Chapter 127: Iman's Calculations
Chapter 127: Iman's Calculations
Iman woke up early the next morning, her side was empty, she knew that Cheng Xian didn't come back last night, and it didn't matter if she didn't come back, and it wouldn't be embarrassing if the two didn't meet.
She picked out a plain dress to wear on her body, wanting to go to see Huanhuan off for the last time. But Sister Lin stopped her, "Mr. said, you are not in good health, so stay at home and rest recently." ”
Iman knew it would be like this, but she was not reconciled, she really wanted to see Huanhuan. Therefore, she didn't quarrel with Sister Lin, but lowered her posture, "You tell Cheng Xian that I want to see Huanhuan for the last time." After all, it's all my fault. ”
After Sister Lin talked on the phone, she told Iman seriously, "Mr. said, don't worry about Huanhuan's affairs anymore, he will do everything well." He also asked me to tell you not to take all the blame on yourself, after all, you didn't mean to. Miss Yi, please don't embarrass us, go back to your room and rest. ”
Cheng Xian said it so high-soundingly, after all, didn't he still let Iman out. Even if she wanted to see Huanhuan for the last time, Cheng Xian wouldn't let her.
Why didn't you find out that Cheng Xian was such a cruel person before?
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Iman walked back to her room aimlessly, seemingly not saying anything more, but she had made her choice clear. She was leaving the city, the place where all her freedom had been imprisoned.
Probably Cheng Xian is really prepared for her to leave, and all the communication tools are gone. She didn't have any way to contact the people outside, so she could only look at the bleached walls every day and look at the clear sky.
Even the poorest people are still free. And Iman's love and marriage are all lost, and even his freedom is lost.
Cheng Xian is cooperating with the Public Security Bureau's investigation, but the results of the investigation are beyond everyone's expectations. The so-called arson offender is simply himself.
He smoked a few cigarettes last night in frustration, and when Cheng Hong came looking for him, he pressed the cigarette butt on the table. The security of Jincheng is not bad at all, except for himself, no one else has a chance at all.
He was suspicious of Yan Guangchen and Iman, but it turned out that it was he who caused all this.
Cheng Xian's heart seemed to have been stabbed by something.
Xiao Mo asked on the side: "Since it has been found out that it has nothing to do with Manman, should you apologize to Manman, and this matter will be over." ”
Cheng Xian hesitated for a few minutes before replying, "Man Man must be angry with me because I don't believe her." Forget it, let's not meet for a while. Let's calm each other. He turned his head and instructed Xiao Mo, "By the way, she wants to eat and play whatever she wants, try not to strain her." As long as she doesn't go out, everything else will do as she asks. ”
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In the past two months, she has eaten all the meals cooked by Sister Lin, and she has to have enough strength to escape. Now that you've been completely disappointed in Chengxian, what are you doing here?
However, in the past two months, Iman has never seen Chengxian again, and she doesn't know everything about Chengxian. This kind of isolation actually made her feel quite at ease.
For Cheng Xian, the company's affairs made him busy, and it was really boring to fight with Yan Guangchen all day long.
He gave Iman two months, just to let time take away the unpleasantness of these days. He still likes Iman, but he just can't do it. He was too jealous and afraid that he would not receive the corresponding love from Iman. So it's inevitable to be a little paranoid when dealing with problems.
These two months can be regarded as a good way to sort out his own emotions.
Iman rarely speaks, and spends a lot of time in a daze. Others can't see what she's thinking, and she can't see what she's thinking.
Regarding this situation, Cheng Xian's instructions were as usual, "The calmer she is, the more you should take good care of her." ”
On this day, Iman suddenly asked Sister Lin when Chengxian would come back. Sister Lin couldn't understand the meaning of Iman's words, so she reported it to Cheng Xian according to the truth.
When Cheng Xian heard this, he was a little excited. He had always been afraid of Iman's questioning, of Iman's reluctance, and now as time passed, Iman seemed to have calmed down. Perhaps, it was time for him to meet Iman. The two of them have a good exchange, and maybe they can return to the peaceful days before.
So, that night, Cheng Xian left all his affairs and came back to see Iman. Iman has lost a lot of weight, the baby fat on his face has all disappeared, and he can almost see the towering cheeks. She was still wearing that pink pajamas with a cute bunny head. But she was too thin to hold the dress. The pajamas hung loosely on the body, as if they would fall off at the slightest touch.
She ate with her head down, without saying a word. In front of her were all her favorite dishes, but she couldn't finish the bowl of rice after eating it for a long time. The dishes on the table did not move a few chopsticks.
Cheng Xian felt as if he had been pricked with a needle deep inside. He's been complaining about Iman's willfulness these days, and now it's still his wishful thinking that the way he is.
He was wrong, really wrong. He shouldn't have taken all his temper out on Iman, he shouldn't have denied their feelings again and again, and he shouldn't have distrusted Iman.
At this moment, he felt the urge to run over and hold Iman in his arms. But he didn't dare. He no longer disliked that Iman had been hugged by Yan Guangchen, but he was afraid that this sudden hug would disturb her and touch the past that she didn't want to mention.
Iman also saw Cheng Xian, he was still so handsome, and his angular facial features were the most natural masterpieces. It used to be this person who gave her too much warmth. But after getting married, he became a beast, and nothing but suspicion was a roar.
Iman knew that Shangchengxian would definitely come back tonight, and she didn't want to say a word to Chengxian anyway, but she had to say it. Because all her freedom is in the hands of Cheng Xian. If she wants to be free, she must first break away from Chengxian's control.
Iman stood up from the dinner table, looked at Cheng Xian for a few seconds, and finally walked out and walked to Cheng Xian's side, took the briefcase that Cheng Xian was carrying, and asked casually, "Are you back?" ”
This ordinary greeting seems to have been separated by thousands of years. Cheng Xian felt that his nose was a little sour, and he lowered his head and replied "um".
After all, Iman continued, "Since you're back, let's wash your hands and eat." ”
Cheng is like a child who has made mistakes, and he does whatever Iman says. Iman's expressionless face and cold words did not cause him to repulse, but gave him a lot of hope. He knew that Iman was a very straight-hearted person, and if he was willing to take the initiative to talk to him, he would not be angry.
Iman's plan is to exchange his own freedom for the only emotion that Cheng Xian has at the moment. Cheng Xian's reaction was tantamount to hypocrisy in her eyes.
Cheng Xian was eating downstairs, and Iman went upstairs. It was already autumn, but the curtains in the room were not tightened, and the slightest cool breeze blew in and hit the person without the slightest feeling. Iman still sat in front of the window and looked at the sky, at the place where all hope was held.
Everything seems to be back to square one. At the beginning, she wanted to escape from here, but she didn't expect to go around in a big circle, and the ultimate goal was to escape.
Everything between her and Cheng Xian is like a joke, laughing at others and making others laugh, that's all.
Cheng Xian hurried upstairs after eating, and when he saw Iman's face as dead as ashes, his heart hurt fiercely again. This time, he didn't have too many worries, he walked over and hugged Iman, and said in a low voice: "Manman, let's stop making trouble in the future, just live a peaceful and quiet life, okay?" ”
Don't make a fuss? There will be no more trouble, the heart is not here, what will be the trouble. Iman forcibly held back the sadness in his heart and replied "yes".
As soon as these words came out, Cheng Xian hugged Iman tightly in his arms and didn't let go for a long time.
The faint scent of shampoo reaches the nose and seems to be a blessing. Seonghyun always needs someone else to give him the same response in order for him to feel the feeling of happiness. If he doesn't get this equivalent response, he will panic and get out of control.
In the face of such a city display, Iman can only be helpless.
"Manman, I said so cruel things to you that day because I was jealous. Do you know that Yan Guangchen destroyed the golden city that I worked so hard to build, and tried to take you away. I'm afraid of losing you, and you're treating him well, and I'm going crazy with jealousy. Manman, after all this time, can you understand me? ”
Cheng Xian's tone of voice was still as gentle as before, as if it was not him who was thunderous that day, as if it was not the person who casually slapped half of Iman's face. Iman could not blame him for his erratic temper, or he could not blame him for hitting her, but how could he not believe her. She Iman was his wife, how could he denigrate her so much.
Iman's heart has once again reached a dead end, and the gentleness of Chengxian is useless. I knew there would be an apology on this day, so why bother arguing in the first place. I'm afraid that at this moment, Cheng Xian still can't fully trust Iman, he just can't wait to turn this page over the past and start their new life again.
What else could Iman say, she didn't say anything. But Cheng Xian is still so gentle, gentle with tolerance and pampering, "Manman, I've been telling myself these days that I can't lose you." I've been trying to make it up to you, but I don't know how. But I promise you that I will never let you be sad again, and I will never blame you again. ”
Time seemed to stand still again with Chengxian's promises, but Iman no longer dared to believe them easily. With Chengxian, those peaceful days have long since disappeared with the failure of the wedding and the departure of Huanhuan. Even if she had these assurances again, her heart no longer believed that Cheng Xian could bring her happiness.