shen Xiaowei came. Zhuang Yi has been out of the funeral for several days. Zhuang Yi's funeral system was carried out according to the etiquette of the concubine. Jun Mochen did not tell the world the cause of her death. She is also Dachen's concubine.

But no one is gone, who cares about these aftermaths. Besides, it doesn't alleviate half of my resentment towards him.

Xu suffered from the heat because of the high temperature for several days. I have been sick since Zhuang Yi's funeral. Vomiting and diarrhea. Can't eat anything. His face was haggard. Described as thin and withered. I really can't wait to go with them at that time.

Unlike me. Shen Xiaowei came in brilliantly embroidered. Pretend to be caring. Not to mention that we have a lot of old vendettas. Even if I didn't have it at the moment, I didn't bother to pick her up.

All she had to do was talk about hers. I was silent.

Shen Xiaowei talked to herself for a long time. I couldn't hold it on my face, but I was unexpectedly lifeless. Only the people in the palace were told to retreat.

I knew she had something to say. He just looked at her face in silence and waited.

Shen Xiaowei chuckled chuckled the quilt for me. Road. "It's sad. He's so ruthless. ”

I looked at her coldly. "If you're here to see my jokes. I think you should be satisfied and you can go. The concubine has been on her body for several days. We will not send it far. ”

"Don't be in such a hurry to drive me away. Maybe you'll be interested in what I'm going to say next. ”

I'm so sick of this woman. I wish I couldn't see her again.

She saw the unmistakable disgust on my face. Nor annoyed. He continued with a look of complacency. "You're disgusted with me, of course. It's just that I didn't do it that time. The sentence 'Where is the beloved who is away from prosperity' was deliberately intercepted by Jun Mochen by Wu Yi imitating Yan Yi's handwriting. Even Qiaorui, who testified, was found by her. I'm just a messenger. Don't just blame me. At the end of the day, you don't even know who caused it. ”

Woo Yi. How could it be.

Then I thought that day, Wu Yi drew her sword at me without hesitation in the prison. even resolutely followed Yan Yi. For Yan Yi. It's not like she can't do it. Maybe there is a spur of the moment.

How many women have been in ancient and modern times. After all, you can't get past the love level.

It's the "messenger" in front of him. I'm afraid that I have a relationship with Jun Mochen, "Where is the prosperous beloved." Singing the breeze for the king's light makeup" is leaked out of her.

I said coldly. "Thank you for telling me this."

"The emperor is really affectionate to you. I thought he could throw you in the Spirit Rhino Palace for the rest of your life. Then simply cut off the head and punish the crime. ”

Speaking of which. She paused and said. "You're too ignorant. You know how much pressure he put on to keep you alive. You still hate him so much. ”

"According to your will. I should be grateful to him. I raised an eyebrow at her. When did Shen Xiaowei become so generous. Ken pushed me to Jun Mochen's side. I don't believe it.

Really. The next sentence she laughed. "I don't know what to do with you. But why can't you do more? He wiped out your entire Ling clan. No matter how good he is to you. You're always the sword you want to watch out for. Since it's not a pleasure in both strokes......"

"What the hell are you trying to say?" I didn't have the patience to wait for her to go around the bush. I simply interrupted.

"You're smart. Wise people don't speak secret words. Shen Xiaowei put away the smirk on her face. lowered his voice. "Since you have died to the emperor. Why don't you go out of the palace? It's big outside. There is another way to live. I will arrange for someone to meet you outside the palace. Ensure that you are rich and worry-free for the rest of your life. You see, that's good. ”

Out of the palace.

My heart moved. The mausoleum of the concubine is outside the palace. I never went to worship seriously. There's really nothing to be nostalgic about in this Miyagi. The only thing that can't be reassured is resignation. She's still that small. I didn't have a mother. That's how I do it again. I'm afraid that she will be wronged.

If it is entrusted to Rulan. She is not in the palace, and she is the person I trust the most, which is really suitable. Resignation left the palace. Maybe it's better. In the future, he will be a good boy. It can also be regarded as the fulfillment of Zhuang Yi's wish.

I instantly had a plan in my heart. With an idea, it seems that a little strength has been regained in the body.

I looked up and saw Shen Xiaowei still waiting. A look of hope.

I couldn't help but sneer in my heart. It's good to get out of the palace. But she can't be called to arrange it. If you really believe in her. I'm afraid that there are really no bones left. In the palace, there is still Jun Mochen to protect him. What happened when I got out of the palace, I really couldn't reach it.

Thinking of Jun Mochen. My heart was cold.

Just about to get her back. As everyone knows, my long-term thoughts have already been said to be tempted in her eyes. Then he laughed. "There's no hurry. You think slowly. Let me know when you've thought it through. My words are numbered at all times. ”

I stammered. I was about to say no. Jun Mochen's voice always appeared so coincidentally. "What are you talking about?"

Shen Xiaowei stood up and saluted. Laughed. "My sister is sick. The servants came to visit. ”

Visit. Open your eyes and tell nonsense.

Sure enough, they are the most suitable couple.

As soon as Jun Mochen entered, I turned my head and faced the wall. Listen to them speak word by word.

Jun Mochen let out a "hmm" when he heard this. "As the master of the harem, you should come and take a look. Thank you for your hard work. ”

"The emperor is serious. It's a matter of minions. I don't dare to say it's hard. It's you. Is it from the Intoe Palace? I haven't been able to eat. ”

"I just used some snacks, and I'm not hungry this time."

"How can it be done with just a few snacks. Not really. The servants go and prepare some food. ”

Their language was casual as if they were ordinary couples. The husband returned from the next dynasty. The wife asked carefully about food, clothing, housing and transportation.

obviously hated him very much. But there is still a little bit of grievance in my heart.

"Just now you said what you want the concubine to consider." Jun Mochen finally turned the conversation around me.

Shen Xiaowei's words were extremely calm. "The slave is sick with a beautiful sister. But there is not even a pleasant person around. Thinking of letting Rulan enter the palace to serve the sick. It's just that my sister is kind-hearted. Unwilling to work for others. ”

When he said this, his face was not red and he was not panting. I can't help but believe it.

It's just that I really miss Rulan. That day, Rulan entered the palace. I was immersed in the pain of Zhuang Yi and Yan Yi and couldn't extricate myself. I didn't see her.

Now I have so much to tell her. It's just that I don't know whether Jun Mochen is willing or not.

But he asked the maid who was waiting for me. "How is the mother today. Rice is available. The incense is not fragrant. ”

The palace maid said truthfully. "Back to the emperor's words. Niangniang's condition is worse today. Vomiting and diarrhea did not get better. I vomit everything I eat. I can't even eat the medicinal juice. Not to mention eating. ”

"How so. What do the people in the hospital do to eat? It wasn't a serious illness. There are also those who go back the more they are doctors. It can be seen that they are not useful. ”

Shen Xiaowei hurriedly persuaded. "The emperor is not in a hurry. The concubine's mind was depressed. It is Hua Tuo who is alive. There's no way to cure this heart disease. ”

I listened to Jun Mochen's voice. He was silent for a long time. Talented. "Then call her in. It doesn't matter. ”

Shen Xiaowei took the order to go out. With a soft knock on the door. There was silence in the room.

I know he's still there.

I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep.

Jun Mochen's dejected voice sounded again. "Gongya. Don't you understand. I've given in so much. I want to protect you. How can we not be good. We've been stumbling for five years. How many more five years are left to waste? ”

My eyelashes fluttered. There is a feeling of wetness filling the upper eye sockets.

I don't want to spend the rest of my life with him.

But now. It's no longer possible.

Zhuang Yi. Yan Yi. There are also the lives of tens of thousands of soldiers in Ling State. I can't act like nothing has happened.

Jun Mochen sat down beside him and said. "Be considerate of me. How could I hurt them unless I had to. ”

A tear slipped from the corner of his eye. Caught off guard, it hit the pillow. I opened my eyes. "What do you want me to understand you? Forgive me for your calculations. I still understand you for driving out my Ling family. ”

"Calculate." Jun Mochen said. "If you hadn't talked about it. I forgot. Who counts whom. If it is changed today, it is Yan Yiying. It's me who dies. You'll be happy. ”

"I never wanted to kill you." His body trembled slightly. "Again. Will you be willing to be calculated? Didn't you use me to pull out the thorn in your side now? Thou hast said that the side of the couch shall not allow others to snore. So what about now. Is it my turn. ”

Jun Mochen's brows furrowed slightly. "Don't make trouble."

I'm in trouble. In his eyes, I will always be vexatious. He didn't know what his relatives meant to me. He went his own way and ruined everything I had. Clan. Close relatives. Imperial. Country. Why would he think that if he only gives a little charity, I will forgive him? Attach yourself to him.

I used to be. But my willfulness has killed those around me. I'm not going to go on like this again.

I chuckled. Close your eyes slowly. The pillow was already wet with the tears that kept flowing. It is extremely uncomfortable to stick to the face with a wet patch. "Jun Mochen. We can't start all over again. There's no going back. There's no going back. You...... Let me go. ”

I hate you and love you. I can't kill you. But I can't love you. Even so, it is not the only way to leave out of sight and out of mind. If you can forget. It's my creation.

This feeling of being in a dilemma is too uncomfortable.

"Impossible." After a moment of silence. Jun Mochen's voice suddenly increased. "I won't let you leave me. When hell freezes over. As long as you're there. I'm here. The heart is still there. Gongya. You believe me. We can. We'll have children. We will be happy. Everything will be fine. ”

Will it. Really?

Obviously they already know the answer, why deceive themselves.

I sighed heavily. Ignore it no more.

He was sitting next to me. It's so close. But I didn't dare to turn back. There is an unbridgeable chasm between us. From then on, he was over there, and I was here. There will never be another encounter.