(Girls' Literature)

The prison is heavily guarded. Follow Qi Fu all the way. The dagger clenched in the wide sleeves tightened little by little. It's almost embedded in the palm of your hand.

One by one, the heavy doors opened. Make a heavy sound. In prison, I haven't seen the sun for a long time. So even though the sun is shining outside, the sun is scorching. And it's still cold and damp here. The tip of the nose emits an unpleasant foul odor.

Qi Fu stopped at a door. Before he could speak, I could see the man inside. It's hard in prison. His meticulous bun had scattered pieces of hair falling. Even if they are ragged like refugees fleeing famine. But the figure is still straight and straight. There is a kind of Langlang temperament in the body.

He's still the same as he remembers. My eyes were slightly wet.

He turned around with the sound of the door opening. The originally dull eyes suddenly lit up. Pleasantly surprised. "Tilt your face. How did you get here. ”

See the look on his face. I was speechless for a moment.

I could see that it was an unpretentious joy. It doesn't even take much thought to show it on your face. It's like an instinct. But I remember. The last time we parted, we were each covered in bruises. I thought he would at least be embarrassed or angry and resentful.

But. Nope.

He was so calm. It was as if I was still the woman he held in the palm of his hand and cared for carefully.

My throat tightened. Can't say a word. Presumably, the affairs of Koto are laborious. He's just out of shape. The facial line is more resolute.

The whole body is cold. Only tears welled up in his eyes. Exceptionally hot.

"Did Jun Mochen make you feel wronged?" Yan Yi was stunned. Eagerly stepped forward. But he paused two steps away. Snapped. "What kind of man is Jun Mochen. How would he be willing to let you come to such a place. ”

Qi Fu and the guards on the side couldn't listen to it anymore. "Bold and strict thieves. dared to be disrespectful to the emperor. I see you're ......."

"Father-in-law Qi. Your errand is done. Please come back. I interrupted with a hoarse voice. Even though he is now in a ragged state. But in my mind, he is still the best son of the turbid world. No one else can be left with a beak.

After speaking. I turned around and took the food box that Qi Fu had prepared in the morning. And he never looked back.

Qi Fu had no choice but to sing. He retreated with the people.

The prison was so simple that there wasn't even a table for food. I had to crouch on the ground and take out the same kind of food and drink.

Yan Yi chuckled. Sit down on the floor. But he only looked at me with deep eyes.

I turned sideways. "What do you see? Do I have flowers on my face? Blame the embarrassment. ”

Yan Yi said with a smile. "No flowers. Looks better than flowers. ”

I blushed slightly. He hung his head. But a dense pain rose in my heart. Like vines. Wrap me tightly.

"I didn't expect that. You were the last to send me. Pour your face. I thought I would never see you again in my life. ”

I jerked my head up. It crashed into his deep eyes. There were a few tears there. "How could it be. Haven't I come? ”

"Presumably you hate me. I did that kind of bastard. That's me. I can't wait to kill myself. Yan Yi's tone was full of self-blame. It's sad to hear.

Hate. Naturally, it is hateful. He made it impossible for me to face Jun Mochen. Even the current situation is because of him. At that time, I hated to cut him with a thousand knives to vent my anger. I thought I'd hate it like this forever.

But when I faced him, I didn't have a trace of hatred. How can you still hate it? It was clear that I had lost him first. Ling Guoyuan was not his responsibility. But he carried it without hesitation. All I can have now is gratitude.

I bowed my head and poured my wine. Then pass it over. Toast. "A thousand words are in the wine. Drink this glass of wine. We laughed and grudged. Good no good. ”

"Okay." A doting smile appeared on Yan Yi's face. Then raise a glass and drink it all.

Putting down the wine glass, they were speechless. I don't know what to say. After a long time, Yan Yi said. "Tilt your face. You're not having a good time. ”

His tone was affirmative. I almost fell the tears that I would hold back again. Only he can see through my predicament. It was and still is.

"He makes you so tired. You're still willing to follow him. ”

The glass was pinched by his fingertips and turned around. The expression was sad.

Be. Jun Mochen makes me so tired. He didn't believe me. Hurt me. I didn't have the slightest intention of leaving. I think I'm stuck in the mud. Can't pull it out anymore.

"Yan Yi. He is now my husband. A woman marries and obeys her husband. I ......"

"I'm just talking about it casually. You'll go on and on. Are you really going to stick a knife in my heart? Yan Yi interrupted me with a smile. You don't speak. It's good to listen to me. Many words. I'm afraid it'll never be too late if I don't say it. ”

The tears in his eyes have been endured again and again. I didn't dare to speak. I'm afraid that a mouth will erupt. He only nodded in silence.

"Tilt your face. Do you remember the hibiscus blossoms I took you to see? ”

I nodded.

He said, "It's a pity." I looked up at him. "You weren't thinking about the flowers. I never thought about it at the time. You will live in another person who will no longer like hibiscus. ”

I never thought about it either. One day, I will put Jun Mochen in my heart. Miss him. Worry about him.

I said dryly. "I'm sorry."

"What's there to be sorry about. No one can say for sure. I never thought of blaming you. I never wanted to hurt you. I just hate. I hate Jun Mochen for taking everything away, not counting you. I want you to stay. I want you to have only me in your heart. ”

He grew agitated. The pitch is raised.

"But I was wrong. I keep you, but I can't keep your heart. ”

I hung my head. Listen to him silently. The heart is shocked. I originally thought that Yan Yi was "mourning his misfortune" to me. Angry at it". In the end he was going to destroy me. That's what it did to me.

Only now did I realize that he was not wrong. It's me who is wrong. If it weren't for me. He's not going to be like this.

Anything that is in the name of love can be easily forgiven.

His hand reached out. Slowly took my hand. Now it is in the hands of Jun Mochen. I didn't expect to make it out alive. He won't let me go. In fact, from the moment of the defeat of our army. I should have killed myself. But it's a shame. I want to meet you. See you one last time. Even if I die, I remember you. I don't drink Meng Po soup when I cross the Nai Ho Bridge. I'll come back to you in the next life. Is it good for you to be my wife. ”

Obviously he said it with a smile. I couldn't be happier at all. He was willing to be captured alive by Wu Yi just to see me. I was imprisoned and came all the way to Kyoto just to see me... Such a thick affection.

I still asked. "Where's Wu Yi. She loves you. ”

Yan Yi was stunned. But it was lightly revealed. "If I have the slightest affection for her. It can only be pity. ”

He smiled at me again. "Tilt your face. Let me hug you one last time. Is it as good as ever. ”

Before I could speak. He's already in stride. He hugged me hard. His embrace was completely different from Jun Mochen's. Thin but with a reassuring warmth. There was a hot breath in my ears. "Tilt your face. I really want to fight this rugged skinny. I also want to create a splendid country for you. Not anymore. From now on, I will not be there. You're going to be good. ”

Fight this body is rugged and skinny. I also want to create a splendid country for you.

No one in this life is good anymore like Yan Yi.

I leaned against his chest and couldn't say a word. Suddenly, his wrist was held with a strong grip. I send it forward vigorously. Immediately followed by the sound of piercing the flesh and Yan Yi's muffled snort in pain.

I slowly stepped away. I saw Yan Yi holding my hand. I hold ...... in my hand The poisoned dagger I thought I had hidden was the best. And that dagger...... Now he is deeply trapped in Yan Yi's abdomen. Blood gushed out. Soon his clothes were dyed red.

I looked at him dumbfounded. It was as if everything in front of me had turned blood red.

The corners of Yan Yi's mouth lifted slightly. It is an extremely pleasant look. Until he collapsed with a bang. I just reacted. I was almost out of breath. The tears that have been suppressed are like a flood that bursts the embankment at this moment. I heard a broken, hoarse roar coming from my own throat.

I held him in my arms. I was already panicked. His body trembled like chaff. A trembling voice called the Imperial Doctor.

Yan Yi's hand grabbed me. Signal that I'm useless.

It occurred to me that I had an idea. The dagger was quenched with poison on it. I regret not being at the beginning. I can only cry. "Why are you so stupid. How do you know. How do you know. ”

How do you know my intentions. And how did you find the dagger in my sleeve? I hid it very tightly. Or how desperate it is to be willing to make such a move.

A little blood spilled from Yan Yi's mouth. Intermittently. "Don't you forget...... I...... But the general. Eye. Very shrewd...... Again. How could Jun Mochen ......... at this time? Kind ...... Let you come and see me. ”

It turned out. He knew it from the beginning.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry......" except for this one. I don't know what else to say.

There was more and more blood on Yan Yi's body. A large piece of the placket was dyed red. "If my death could bring you peace in the future. I die without regrets. ”

"I'm not allowed. I don't allow it. "I screamed." You said you wanted to protect me. But the winds and waves that came later were all given by you. Now you want to shake it off and leave. Nothing so good. ”

The body was shaking uncontrollably. I'm so scared. It's a real fear. Sure enough, people only know how to cherish when they lose. But it's often too late.

I hated myself. Why is it so indecisive. Why so cowardly and incompetent. Why put everyone around you in trouble. Why did you agree to Jun Mochen's request.

He's a boy I've known since I was a kid. He has been with me for half my life. Like Lan Zhuangyi, they are all the same people as my relatives. He was so good to me. I put everything first. But in the end, he was the first to give up.

Yan Yi's hand gently covered my cheek. "From my defeat to Jun Mochen. From the moment Ling Guo lost you. I know. There is no possibility of a comeback. ”