Su Huiyi looked at her in a daze, his eyes were lined with a wall lamp, but with a slight struggle in the backwater, how should he tell her that he cherished her so much, so precious that he didn't dare to make a casual promise, and he was so precious that he was afraid of such a rash oath.

There were tears in her eyes, she looked at herself stubbornly, paranoid and wanted an answer, but he was uneasy in his heart, he knew her too well, and knew that this was the reason for her to leave him in the future, it turned out that she was going to leave after all.

He suddenly felt tired and didn't want to say a word. But in her eyes, it became the greatest irony, and she got up almost instantly, pushed him away, and yelled, "I knew you couldn't do it!" Then why are you still here, why are you locking me here, I don't want to stay here! ”

She felt that her spirit had collapsed again, as if she couldn't find a balance point no matter what, and at this moment hundreds of thoughts flashed through her heart, she had said at that time that she wanted revenge, she was for revenge! But she couldn't find any way, not even him, who was more rational than her.

She hated this sanity!

Su Huiyi was originally pushed back a few steps by her, but she seemed to be crazy, and stepped forward and pushed him back hard, and the fierceness and determination in her tone could no longer be hidden, "You get out of me!" Get lost! I'll never see you! ”

Su Huiyi was suddenly pushed to the dresser by her, and suddenly hit her back, and the dresser also fell backwards, and all the things crackled and fell to the ground, and these messy sounds were mixed with the ears, as if the eardrums were beating violently. He did not choose to stand up immediately, but looked up at her in silence, she was barefoot, her cloak radiated, and the streamer of the wall lamp reflected on her body as thin as a piece of paper.

And her whole body was trembling slightly, as if she couldn't bear to collapse, but the crying voice was dense and slight, as if she was trying to control it. He thought it was all terrible, the air seemed to freeze, and neither of them spoke again. After a long silence, the sound of the rain outside the window became louder and louder, and it slapped the window again and again, like boiling water, and I couldn't wait to burn and boil, stirring my heart uneasy.

In fact, it's not just restlessness? The silent collapse was eroding him inch by inch, and as if deflated, he tilted his head back slightly, leaned against the dresser, and sighed as if relaxed. After a long time, he controlled his emotions to a calm point, and said lightly: "Rose, are you ready to leave me?" ”

He looked down at her, her cheeks were crimson, her tears were very bright by the light, and she looked at him blankly, very pitiful. He only felt that his throat was suddenly tightened, and at this moment it seemed that even his eyes were warm, "Is it that if I give you something like that, you will leave me?" ”

Shen Qiangrose looked at him worriedly, her nose was sour, and the hot tears slipped down again, dripping into the corners of her lips, full of saltiness. She suddenly didn't know how to answer him, or as she was ready, she told him indifferently that this was the case, she had already prepared for this, but at this moment, seeing him look at herself like this, even the tears in his eyes were clearly visible.

She didn't dare say it.

She has always known him, he has always been indifferent and calm in front of people, since he was a child, she has never seen him weak, even in the saddest times, he is calm and calm. But at this time, when she saw his tears, suddenly all her reason collapsed, and she cried almost irrepressibly, and stepped back, and a hoarse voice came out of her throat, "Tell me, why have we come to this point? ”

Su Huiyi raised her hand and wiped the corners of her eyes, slowly breathed a sigh of relief, got up and walked in front of her, she was already crying silently, but standing there, she was so thin and pitiful. He held her in his arms with great force, as if trying to embed her in his body.

She was shaking because of emotion, like a helpless child, he closed his eyes slightly, he didn't know how to soothe her, so he lowered the corner of his lips to kiss the top of her hair, tears fell unexpectedly, he slowed down, and then said: "You know, as long as you say it, I will always promise you, I can do it." ”

Shen Qiangrose's crying paused, and she sobbed softly on his chest, "Then why didn't you promise me just now?" ”

He smiled bitterly, he already understood her choice in his heart, but he couldn't bear to break it, he was so afraid that she would leave him. But reason tells him that most of the choices a person makes in despair cannot be turned around.

From the time she uttered the sentence, "You will be punished for not being able to see me for the rest of your life." His heart was broken and messy, and he finally understood that there would never be a return to the past between them.

But the paranoia in his heart that refused to give up made him not want to face it, and he was trapped in her shackles like this, and he couldn't break free in this life.

There was still wind and rain outside, as if the two worlds were separated, and he couldn't taste any other emotions except sadness. He thought for a moment before he said, "You know, even if I can do it, I'm still afraid of the punishment. ”

His voice was so light and thin that it was so low that it was impossible to hear without careful listening. Shen Qiangrose suddenly leaned on him weakly, as if she was struggling for the last time, "Then do what you say." ”

In fact, she didn't know what the meaning was, thinking about escaping from him on the one hand, and punishing him on the other, but in the end it was she who was punished. She couldn't even cry anymore, so she snuggled up to him like that and asked, "Why?" "Why do you know that she did it on purpose, why do you know that she is just for revenge, why do you still pretend to be deaf and dumb like this when you know that the two of you can never go back to the way before?

Su Huiyi gently kissed the top of her hair again, feeling her helpless trembling in her arms, at this moment all his thoughts ran out of the clouds, he just wanted to hug her tightly, he breathed a sigh of relief, and pretended to be relaxed and said: "Because you want to win, then I will let you win." ”

This was his last paranoia and struggle, and he knew that if he was wrong this time, he would lose her forever.

This feeling is like the heart being pulled out in an instant, and no matter how much you try to fill it, you can't save it.

The sound of the rain is loud and the wind is messy. He closed his eyes and hugged her, only to feel that his heart was dead.

But the night is still so long, the time is still so long, everything still has a chance, he comforted himself in his heart.

The night passed slowly, and the wind and rain outside were noisy, which further catalyzed the sadness, and although the two of them fell asleep tightly in each other's arms, they each had heavy thoughts. Shen Qiangrose didn't know what was wrong with her? Or after an emotional breakdown, a person will become sensitive and fragile, and any slightest wind and grass will stir her heart.

She felt that she was about to be unable to hold on, but listening to his heartbeat and breathing, she felt that this torture was sweet and cruel, as if she could not give up half a cent, her heart was already in turmoil, and for a moment she wanted to open her mouth to say the sentence, "Then punish you for not being able to see me for the rest of your life." She took it back, but for a moment of hesitation, she didn't change anything.

So far, one is Su Huiyi's attempt to fill the gap between the two, and the other is her cruel revenge while dodging...... She really can't figure out her thoughts, maybe she can only resign herself to fate, everything depends on the arrangement of fate.

It wasn't until the sky was dark that Shen Qiangrose felt sleepy, and I don't know how long it took, she heard a noise next to her, so she instinctively woke up, the room was still gray, and Su Huiyi was sitting on the edge of the bed getting dressed, his back was facing away from her, and his back looked a little lonely in the indifferent light of the early morning.

She only felt that her throat was dry, but the quarrel of last night lingered in her mind, and she always wanted to say something, but at this moment, she only said dryly, "Are you going to leave so early?" ”

Su Huiyi might as well wake up, listening to her hoarse voice, but she didn't look back, just fastened the button on her neckline, and said softly: "The military department has an urgent matter to deal with, it's still early, you can sleep for a while." ”

As he spoke, he turned around, and saw her sitting on the bed, looking at him motionlessly, her eyes were still a little red and swollen, and she looked extremely haggard, he couldn't help but stroke her cheek, "I was not good last night, did you feel any discomfort?" He thought that she had slept last night without even drying her hair, and he was afraid that she would be uncomfortable, so he asked again, "Does your throat hurt?" ”

Shen Qiangrose hugged him all of a sudden, nestled in his arms very attachment, and shook her head, "It doesn't hurt." But when he said this, he felt that his throat was dry and hoarse.

She didn't know what was going on, so she said, "I'm sick everywhere." ”

She had never been so attached as she was now, but he didn't know what to do, he kissed the top of her hair, and said softly like a child, "I'll call them to get a doctor." ”

Shen Qiangrose gave a lazy sigh of gratitude, he let go of her and got up and walked out, vaguely hearing the conversation between him and Lin Ning in the hall, listening to Lin Ning's tone, it seemed that there was something tricky to deal with.

She walked to the door barefoot, and listened to Lin Ning's intermittent voice, "Qi Shao, now there is only the second son to recall, if he starts a war with the reinforcements from the north, I am afraid that the north will take advantage of this to be unfavorable to the south in the future." ”

Su Huiyi's voice was a little tired, "Let him go, you go and call the doctor now." ”

Lin Ning still wanted to say something, "Seven Young ......"

Su Huiyi had already resisted impatiently, "Go quickly." ”

Shen Qiangrose hurriedly tiptoed back to the bed, and only then did she cover the quilt, and saw that Su Huiyi had already walked in, holding a glass of water in her hand, and did not hand her the cup until the bedside, and said, "The doctor will come over soon, you drink the water first." ”

Shen Qiangrose reluctantly took two sips before saying, "If you are in a hurry, leave quickly." Although she said this, she seemed to hide some unwillingness, and Su Huiyi laughed when she heard this, "I'm not going anywhere, I'm here to accompany you." ”

He stroked her cheek and asked softly, "Is this good?" ”