"I'm curious about what you said."

Mo Chen had never seen Mo Nian praise dolls or anything like that, so he smiled and said, "Give me a touch too?" ”

"Nope."

Mo Nian immediately lay on the quilt and pressed on Ji Shisheng's stomach: "This is mine." ”

"Okay, good ......" Mo Chen couldn't cry or laugh when he saw this, "Yours, it's yours." ”

I haven't seen Mo Nian so "domineering", it seems that the pillow sent by Xia Linxi is really good.

Next time before you come back from abroad, why don't you go to a similar store to help my sister try a pillow that feels good and bring it back to her as a gift?

"I'll go first."

As he spoke, Mo Chen put the sundries back into the cabinet, and said, "It took a lot of time, so we have to hurry down, they probably have to wait in a hurry." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Mo Chen's mobile phone rang, he picked it up and glanced at it, pointed to Mo Nian and looked at the name on the screen, and said with a smile: "Say Cao Cao Cao arrived, I will go first." ”

"Hmm." Mo Nian nodded.

Mo Chen left.

Soon, the sound of the door opening and closing outside sounded, and Mo Chen left.

"How long are you going to hold me down?"

Under Mo Nian, Ji Shisheng's voice sounded through the quilt, she reacted and got up immediately.

"I'm sorry, I'm afraid my brother will turn back." Mo Nian was very careful.

"Huh."

At this time, Ji Shisheng lifted the quilt, looking like he was not oxygen-deficient, and his breathing was a little short.

He thought it would be better to hide in bed than to hide under the bed, but it wasn't until Mo Nian threw him on the bed that he didn't know what regret was.

Everyone has their own unique taste, and Mo Nian is no exception.

Ji Shisheng is quite familiar with the taste on Mo Nian's body, after all, Mo Nian has had a lot of contact with him, and even hugged him.

The moment he landed on Mo Nian's bed, Ji Shisheng felt that he was wrapped in Mo Nian's scent, as if he had fallen into a large piece of marshmallow.

To be honest, he didn't hate the smell of Mo Nian, but when he was wrapped in the smell of Mo Nian, he was inexplicably uncomfortable.

To add insult to injury, Mo Nian also wrapped his whole body in a quilt-

Ji Shisheng rarely sensed the emotion called "nervousness" from his brain, and he subconsciously relaxed his breathing, trying to minimize the impact of Mo Nian on him.

However, it backfired.

After Mo Chen came in, the conversation between Mo Nian and Mo Chen was either touching his thigh, saying something strange like "it feels good", or pressing on him!

Through the quilt, he could feel Mo Nian's soft and light body.

Ji Shisheng almost stopped breathing.

Uncomfortable, very uncomfortable!

He couldn't describe it, or he didn't want to delve into his mood at the moment, lest he get an answer that would make him angry.

“…… Help me up. Ji Shisheng wanted to escape from Mo Nian's bed.

"Let's wait a minute."

Mo Nian shook his head and refused, "Brother may come back." ”

Ji Shisheng had no choice but to compromise.

He lay on Mo Nian's bed for another twenty minutes.

In fact, he is very picky about beds, so he bought houses in some cities where he often travels and installed the same bed, so as not to get used to it and lose sleep.

Unexpectedly, after lying on Mo Nian's bed, Ji Shisheng actually felt drowsy.

Inexplicably reassuring.

And with a little uncomfortable and nervous.

It's a lot of contradictions.

"Are you okay?"

Mo Nian's voice suddenly sounded from Ji Shisheng's ears, "Your face is a little red, is the room too hot?" ”

The heating was turned on in her room.

However, because of her heat-sensitive physique, the heating temperature in her room is not high, and every time Xia Linxi comes, she will complain that her room is colder than the living room.

Unexpectedly, Ji Shisheng blushed.

"After the fire incident, are you also afraid of heat?"

Mo Nian said, got up and opened the window to ventilate.

“…… Did that affect you a lot? ”

At this time, Ji Shisheng's voice suddenly sounded behind him.

Mo Nian turned his head to look, and saw Ji Shisheng supporting his body with his elbows, half-sitting up, looking at her with a faint look in his eyes.

Ji Shisheng's expression is always like this, and he is rarely happy and angry, so that Mo Nian can't tell Ji Shisheng's feelings at a certain moment.

Just like now, Mo Nian didn't know what feelings Ji Shisheng asked her for.

Ji Shisheng may just ask her casually, or test her with emotions that she can't see through.

"Of course it's big."

Mo Nian was blunt, there was no sadness, her lower body leaned against the bay window, and her right index finger unconsciously swept over the somewhat cold marble countertop, "If it wasn't for that man-made accident, I wouldn't have been injured and went to the hospital, and I would have lost my most basic feelings as a human being during the operation, and my parents wouldn't have been in a car accident on the way to see me in the hospital, and my brother and I wouldn't have to be orphans." ”

"Actually, after losing my feelings, I don't care about these things...... I can't describe it that way. ”

Mo Nian thought for a while and changed the wording: "You have a saying that is right, it's not that I don't care about many things, but I don't know that I care very much, for example, after I heard the news of my parents' death, I couldn't stop crying, and my heart hurt a lot......"

"But just for a while."

Mo Nian lowered his head, and his index finger gently swept over the marble again and again, "After a while, I won't cry anymore, and my head and heart won't hurt anymore." ”

"Seeing me standing in front of my parents' grave with a blank face, the doctor, my brother, and the elders were considerate of me, and they didn't say anything, but came to comfort me, only a relative's child, my sister who was a few years older than me, and when she met me in private, she said that I looked as if I was numb at that time."

Mo Nian said lightly: "After I lost my feelings, I was scolded for being cold-blooded and ruthless, having no empathy, being a monster, and being a psychopath...... It's still the first person to say that I look like I'm numb, and I don't know why, but I remember that sister's words so clearly, and a year or two have passed...... Eight or nine years, I still remember it very clearly. ”

“…… Seems to be off topic. ”

Mo Nian paused, and then said: "I may really be numb, whether I meet relatives who are good to me or relatives who are bad to me, I actually don't feel anything, as long as they take me to the hospital, because if I don't go to the hospital, I will have a headache, nosebleeds, and burns on my waist and legs will also be very uncomfortable, it hurts at first, and then it hurts and itches, as if there are ants crawling, I lose my feelings, but I still have residual body consciousness, and these physical pains make me unbearable." ”

"Fortunately, those relatives will take me to the hospital for treatment no matter what they think of me, and they don't touch the money that my parents left me and my brother, I think they are all very good people, the problem is only with me, I have been a burden to others since then, until now."

Mo Nian's gaze moved from her fingers to Ji Shisheng, there was no superfluous expression on her face, and she said in a tone of expounding the facts: "At the beginning, I was a burden to my relatives and their children's younger generations, then a burden to my mother, who adopted me and my brother, and now a burden to my brother. ”

"You just asked me if that incident had a great impact on me, it was quite big, but it was ...... than me."

Mo Nian said: "I think that incident has a greater impact on the people around me, such as the relatives who were dragged down by me, the mother who sold the house who wanted to take better care of me, and the brother who worked hard to make my surgery go smoothly...... Some people were temporarily influenced by me for a while, some people were dragged down by me until they died, and some people have not been freed from the burden I have carried since I was very young. ”

"In addition, there are many people who come across things that I would never have experienced in my life because of me, when I was in school, at work, and in my personal time."

Mo Nian said: "At the beginning, I may have been just a simple victim, but as time passed, I unknowingly became the perpetrator, and this is where I was affected by that incident. ”

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