(Girls' Literature)

When I was about to continue to come forward and test. I noticed that the man had turned over on his own initiative. He narrowed his eyes slightly, then glanced at me. Closed again. Another blink of an eye. The eyes suddenly opened again.

By this time I had seen his face very clearly. He's exactly what I'm looking for. But what's the deal with that gray hair.

I don't understand. I didn't ask him. Because the moment he saw me, he had jumped out of bed. He said to me with a cold face, "What are you doing here?" ”

I couldn't believe that the gray-haired man in front of me was my Liuche. I don't know what exactly happened to him during this time. But I think I should have to figure it out. And that eerie dream.

"Why are you here? Girls' literature is updated as soon as possible and your hair. I asked. I wanted to go up and stroke that gray hair. But he had already turned away before I did.

"You don't have to worry about me. I don't want to see you either. Get lost. His voice was very loud. Every word you say makes the cabin tremble. I could tell in his voice that he hated me. But I don't really know what kind of things I did. That's why he hates me so much.

"Ache. Don't do that. I'm—" I wanted to explain to him. But he didn't give me any chance to explain.

"I know. You are the emperor of the world. You have your pride. You have your dignity. In your eyes, I'm just the lowest monster. Not worthy of you at all. Isn't it. Girls' Literature is updated as soon as possible "He suddenly yelled at me. The two dark purple eyes also instantly turned blood red.

I don't understand why he said that. I looked at his reddened eyes. Suddenly asked: "Have I ever been to the demon world?" ”

He was stunned for a moment. Then he sarcastically said, "What do you think?" And then without waiting for me to answer. The hand was already on my neck. I've seen this scene in my dreams. At that time, I was possessed by the horrible puppet. So much so that he misunderstood. But now I'm not possessed by anything. How could he do this to me.

I don't struggle either. Instead, he looked at him calmly. I said, "Actually, I'm not sure if I've actually been to the Demon Realm. I dreamed of myself watching you marry other women. Do you know how much pain I was in at the time? ”

He didn't move. But the color in his eyes faded a little. I didn't care about how he changed at this point. Just looked to himself and continued, "Of course you won't know. Warm nephrite in the arms. How can you care about a woman who has been abandoned by you? But I care. You know how much my heart hurts. I am the king of a nation. It should be emotional. But I've been grieving all day long for you. Flowing. Do you know that in your absence? How did I get here? ”

He continued to look at me silently. But he was a little less angry than before. And there was some emotion in his eyes.

I knew my words had a point. I don't want to embarrass him. Girls' literature is updated for the first time I also know that maybe what I experienced in my dream is indeed true. That woman must have been his mother. And I killed his mother unintentionally, of course, I also had to pay for my life.

"If you really won't forgive me. I am willing to die at your hands. ”

I could feel the cold hand already straining a little. But I guess he must have struggled very much at this time. I could tell that he actually had feelings for me. Because he finally chose to let go.

"Let's go. From now on, you and I have nothing to do with each other. He flicked his sleeve. The negative hand is facing away from me. I wanted to hug him. But there seems to be an invisible force around him. Stop me from moving on.

The power began to fill the room. Girls' literature keeps pushing me out. Until the wooden door was closed. With a loud bang. Even the entire wooden house disappeared before my eyes.

I stood there stunned. My heart suddenly emptied. It's as if something is dead. I was taken back to the palace by her. I watched the sun rise again. What I experienced last night was much more unreal than the dream I had.

Under Shu He's call, I was finally able to regain some consciousness. I saw a note on the table at some point. When I picked it up and read the whole meaning. Tears flowed uncontrollably.

Right now. I finally understood how my father felt about Concubine Chu at the beginning. Girls' literature turned out to be so heartbreaking. But the father was undoubtedly lucky. Because he can also meet Concubine Chu again in his lifetime. And I can't do it anymore.

The meaning of the note was obvious. This is the font of the flow. I know. He told me. I won't be in my life again. And made me forget about him.

I knew he must hate me. He's a demon, I'm human. We weren't destined to be together. If I hadn't been so nice to him in the first place. Maybe it's impossible for you to fall in love.

I gently placed this note on the candle flame. Watch as the candle flame turns the note to ashes inch by inch. Until you are about to burn your fingers. I was finally reluctant to leave it. Girls' literature is updated as soon as possible

I locked myself in my room for three whole days. In the past three days, I have been thinking back on myself and Liuche from acquaintance to acquaintance to love and finally separation. Suddenly it turned out that it was other than his name. I don't seem to know him at all. And he never asked me anything. Maybe in his subconscious. Never thought of living with me.

When all this is figured out. I'm also in a much better mood. The moment I stepped out of the room. I saw Shu He's tired face.

I know this girl has been guarding my door for three days. I also knew she was worried about me. But he didn't dare to come in for fear of making me angry.

She looked at me. It's just that the look in his eyes is more worried.

Seeing that she cares so much about me. I felt guilty about her. He bent the corners of his mouth and said, "Let's pass the meal." Just those three words. It was already able to make her smile for a long time immediately.

I knew I couldn't go on like this. Even if you can't eat it, you have to force yourself to eat it. Finally. When I stuffed the whole table into my stomach. Shu He finally breathed a sigh of relief.

since. I'm back to the life I had before I met Liuche. Government affairs are also handled more diligently than before. Shu He sees me working hard every day. Although he doesn't say anything. But she's also secretly anxious for me. I know all of this. But I can't help it. If you want to forget him, you can only keep yourself busy.

I guess I should find a husband for myself. When I brought this idea up to the ministers in the court. I think the look on their faces is more jubilant than if they had won.

I didn't ask for anything. I just let them choose based on what they think is the standard. In the end, just give me a result. I know that no empress has ever chosen a husband in any dynasty. So it's a huge feast. It also made me realize that the process of the draft turned out to be so complicated.

The draft lasted for half a year. A total of 10 candidates were selected throughout the country. When those people lined up to enter the palace. I also took Shu He to secretly disguise himself as a little eunuch to see it.

。 Or the son of a scholarly family. There will inevitably be a kind of pride and arrogance. In addition, he became my husband candidate. Naturally, it is even more arrogant.

In them. There was one that impressed me the most. I remember being a reckless little eunuch. A large basin of dirty water was pretended to have been accidentally splashed on each of them. No doubt. A few people had already started to hurl insults at me. Others avoided it in disgust. There was only one person who didn't do anything rough with me. Instead, he helped me pick up the basin from the ground. He brought me another clean garment.

I asked him, "Why do you do this?" ”

He smiled and said, "It's a good effort." His smile was warm. It gave me a sense of a trance that he was flowing through.

When I returned to the Dragon Palace. I immediately asked Shuhe to help me investigate this person's background. only to know that he was the concubine of a wealthy merchant in Jiangnan. The name is Liushuo. At home, he was a concubine. Mother died young. Everyone in the family will bully him. even treated him as a subordinate. Calling and calling. In desperation. He had to choose to enter the palace to accompany him.

I think he's extremely reluctant to come here. But I wanted to keep him. Because I can't bear his smile. I want to see him smile at me like that every day.

Later. At the time of the election of the temple. Indeed, I left him alone, as I had in mind. When I saw the disappointed and angry eyes of the other noblemen. I said, "I don't just look at my family background. Pay more attention to this person's character. Do you remember the little eunuch in the Chuxiu Hall that day? That is what I myself have come to test you. It's a pity that you have disappointed me. ”

Then. It dawned on everyone standing below to their senses. But he was very remorseful.

A great deal of momentum finally ended with my reprimand. I didn't keep him in the palace right away. Instead, he asked Shuhe to take some silver. Let him bury his mother first. Then the decree was issued. Tell the world.

I think he will be trapped in the palace by me for the rest of his life. But that's the only thing I can do for him. As much as I don't want to. But I have to have a husband. Even if it weren't him, it would be someone else. Rather than having someone I don't know. It's better to let him take my place of Liuche's thoughts. What's more, there is only one word difference between him and Liuche.

I arranged him in the Huangyi Palace. Such an arrangement had already declared his status in the palace. It also declares the importance I have for him. Every day I would just listen to him sing poems in his palace. Or listen to him play the piano and sing.

He'll know so much. And I never called him by name. I'm afraid I'll make a mistake. I'm afraid I'll accidentally bring it up. I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to control my feelings.

Later. I don't remember either. I've been in this mess all my life. Until deathbed. I couldn't wait for the person I was waiting for. I think he probably had a wife and children. It's not like I'm a lonely old man for the rest of my life. I left no heirs. I don't know what the old guys will do with the throne after I'm gone. But I've decided. If there really is an afterlife. I must not run into him again. Don't ever encounter such a love again.