The lights in the corridor were very dim, but Bei Chen didn't think much about it, he walked down the steps in three steps and two steps, and when he walked to the door of the unit building, the young man couldn't help but shiver, and he was greeted by a biting cold wind. The night rain continued, more like tears flowing freely in the sky, the woods in front of the door were squeaked by the wind and rain, and the puddles on the ground were also splashed with rain.

It's already one o'clock in the morning, usually He Beichen has slept at this time, but today he has no way to escape, since he has chosen to leave, he will definitely not go back, thinking like this, Beichen walked out almost without any thought.

As soon as he went out, the boy felt a kind of coldness that penetrated deep into his bone marrow, cold, cold into his heart. The cold raindrops hit him mercilessly, and the thin layer of school uniform soon turned into an ornament soaked by the rain, and Beichen was wet all over, like a chicken in soup. He couldn't help but hold his arms in his arms, but on such a stormy night, such an action seemed too insignificant. When the cold had already hit every cell of him, Beichen also became numb, his steps began to become lighter, and he simply walked along the path towards the outside of the courtyard. It was pitch black, but Beichen obviously didn't care about that, and he continued to walk, his sneakers were already soaked in rain, but that didn't stop him from leaving.

For some reason, the current Beichen really wants to meet his father. I think that at the beginning, the man was still so loving and serene when he left. In his memory, his father was taciturn, except that he always smiled at himself. That smile still makes Beichen feel warm, but it's a pity that when the man left, he was still too young, and it was difficult to remember his appearance now. After He Yuqun left, the world lost its smile at Beichen, and he continued to endure the whipping of this world against him, but he didn't know when it would be the end.

Think about it, He Beichen, you are really pitiful, in your more than ten years of life, is there anyone who really understands you, is there anyone who can understand your feelings, you study hard, just to disguise yourself as an emotionless animal, but, even so, you can't escape that pain. All the indifference and uselessness are just self-deception, but in this case, why did he appear in this world.

The more Beichen thought about it, the more depressed he became, he kept walking forward all the time, but he couldn't see the road ahead clearly. Gradually, the young man came to the silent and uninhabited street, at this time, only the dim street lamp was still lonely, but the faint light really couldn't illuminate Beichen's helplessness and confusion. The boy continued to walk along the street lamp next to the street, and in the majestic heavy rain, the yellow ginkgo biloba leaves were ruthlessly blown off, and the original yellow branches became even more bare at this time.

At the same time, the lights at home were still on, Xie Lan was restless on the sofa, she glanced at the clock on the wall, it was already two o'clock in the morning, but He Beichen had no intention of going home at all. The night rain kept beating the glass on the window, which made Xie Lan feel even more upset, the woman was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot at this time, but Ze Zhixun on the side had an attitude of not caring about himself. The man's heart was big, and he looked at the video disc and let out a few laughs from time to time. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but Ze Zhixun had a grinning face, which couldn't help but cause Xie Lan's dissatisfaction.

The woman patted Ze Zhixun's leg, "Zhixun, why did you say that this child hasn't come back yet?" She looked unusually anxious, and her lips began to tremble. But the man next to her took her words as child's play, "If you don't come back, you won't come back, boy, what's there to worry about." He said casually, but his attention was obviously not on Xie Lan, the whole person was still immersed in the dramatic plot of the film, and the expression on his face also looked relaxed.

"But." Although she was ruthless, He Beichen was also the meat that fell from her Xie Lan's body, and she had no reason not to worry, "You said that it was raining so hard outside, and he was wearing so single, what if he froze?" Xie Lan pursed his lips, looked at the night outside the window, and regretted a little, "You say, isn't this a bit excessive." He was just sleepy, so he let him go out in the rain......" Xie Lan wanted to say something more, but was ruthlessly interrupted by Ze Zhixun.

"What's wrong with letting him out in the rain?" Ze Zhixun glanced at her, looking impatient, "Lan Lan, it's because you are used to him that he dares to contradict you." He Beichen is not an adult yet, so he dares to speak like this. If he grows up a little more, he won't be able to turn the world upside down. The man's voice was an octave higher, he had never been used to seeing Bei Chen, and even more so Xie Lan protecting him.

"But." The woman sighed, and couldn't help but feel a little flustered, "The rain outside is really heavy, I'm afraid he ......" But before Xie Lan finished speaking, Ze Zhixun's attitude became even worse, "What are you protecting that for?" Isn't he going to get drenched in the rain? Then let him go, if he is sick, he will bring it on himself. Ze Zhixun's words were very decisive, and he hardly left any emotion, but he didn't notice that Xie Lan, who was sitting next to him, had an ugly face.

"Zhixun, I don't allow you to scold my son like this anymore, he did something wrong, but you shouldn't say that about him either." Xie Lan's expression was very serious, and the woman seemed to hold back for a long time before revealing her inner words. "Hmph, Xie Lan, what do you mean?" Ze Zhixun smiled, but it was the kind of cold smile, "Did I say something wrong?" Isn't He Beichen a? Why are you still protecting him, I'm afraid it's because you can't forget He Li. His tone was very light, but the expression on his face became more and more disgusting.

"Ze Zhixun, you ......" Xie Lan was so angry that he couldn't speak, "I didn't expect you to be such a person." She looked at the man's fat face and felt more and more disgusted. I? Ze Zhixun pointed at himself with his finger, but he still looked like a scoundrel, "What's wrong with me?" Am I wrong? Since he has the blood of that bastard of He Li in his body, I naturally have to educate him well, lest he grow up and have the same virtue as his beast father. His words gritted his teeth more and more, as if he hated them to the bone.

"You're going to educate him?" Xie Lan felt that this reason was too far-fetched, "Are you educating him?" He makes a mistake and you let him go out in the rain at the expense of his health, which is also called education. The woman's voice became choked, she really didn't understand what Ze Zhixun thought, but she was extremely disappointed in the man in front of her.

"That's right." Ze Zhixun looked upright, and flattered him and said, "Lan Lan, if we get married, He Beichen will be my titular stepson." If he makes a mistake now and doesn't give him some color, how can he take me seriously in the future. The man's words also made sense, Xie Lan's mood calmed down a little, but the next second she felt unusually uneasy, "However, your punishment for him is also a little heavier." The woman still felt that it was inappropriate for Ze Zhixun to do this.

"What's this?" The man grabbed a grape from the fruit bowl and filled it into his mouth, "It's just a little lesson for him." If he dares to contradict you next time, he will suffer from it. Ze Zhixun inadvertently glanced at Xie Lan, and saw that the woman still looked sad, "Oh, okay, Lan Lan, you put your heart in your stomach." He's not stupid, it's raining so hard outside, where can he go. Maybe I'm in the hallway right now. Ze Zhixun said with a casual look, but where did he understand the stubbornness of a young man.

At three o'clock in the morning, Beichen walked farther and farther down the street, and the rain mixed with the boy's tears trickled down his cheeks. His slightly long hair was wet and stood on his forehead, and his worn sneakers were covered in mud. Bei Chen didn't know where he was going, he had been walking in the heavy rain for two hours, and he had long since lost that cold feeling, on the contrary, his whole body began to burn, and his head began to ache sharply, but he was still sobbing non-stop. The shops along the street have long since closed, and everything seems too bleak this autumn. The embarrassed people were still walking through the streets, but Qiu Yu showed no mercy.

After walking another street, Beichen raised his head and looked at the street lamp on the corner. The transparent raindrops became clear under the illumination of the light, and in front of He Beichen, they shouted, rampage in mid-air and smashed at the boy with their heads and faces. There is no place for him under the firmament. Bei Chen was a little relieved, his skin became hot, but the young man couldn't care about it so much, he felt that it was time for him to get a rain.

Bei Chen simply tilted his face up to catch the raindrops that fell in the night, and the heavy rain hit his wounds, making him feel painful, but at the same time, there was an unprecedented freedom. Looking at the world through tears, the whole world is crying. He couldn't open his eyes anymore, so he simply closed his eyes and let the cold liquid slide down his cheeks. In the next second, Beichen opened his arms, since he had come out, let's get a comfortable shower in the rain, when he was sad, Beichen just wanted to hide in the rain and get a shower. At least, in this moment when no one is silent and no one is there, he is just himself, fading that layer of strength to the shell, only a scarred heart. When the sky is crying, he can be so presumptuous, so why can't he He Beichen. Tears, what kind of flavor did it taste like, and when the excretion of those emotions flowed down the corners of his mouth and into Bei Chen's throat, he felt an unusually bitter astringency.

I don't know how long he stood in the rain, but the boy finally got tired. His legs were no longer able to support himself, the long and thin leg bones began to sway back and forth, Bei Chen seemed to be gradually losing consciousness, the arms that were open in the night rain were closing in little by little, his skin had become hot but he didn't know it. The heat on his forehead made him lose the ability to think, and the thin layer of school uniform stuck to his body wet, Beichen wanted to sit on the side of the street for a while, he was too tired, this feeling was more like a precursor to the last time he was sick in bed.

But he could no longer control his body, and he leaned forward unconsciously, apparently losing his stance. Finally, he collapsed, muddy water splashing at the corner of his lips. The handsome side face was attached to the stone road, the skin was broken, and a bead of blood flowed down, but Bei Chen couldn't feel the pain. In the rain, he fell asleep, and the rain continued to erode his body, but it didn't matter to He Beichen.