Chapter 475: Confessing Your Heart

What do you want to carry for me?

It's okay for my daughter-in-law to twist my ears, just beat me, that's called beating is love and scolding is love, what is the matter with you, an outsider? !

"What don't I understand?" Xiao Shan didn't understand the deep meaning of his words, and when he heard this, he was up again, "Captain Lu, the doctor has said that your body must recuperate well, try not to move if you can now, don't move around, don't exert your strength, otherwise you will ...... in the future."

"Gotta get it!" Lu Zhenjun waved his hand, "I said you don't understand, if you marry a daughter-in-law in the future, you will know what it is like." At this time, don't mix around here. ”

While looking at the big rooster on the ground with his feet tied and covered in a snakeskin bag, he pointed to it and instructed Xiao Shan: "Since you bought this chicken, hurry up and deal with it." ”

When Xiao Shan heard this, he didn't say anything, he went over and carried the snakeskin bag, and then turned back to Jiang Ruonan and said, "Sister-in-law Lu, then I'll go and kill the chicken first." ”

"Okay, I'm sorry for you, Xiao Xiao." Jiang Ruonan nodded again and again, ignoring the title that she was not used to now.

After all, on her own side, there is no such thing as calling her husband by her surname, and every time Xiao Shan is called like this at the beginning, she feels very unaccustomed to it, and would rather he call him "sister-in-law" than hear this strange "sister-in-law Lu". Now that I'm used to it, I smiled politely at him, and waited until he was far away to close the door.

Only then did he have time to glare at Lu Zhenjun and settle accounts with him: "You will ruin my reputation in front of outsiders, I have taken care of you for so long, and if you don't end up well, you will become a fierce woman!" ”

Lu Zhenjun sneered: "That, I'll just joke......" Seeing that Jiang Ruonan's face did not ease, he hurriedly said, "Don't worry, although Xiao Shan is young, he is a steady person, and he will not go out to chew the root of his tongue." ”

If it weren't for that, he wouldn't have been so joking, otherwise, wouldn't he really let others talk behind his back, saying that it was not good to travel all the way to take care of his wife?

Jiang Ruonan became more and more angry the more he thought about it, not because he was angry, but because Lu Zhenjun was so obviously fearless now, knowing that he couldn't be angry with him if he hurt himself, he deliberately did this to recruit her, so that she could hold it alive, it was really hateful!

At the moment, his face sank, and while the sun was still good, he took out a needle and thread to sew clothes, but he refused to talk to Lu Zhenjun anymore.

Lu Zhenjun looked left and right for a while, wanting to take her hand, but she also sat far away, couldn't help but smile bitterly for a while, secretly scolded herself for being self-inflicted, and was dull for a while, but finally spoke.

"Ahem!" He deliberately cleared his throat, Jiang Ruonan didn't raise his head, but heard him say, "When I go back this time, I'm afraid I'm going to pack up my things and leave the camp." ”

But he talked about the previous incident again.

Although Jiang Ruonan still didn't look at him, his ears were also pricked up.

Lu Zhenjun paused for a while, but sighed: "It's just that I'm like this now, I'm afraid that I can't enter the armed forces department as I thought before, and I don't know what the situation will be, but I will be tired in the future, and you will all suffer with me." ”

There is a hint of decadence in these words.

Jiang Ruonan's heart also pinched, and the movements in her hand paused, followed by a "hiss", but she was thinking about things by herself, and she didn't pay attention to poking the needle into her hand.

"What? How can you poke your hand? Lu Zhenjun looked at the blood on her fingers, and he was also anxious.

Jiang Ruonan put his finger in his mouth, took a sip and spit it out.

came back and sat down, threw away the old clothes and needlework again, and couldn't calm down to do it, looked at Lu Zhenjun and asked, "What do you mean by this today?" You're on your own, and you're still complaining about yourself now, aren't you? ”

I didn't dare to mention it before, but now that I hear Lu Zhenjun mention it repeatedly, it seems to be a little decadent, which makes her feel a little angry for no reason.

What if you can't do it before? Aren't people all right? I made my own choice, and I regret it at this time?

"No......" Lu Zhenjun was also a little surprised, he didn't expect her to suddenly get angry, think about it, Jiang Ruonan has always been reluctant for him to fight so hard, every time he goes out on a mission, he is the one who is most worried and angry.

simply didn't foreshadow, and sighed: "I didn't mean that, I think it's fate." ”

didn't wait for Jiang Ruonan to say anything, so he simply spread everything out and said: "You know that in the past two years, the south has not been peaceful, and it is estimated that there will always be a fight." Now there is frequent friction, from time to time, there are many disputes, I think it has only been a few years. If I don't transfer to civilian work, I will definitely go to the battlefield when the soldiers move, but I can't bear to have two daughters after thinking about it......"

He said and smiled slightly, remembering the soft appearance of the two girls, his heart was soft, and his tone of voice was softer: "Before this mission, I had already made an application report for job transfer, originally thinking that when I finished the task, the application should be approved when I come back, and when Mingcheng is admitted to university, I can also give you a surprise, but I can't think of ......."

I didn't think he himself almost didn't come back.

He paused again, thinking back to that moment of life and death, he really thought that he would never see his wife and children again, at that moment, he was afraid in his mind, not that he was dead, but that the children lost their father, how sad it would be!

How complicated his state of mind was at that time, that is, at that moment, before the world swirled and finally his mind sank into darkness, he thought a lot, it is said that people only remember their lives when they are about to die, but at that time he recalled.

Looking back on his life, he never failed Guo Jia and the people, nor could he live up to himself and his ideals, but he failed his relatives, lovers and children.

Originally, it was only because of Jiang Ruonan that he would make the transfer application report, but he still had residual thoughts in his heart, and he finally let go of it until this moment. If, if he survives, he will be a good son, husband and father for the rest of his life, and no longer let his family worry all day long.

Thankfully, he still has the opportunity. Although his right hand is useless, he will not be able to lift heavy objects in the future, although he can no longer lead his brothers to make meritorious contributions as before, although he can no longer even be like a healthy person......

But he doesn't resent, he is grateful to God.

Maybe that's the best arrangement.

He looked at Jiang Ruonan, and his voice was never softer and gentle: "Ruonan, you don't have to worry, I'm really good, I can pick up a life, God has already treated me well." Maybe that's what it was meant to be. ”

He applied for a job change, and the person became like this again, maybe it really has its own number in the dark.

"Just." His face still sank slightly, "Maybe I won't be able to be like before in the future, maybe it will drag you down, maybe it will disappoint the children." ”

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