Chapter Eighty-Seven: Emotion
As soon as Zhong Wuyan's hand was released, the cup fell to the ground, and he didn't pay attention to it with a bang, but grabbed Ruoxi's shoulder, "Or is he the only one who can satisfy you?" ”
Satisfied? Ruoxi's expression was a little dazed, she tried to recall the scene with Wei Sa, it seemed that the man had not done anything particularly touching for her, and the most impressive thing was that on that big bed, he asked her indiscriminately. Ruoxi lost her mother very early, and since she was a child, she lacked someone to tell her about the woman's Joan of Arc, which made her not very concerned about the loss of her daughter, at least she didn't want to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river like everyone showed them.
It's just that Ruoxi feels that this kind of skin-to-skin intimacy can only be done with the person she likes, so that she can be happy both physically and mentally. After all, she still likes Wei Sa a little, otherwise she wouldn't be able to let go so much. When she was in the Hall of Forgotten Souls, she almost forgot the identity of the man in front of her, until the arrival of Princess Xianyue and Wei Ying's finger marriage, she suddenly realized that even if this man was entangled with his body, even if he was grinding with his ears and temples, there was still such a thorn between her and him, and when she wanted to ignore it, someone with good things would come and pluck it a few times, which made her stinging and ashamed, and if she wanted to ignore it, she couldn't.
Can she still use the word "satisfied" with him? Maybe there was really a short period of time when she was intoxicated by Wei Sa's tenderness, he was obviously a high-ranking prince, but he had blue eyes for her who was plain, she didn't understand the reason for this, because there was always no shortage of excellent women around him, why did he take a fancy to her as a miscellaneous servant? Shaking her head like no one, she could think of this person so calmly that she had reached her limit, and she had to force herself to come up with an ugly figure to do something. The first man who touched her girlish heart may be the one she can't let go.
Ruoxi turned her head, her eyes were calm and waveless looking at Zhong Wuyan, who was a little annoyed, this man knocked on her heart when she was a girl, and he himself may never have known that the person who first touched her was himself.
Zhong Wuyan has been silently gasping for breath, calming his heart, he doesn't know what happened to him, why did he suddenly become anxious about her, and he was a little ashamed of his behavior, he knew that he once again regarded this girl as someone in his impression. There is no way, that person's smile seems to have a thousand gold weights, all imprinted on his heart, even if his eyes are no longer visible, but her face is always clear in front of his eyes.
"I'm sorry, I ......" he rubbed his forehead, his head was buzzing, over the years, his parents had also looked for him to find the right woman, or graceful, or Qingli, because of his good family background, and gentle conversation, there are still many girls who are willing to follow him, but no matter how he tries to forget, try to accept a different kind of tenderness, try to start a new life, her shadow will always appear from time to time. The girl with waist-length hair giggling, with a slender wicker in her hand, ran towards him unsteadily, and the golden locks of longevity on her body tossed and turned, and she asked him to take her out to play.
She just wanted him to suffer like this! Obviously he is blind, but his heart is clear and transparent. Good memories usually serve only two purposes, to add sweetness when you are happy and to hurt again when you are sad.
He could barely remember how he had survived all these years with painful memories. He propped himself up on the bed, staggered to his feet, and continued what he had just said, "I'm leaving." But he stepped on the overturned cup, which was round, making him unsteady on his feet. Ruoxi almost subconsciously grabbed his arm, he was taller than before, but he still seemed to be just as thin.
"Be careful." She moved her lips, but her gaze no longer dared to rise, Zhong Wuyan's pain and despair at that moment had been like a knife into her chest, and when she looked at it again, she was afraid that all the disguises she had built up would be destroyed.
She pulled his arm and didn't let go, her eyes looked at the big tree outside the window, it seemed that a figure was shaking behind the tree, Ruoxi squinted her eyes and smiled coldly.
"You...... Take a break before you go. She lowered her head, her voice couldn't be smaller, as if she hadn't recovered from Zhong Wuyan's reckless action just now.
But this soft, seemingly frightened and frightened voice made him unable to take his steps off. Zhong Wuyan nodded, and sat down again with her hand, only this time she was closer to him. "It's nice to have someone, and it's so hard to be alone." She said it quietly, but it was loud enough for him to hear clearly.
Zhong Wuyan's body stiffened, the arm she had been holding moved, Ruoxi looked down, his hand had accurately covered the back of her hand, the slightly cool body temperature was completely different from the burning heat of Wei Sa every time he approached, and it was also different from the panic that Wei Sa brought her, Zhong Wuyan's hand made her heart feel quiet.
She didn't move, the hand was slightly forced, pressing her, Ruoxi didn't look up, half-lowered his head, saw the patterns on the purple robe getting closer and closer, he could already feel his breathing, his slightly cool hands rubbed to find her shoulders, neck, and finally stopped at her cheeks, like a treasure, gently held it with both hands, let her raise her head, and at the same time, his lips gently fell on hers.
Her body was stiff, but she didn't resist, she didn't cater to it, she just sat like this, like a well-placed rag doll. She looked at the man she had suddenly stranged to with wide eyes, and felt him gradually accentuate the kiss, and what started as a soft, gentle fit turned into a slow-moving exploration. The distance was eliminated little by little, Zhong Wuyan's long eyelashes pressed against her face, stinging her a little, until his tongue slid in, she cringed, put her hand on his shoulder, and pushed hard twice.
She didn't want to, didn't want to be begged by all kinds of men like a prostitute. But she had to admit that she had indeed been seduced by him just now.
Zhong Wuyan is Zhong Wuyan after all, he noticed that Ruoxi's expression of resistance was a little dim, and slowly ended this suffocating kiss, and easily opened his hands holding her cheeks. Ruoxi looked at the strange flush on his fair face, and snorted coldly in his heart, there is only one thing a man is thinking about.
Fortunately, Zhong Wuyan couldn't see it, otherwise he would have been frightened by Ruoxi's eyes, and that kind of coldness and contempt was definitely something he hadn't seen from her.
"Princess String Moon, is she better?" She didn't know why she was mentioning the woman at this time.
Zhong Wuyan was stunned for a moment and replied, "She has gotten a lot better." ”
"Oh, that's good." Ruoxi suddenly laughed, with mockery in her tone, "It feels ridiculous, isn't it, it's clear that I couldn't get out of bed because of her." Her voice was faint, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her, "But it wasn't because of me that she was poisoned. ”
"Do you believe it or not?" For the first time, she didn't call him by name.
Zhong Wuyan didn't think about it at all, and nodded extremely seriously, "I believe it." ”
"Why do you believe me so much?" She asked.
After he finished speaking, he was stunned, why did he believe her so much? This is probably because she is as cunning and intelligent as that person, but she is innocent and kind in her bones.
"Because I'm so similar to the guy you mentioned?" She chuckled.
Zhong Wuyan was a little embarrassed and nodded, "Then ......" she seemed to smile even more happily, "Then you kissed me just now because I was very similar to her, wasn't it?" ”
He didn't know how to answer. In the blink of an eye just now, did he think like this? Even he couldn't remember it himself, only her lips...... It's beautiful.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Ruoxi lay back and leaned on the pillow, "It's not too early, Lord Zhong, please." "She gave the eviction order.
Zhong Wuyan got up silently, and the sound of Lord Zhong seemed to bring the relationship between the two of them back to the way it was at the beginning, he was an adult, and she was a maid.
He felt that his face was ugly, maybe her obedience just now was only because he was the eldest son of Zhong, and she couldn't afford to offend a little maid who was memorizing words, so he ...... I had to accept it.
"Tomorrow......" he hesitated, he wanted to give her an excuse to tell her that he wouldn't be able to come tomorrow, he really didn't know how to explain his own reckless behavior. But the words were interrupted by her.
"Tomorrow I want to eat sweet potato porridge." She said suddenly.
Is it acquiescence or invitation? Zhong Wuyan's heart swelled with joy, when she said this, did she mean that she had forgiven him for his behavior and would not be held accountable?
As if he was afraid that she would change his mind, he nodded quickly, Zhong Wuyan left, and he didn't care if he tripped over the cup when he walked. Ruoxi looked at the joy he couldn't hide just now, and laughed silently. Zhong Wuyan is still so direct. His joy and anger are written on his face, he is like a harmless little white rabbit, docile and elegant, in comparison, Wei Sa is a fierce lion, calm and terrifying.
Bending her legs, she rested her head on her arm, and looked out of the window as if she were inadvertent, and the shadow she had just seen was gone.
Very good. Ruoxi Shang looked a little pale, and a cold smile appeared on his face. The lion and the white rabbit, she is not sure to tie the fierce and treacherous lion, but she still has the ability to catch a rabbit.
The mood had not been so good for a long time, and she seemed to see a future that was not so far away. She then shook her head, feeling ridiculous that she was thinking, her future? Didn't you all be gambled on this path from the moment you decided to take revenge?
In the evening, Wei Cheng came to see her. She was bored, and as soon as she looked up, she saw Wei Cheng coming in with a smile on his face, and sat up, "Your Highness." ”
Wei Cheng looked at her with a smile, signaled that she didn't have to get up, and pulled a small stool to sit down, "How do you feel?" ”
"It's much lighter." She laughed too, as if she hadn't been so idle in a long time.
"Brought this to you, open it and take a look." He smiled and handed over a cloth bag, Ruoxi opened it with surprise, "It's so beautiful, is it for me?" "Inside the cloth bag is a piece of brocade cloth, colorful silk threads and a row of embroidery needles, large and small, and a piece of charcoal, which has been repaired to the right thickness.
"Look at your panic every day, a little gadget, it's good to pass the time." Wei Cheng explained with a smile.
"Thank you, Your Highness." She fiddled with the things in her hand with a little joy, "I haven't touched embroidery for a long time." It's just that the color of this brocade cloth is a little too conspicuous, Your Highness, can you find someone to bring me a darker material? She frowned suddenly. Looking at her childlike expression, Wei Cheng couldn't help laughing, "It's quite picky." What do girls do with such a dark color? ”
"I saw that Lord Zhong's handkerchief was a little old, and I thought about changing it for him." Ruoxi's pale face was flushed, and she suddenly lowered her head in embarrassment.