Chapter 64: The Confusion of All Beings
"Dead bugs! Stay away from your aunt and grandmother! ”
"Hey, Xiao Yan'er, is this how you receive teachers from afar?" Bai Chuan's handsome face was next to her, Ruoxi opened her eyes and saw it, she was so frightened that she almost rolled off the bed, touched the edge of the bed and sat up her upper body, rubbed her eyes, and said in surprise, "Sir! ”
"What, aren't you happy to see your teacher?" Bai Chuanqian glanced at her with slanted eyes, and leaned on the side of her bed, "I'm in a hurry on a starry night, but I'm tired of being a teacher." ”
"I didn't let you come in such a hurry." Ruoxi muttered, ignoring Bai Chuan's strange behavior today, "I'm sleepy, Wei Ying set up a banquet today to bid farewell to Wei Lie, which made us people so tired that we vomited blood." Go play by yourself, I'll sleep. ”
"Hey?" Bai Chuan looked at her suspiciously, "Didn't you send a flare to call me?" Why did you change your face so quickly? ”
"Haven't you heard the words that only women and villains are difficult to raise?" Ruoxi turned over again, tossed by the people around her, and barely opened her eyelids, "Sir, I just called you here, but I didn't say that you have to come while people are sleeping." ”
After she finished speaking, she continued to fall asleep, Shirakawa took a breath and looked at the unsuspecting Ruoxi beside her, really, can you be so defenseless just because she grew up watching her grow up? Bai Chuan reluctantly covered the quilt for her, looking at the fatigue on her face, he felt a little unhappy, obviously it was a treasure he had been waiting for, but he was called by others here! How can he balance!
Taking advantage of the time when Ruoxi was asleep, he looked at the layout of the house, the simple furnishings made people feel sour when they saw it, and the bedside table made of wood exuded a strong mildew even in winter. Looking at the house almost all of the heat in such a small brazier, Bai Chuan's face became even more ugly, thinking of the golden beast incense burner and copper hand warmer on Xinglin Mountain, he was even more angry with this little woman, and he didn't enjoy such a good thing, but he wanted to run here to be low and small!
Looking at her messy hair, the bun is the style of a palace maid, and a small flower is lost on the two buns, and there is a little laziness and weakness in the embarrassment, which makes people can't help but want to love and pity.
"Xiao Yan'er." This weak and fragile little woman resolutely gave up her surname more than ten years ago, and her resolute little face said calmly to him, "The name is given by blood relatives and cannot be discarded, from today on, I will be called Bai Yan." ”
She took his last name. Maybe it's because she's young and doesn't know what kind of concept it is to follow a man's surname, right?
Children are terrible because they are young, because they don't care about good and evil, and when they hate someone, they are even more vicious than any adult. Ruoxi back then would have been hard to know how far she would have fallen if she hadn't been supported and taught by him step by step, but judging from the monstrous hatred and determination that she still has in her heart now, if it weren't for Bai Chuan, I'm afraid that the mountains and rivers of this stable Great Qi Country have been turned upside down!
How hateful it is! He couldn't empathize with the glass fire that night that didn't burn his home country, the corpses lying under the butcher's knife that night weren't his relatives and people, he couldn't fully understand that night, the people who watched them being dismantled and broken apart weren't his blood relatives, and he couldn't understand concepts other than fear. But she understood everything, understood, buried deep in her heart, she didn't say, didn't ask, didn't cry, didn't make a fuss, just spent the night like that. The darkest of her life force was like the night when the demons of hell roared, and she spent it in peace.
It was so calm that it was unusual, and Bai Chuan had to admit that he was already very panicked, and his panic was not because the combined army of the Great Qi Kingdom and the Far Away Kingdom was approaching the city, but because it was ...... His little princess was unusually calm and cold, and she had been smiling all the time that night, like a fairy in white from the Shura field, and the bloodshot eyes were a sign of her bloodthirstiness.
"In the end...... How on earth can we pull you out of the abyss of hatred? My Yan'er. Bai Chuan, who has always been omnipotent, suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness and weakness, he can be literate and martial, can understand the heavens, know geography, and can go all over the world with martial arts, but he doesn't know how to redeem the woman in front of him.
He looked deeply into her eyebrows, and kisses fell one after another...... She was wearing a troublesome palace dress, and he patiently untied it for her one by one, his fingers rubbing her delicate porcelain-like skin, and he sighed in his heart.
Someone slept until the third pole of the sun, only to lazily turn over, a turn over is terrible, touched a soft and hot big thing around him, up and down a stroke, suddenly touched a place to cluck, hard, hot hands, she was confused and pinched twice, and heard someone exclaim, a little stuffy, a little low, not like Ning Xiang's usual voice but like a man.
Huh? Man? Wait, wait! Oh my God, why is there a man in her room? It's still a hair strike. A man in love!
As soon as he turned over and sat up, Ruoxi's eyes widened, looking at Bai Chuan, who had an unhappy expression, and was so frightened that he couldn't speak. To be exact, it's not that I can't speak, but that I stutter when I speak.
"Sir...... Why are you still here? ”
Didn't he leave last night? How...... How...... Yes! Did he stay with her for the night? Commonly known as an overnight stay?
No way? He's her husband...... O her husband!
Looking at the stunned and dumbfounded Ruoxi, Bai Chuan raised the corners of his mouth funny, and simply played the role of the villain master to the extreme, obliquely raised the corners of his mouth, and kissed her smooth forehead, "What's wrong?" Want to pay off? ”
"Debts?" Ruoxi's head buzzed, and she moved into the bed, looking cowardly like a little daughter-in-law, "I'...... I haven't settled accounts with you yet, and you dare to sue the wicked first! ”
"In your heart, is being a teacher such an unserious person?" Shirakawa was a little helpless.
"Huh? Is that no? Ruoxi breathed a sigh of relief, and his body relaxed significantly, "I'll just say that sir, you won't be so inhuman." ”
Looking at her cowardly and relaxed expression, Bai Chuan's head was hot, and he couldn't help but put his hand on her delicate cheek, put one hand on her shoulder, and held down the posture she wanted to retract, "If you want to admit it, Yan'er, which man did you give the first night to?" ”
Ruoxi looked up, annoyance clearly blooming in her eyes, "Is there or not?" Shirakawa! ”
She shouted out his name loudly, but ignored the deep pain in Bai Chuan's eyes, and the expression that might be able to hide the heartache was only a bitter smile and play, he stepped forward and kissed her lips, nostalgic for her sweetness and beauty, such a treasure was actually acquired by others first?
"What do you say?" He asked rhetorically.
Depend on! If you really haven't done anything, then how do you know she's ...... The annoyance on Ruoxi's face dimmed a little, and he looked at him coldly, "You can't take care of it." ”
"One day as a teacher and a lifetime as a father, how can I not control it?" Shirakawa was a little annoyed, how could she be so uncaring for herself?
"A teacher for one day and a father for life? You're embarrassed to say it! Ruoxi moved her body and felt the following. With a faint discomfort in her body, she was even more annoyed, so angry that she picked up the pillow and smashed it! "Shirakawa, you bastard! Is there a master like you? You...... You are disrespectful to the old! ”
Bai Chuan silently tilted his head to avoid the pillow she smashed, "Don't tell me, it's that man." "Could it be the man she's trying to get close to? As a result, she ran to the eyes of others and fed herself to others?
"Do you know what is the reason why I have never asked you to call me master over the years?"
"If you have to say anything, I'll tell you that in my heart I never considered you my own apprentice. Yan'er, I don't believe that you won't notice it at all after so many years? Bai Chuan stared into her eyes, looking at the flames and anger that burst out there, the colder his heart became, and his arms gradually tightened to hug her trembling body, "After you are gone, I dare to face my heart, Yan'er, how good it would be if I wasn't your husband." ”
Suddenly hearing the other party's confession that had been deposited for more than ten years, Ruoxi was startled on the ground, she turned her head suddenly, and her inadvertent lips rubbed against his cheek, and she felt that the body of the man holding her moved suddenly, and the body temperature that had just retreated suddenly rose, Ruoxi vigilantly wanted to push away his solid arms, but couldn't.
Instead, he was firmly embraced, and her mouth and nose exhaled a stream of hot air in her neck socket, making her body gradually react, "Yan'er." ”
He called her name softly, a name that had been sealed with memories and bitterness, a name with blood and tears, Ruoxi's eyes suddenly moistened, this only man who had the same memories of suffering with him had done such an excessive thing to her, how should she face him in the future? That voice contains affectionate sir, can she still call out?
"It's dawn, it's time for you to go back." She closed her eyes and held back her body's reaction, she couldn't, and shouldn't be, that kind of intimacy with him.
Bai Chuan didn't force her, and gently left a kiss on her neck, although he was almost to the limit, he still endured it stubbornly, his Adam's apple moved, swallowed his saliva, his eyes were confused and tempting, "Yan'er, go back with me." "He's going to keep her by his side, he doesn't want to see her swallowing her anger here, making compromises here, and being with other men here...... Ear and sideburns grinding.
If she really fell in love with that man for a long time, then for her, from any point of view, it would be harmful and not beneficial.
"No, I'm not going back." Ruoxi turned his head away and avoided his too hot gaze, such a gentleman, no longer light and light, no longer free and detached, with hot desire in his eyes. Hope is no different from the needs of ordinary men. She hated Shirakawa like this from the bottom of her heart.
"I said I was going to destroy them, everything they had, I would destroy it with my own hands, no matter what the cost, I would not let go." Ruoxi raised his head suddenly, a decisive light flashed in his eyes, "Including this body, if it can be used as a weapon against the enemy, I will not hesitate to use it." ”
"In addition, I also want to tell you that Wei Ying wants to send Wei Lie to the border line to secretly attack the personal defense line of the King of Xiliang, so that the regular army on the border can enter the territory of Xiliang on a large scale, and what I want to do is to let Wei Ying's conspiracy fail, and he can't succeed." Ruoxi took a breath, untied another small flower in his hair, and put it in Bai Chuan's hand, his eyes were as firm as a torch, "Sir, if you are still my husband, please spare no effort to help me." ”
Shirakawa looked at the withered flower in his hand with pity and asked, "What do you want me to do?" ”
"Use your strength to kill Wei Lie before he can make a move." In the afternoon when the sun was falling, he heard the woman say resolutely.