Volume 1 Chapter 20 Moxi's Decision
"I won't, give up, Mang," Moxi sighed, turned his head, stared at Mang, his eyes were deep, and there were complex emotions that were difficult to discern, "Help me, comfort, Yueyue, ask, what she thinks, she always, only knows, take care of my emotions, neglect, herself, the child, the organization, and me, she has always been anxious, never, never told me,"
"Boss, don't worry, I will find time to talk to Xin Yue well, this time, we will try not to make her sad," Mang also knew very well in his heart, from how Xin Yue treated the boss before, and how he had been entangled between Liang Ze and the boss, so Mang also felt that this time he must not let Cong Xinyue be anxious and sad alone.
"Please, I'm now, what to say, it will only make Yueyue sad," Moxi knew that he couldn't talk to Xin Yue well like he was now, and the more he talked, the more sad Cong Xinyue became, and it couldn't be comforted at all, and this sense of powerlessness also made Mo Xi feel that he was a useless person, and he really had nothing else to do for Cong Xinyue except to do what Cong Xinyue wanted.
"Boss, don't worry, I believe that Cong Xinyue, she is a strong woman, once she makes any choice, then she will definitely persevere, and her sadness will slowly subside," Mang really wanted to comfort the boss and let him stop being depressed for Cong Xinyue, which would be very detrimental to his next treatment.
Moxie didn't speak, he just calmly turned his head and looked out the window. He never wanted to become a strong woman from Xin Yue, what he expected was that Xin Yue was just a little woman, relying on herself, handling everything by herself, as long as she lived happily under her own protection. But since Cong Xinyue followed him, he never seemed to have given this woman real stability, nor did he let her enjoy her own protection, on the contrary, she had been protected by Cong Xinyue and did not let herself be hurt by others.
"Mang," Mo Xi was silent for a long time before speaking slowly, "This time, I face Liang Ze, go by myself, I can't rely on it anymore, Yueyue, you help me, you can't protect her, you can't, you can affect her again, my own business, Mang, I, I should do it myself,"
"I understand what you mean, but I don't think Xin Yue will be willing to stay out of the matter, after all, you and she already have children, it is impossible for you to leave her, and from Xin Yue's character, you will never be allowed to do this," Mang knew that it was impossible for a person with Xin Yue's personality to watch the boss face Liang Ze alone.
"I know, she wants to be, shield, protect me, I can't, I want to do it myself, Mang, you help me," Moxi knew that only when he left, Cong Xinyue could be stable, and the only thing he could do now was to turn himself in, which was also Cong Xinyue's wish, hoping that he could live in the sunshine from now on.
"Boss, what are you going to do?" Mang saw the determination on the boss's face and knew that the boss must have made some major decision.
"Turn yourself in, go yourself," Moxie said quietly.
"Boss, you have thought about it, you can't come out in three or five years," Mang didn't expect that the boss would still send himself in in the end.
"Well," Mo Xi nodded, feeling that he was finally relieved, he was obviously unacceptable before, and he would rather die in front of Cong Xinyue than go to prison, but now he will willingly lock himself up, just so that the woman can live a little easier, "Lock it up, put yourself on, Yueyue will have peace of mind, and if you come out again, you can, start anew,"
"Do you want your daughter? Xiao Xia is still so young, she hasn't recognized her father yet, and if you leave, the child will have no father, are you willing to do it? Mang wanted to use the child to keep Moxi, and he knew that in Moxi's heart, the child was the most important thing.
"It's okay, if you have a mother, you can," Moxi lowered his head and smiled self-deprecatingly, but there was undoubted firmness in his eyes, "Such a father, Xiao Xia, no need, I do this, it's also for the sake of the child, Yueyue, that's right, I can't, all the time, live in the dark, for the sake of the child, I do this, it must,"
"Understood," Mang knew that the boss had already made a decision, so he didn't say anything more, "Wait until we give you a few more treatments, so that your consciousness is a little more stable and you can go again, and when you get there, we won't be able to treat you,"
"Yes, to Yueyue, you have to keep it secret," Moxi didn't want to be entangled with Xin Yue for himself again, although his mind did not fully recover during that time, but from Xin Yue's contradictory mood of wanting to surrender himself and wanting to keep his own, Moxi felt it, but he couldn't express it.
Mang was also helpless, and sighed, "If Xin Yue knew, he would definitely want to pick my skin, it's really no good thing to be sandwiched between the two of you, it's really, how could I agree to come over from Xin Yue to help, it's okay now, it's the same as before, it makes me embarrassed on both sides,"
"Smart people, you won't get tangled," Moxi smiled lightly.
"Oh, I'll be the boss, you're praising me," Mang stood up and looked at the time, it was already 2 o'clock in the middle of the night, "I'll go to sleep first, boss, you should rest early,"
When Mang was about to leave, Cong Xinyue also quickly returned to his room. She was originally worried that Moxi would be disturbed by Liang Ze's consciousness when she slept at night, so she wanted to go to Moxi's room to have a look, but she didn't want to hear the conversation between Moxi and Mang. When Xin Yue heard these words, her heart was mixed, she was happy that Moxi's mind had recovered, and it was basically the same as before, but the injured brain made him still unable to speak coherently, but such Moxi, Cong Xinyue was already very satisfied, but what made Cong Xinyue sad was that Moxi wanted to be quiet, leave when she didn't know, turn herself in, and don't want to let herself be entangled and embarrassed, but this sad mood was mixed with a little relief, she knew that this time Moxi would not use death to escape, will face all this bravely, but Moxi's inferiority complex also worries Cong Xinyue, afraid that this inferiority complex will continue to breed, and eventually cause Moxi's consciousness to weaken, so that Liang Ze's consciousness will appear.
After thinking about it for a night, Xin Yue finally decided to implant a hint to Liang Ze and Moxi before Moxi left, so that neither of them could hurt each other, and Moxi would not lose consciousness because of low self-esteem.