No matter what Jiang Ruonan thinks of this child, Lu Zhenjun is really surprised and looking forward to this child.

In other words, this accident was a shock to Jiang Ruonan, and to him, it was a complete surprise.

Seeing that Jiang Ruonan is still ignoring the big moves like this, can he not worry?

However, the more he was like this, the more angry Jiang Ruonan became: "Lu Zhenjun, did you do it on purpose?" You say, didn't you calculate it? ”

Intellectually, she knew that she was a little messy like this, but seeing that Lu Zhenjun cared so much about this child, she couldn't help but wonder, could it really be that he did it on purpose?

After all, she clearly remembered that every time she was there, she paid attention to it, didn't she come back smoothly for so many years? Why did you suddenly get pregnant this time?

The more Jiang Ruonan thought about it for a while, the more he thought about it, and his mind was full of all kinds of grievances and anger.

"You know I don't want to have children, you are deliberately calculating me, Lu Zhenjun, how can you be like this, you are too much, you are too much!"

She was about to cry as she spoke.

The fear of pregnancy, the fear of having a baby, is at its peak at this moment.

"Do you know how hard it is to be pregnant, how painful it is to give birth, giving birth is a ghost gate, you just don't want me to be good, right......?"

"Enough!" Lu Zhenjun originally let her vent, after all these years, he still knows what Jiang Ruonan's personality is like.

said that he didn't want children, and he really hasn't changed his mouth after so many years. In this regard, in fact, Lu Zhenjun still feels a little guilty.

Therefore, as long as she doesn't hurt herself, no matter what she says or scolds, he doesn't say anything, as long as she protects her.

But hearing her actually say such a curse that was unlucky, he still couldn't hold back: "Don't talk nonsense." ”

"How am I talking nonsense? Isn't that so? You know I'm afraid, you know I'm unwilling, you still calculate me like this, you're still so proud and so happy, have you ever thought about me? Have you ever thought about what I do? ”

"Yes, anyway, it's me who is pregnant and gives birth to a baby, you just need to be happy for a while, and you can still hold a child, how simple! What are you when I am? Your fertility tools? You're ......."

It's completely a pretext to play unreasonable, and it doesn't give up.

Jiang Ruonan recalled it afterwards, and felt that he must have had a brain watt because of pregnancy at that time. would actually say such pretentious and willful words.

And Lu Zhenjun didn't listen to it, so he simply lifted her up and put her on the small bench with a single force, and Jiang Ruonan stood on the stool, so that he was at eye level with him.

He stared into her eyes: "Listen, this incident is an accident, it's my fault, it's me who didn't pay attention, you blame me." I also admit that when I heard that you were pregnant and had our baby, I was really happy, very happy, happy and happy, happy and happy that I had never been had. But—"

His voice changed: "I really didn't calculate you. I know what you've been thinking for so many years, and I've always agreed, how could you do such a thing? Ruonan, you actually know it yourself, right? ”

Jiang Ruonan lowered his head, but did not speak. Indeed, after calming down, she knew that her accusation just now was completely nonsense.

It's purely a mouthful of unscrupulous words under the frustration of the heart.

But she didn't want to say it, because of this incident, Lu Zhenjun really couldn't escape responsibility, even if she was responsible, but Lu Zhenjun was the same, why was she suffering now that she was pregnant?

Lu Zhenjun looked at her like this, smiled bitterly, slowly stretched out his hand, patted Jiang Ruonan's shoulder, and said very hard: "If you really don't want this child, then don't want it." ”

He patted Jiang Ruonan's shoulder and tried to relax his tone, but the thick regret and reluctance made Jiang Ruonan feel something when he lowered his head, and the palm that slapped her shoulder to comfort her made her feel that it weighed more than a thousand catties.

After a while, she looked up: "What you said is true?" Are you willing? ”

She looked at Lu Zhenjun. Met his eyes, as if trying to see through his true thoughts.

Lu Zhenjun was a little afraid to meet her eyes at first, after all, it was also his child, when he first heard it, all he thought about was what this child would look like, it was best to be a little girl like Jiang Ruonan, well-behaved and clever...... But seeing Jiang Ruonan's attitude, he knew that maybe he shouldn't have expected a child or something.

He smiled bitterly, and finally met Jiang Ruonan's gaze: "Yes, since you don't want to, then it's up to you." After all, you suffer when you get pregnant and have children, and I can't help ......"

He thought that he had calmed down as much as possible, but he didn't know how ugly his expression was in Jiang Ruonan's eyes.

Jiang Ruonan's own heart also tugged at once.

Don't you really want this child?

No, no, she said a long time ago, don't get pregnant and don't have a baby, how can she be shaken?

She, she's just afraid of pain, and miscarriages can hurt too, yes, that's it!

Jiang Ruonan persuaded himself in his heart, and also looked at Lu Zhenjun: "Then why not?" Grab the medicine and eat? Does an abortion hurt? ”

For three months, it should still be possible to have a drug abortion...... The medicine flow doesn't seem to hurt that much...... Fart! It's all about peeling off a piece of meat alive, how can it not hurt?

Jiang Ruonan couldn't help but snort when he thought about it, looked at Lu Zhenjun in front of him, pouted, and pounced directly: "It's all your fault, it's all your fault!" ”

Lu Zhenjun picked her up steadily and hugged her into his arms, Jiang Ruonan beat his chest while crying: "It's all your fault, it's all your fault, what do you say you want to do?" What should I do......"

She really didn't know what to do.

If there is no such accident, subjectively she will definitely not be able to get pregnant and have children in her life, but the current situation is that it is no longer whether she can choose, it is already there.

To stay or not to stay? To be born or not to be born......

It's a tough choice.

"Okay, it's my fault, it's all my fault." Lu Zhenjun hugged her and let her vent, unconsciously relieved.

With his understanding of Jiang Ruonan, if she really decided not to have this child, she would not be sad at all.

But she will still cry and feel uncomfortable now, which shows that she has not made up her mind yet, and it is even very likely that she is also wavering.

After all, it's your own blood and bones!

Thinking like this, an inexplicable warm current in his heart invaded him, and Lu Zhenjun hugged her tighter.

Whispering for a while comforting.

Jiang Ruonan beat him for a while, and when he came back to his senses, he felt that he was simply childish, and asked him in a dumb voice, "What are you going to do?" What the hell are you going to do? ”

"It's all up to you." As soon as Lu Zhenjun said this, seeing that Jiang Ruonan's expression was not good, he hurriedly said, "Then wait until you return to the camp, at least you can't tell your parents." ”

Jiang's father and Jiang's mother, a large group of people in the Jiang family were staring at Jiang Ruonan's belly, if she dared to say anything about abortion, Jiang's father and Jiang's mother would die on the spot.

This is no joke.

Jiang Ruonan sniffed and stopped sobbing: "Okay, let's go back and talk about it." ”

It's not been a few days anyway.

Besides, now that the Jiang family is in this situation, everyone is very happy, and there is no way for her to think carefully and choose.

The two talked for a while, mainly Lu Zhenjun was coaxing her and wiping the tears on her face.

But just like that, when he walked out, Jiang Ruonan's eyes were still red and moist, and a trace of doubt flashed in Jiang's mother's eyes, but she quickly automatically understood that this was Jiang Ruonan crying with joy, didn't she see that after the little couple came out, they were more sticky? WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chats about life, and looks for confidants~