Chapter 110: The Acceptance of Helplessness and the Acceptance of Self-Choice

The emperor's illness is getting worse and worse.

This mental and mental illness is far more powerful and ferocious than a sudden physical illness.

It is the heart that suffers, it is the nerves, the panacea, and there is nothing to be done.

It's not that he doesn't want to meditate, it's not that he deliberately thinks too much.

However, the scene of the queen's "violent death" has always appeared in his mind and lingers.

It is said that there are thoughts during the day and dreams at night, but this is not necessarily true.

It's like a person who doesn't think about anything during the day, but when he rests at night, he just has those strange and terrible nightmares, and that's exactly what he does, and he suffers torture and destruction because of it.

He lay on the dragon couch in the bedroom of the Qianqing Palace day and night, his face looked very pale and haggard, there was no trace of blood in his eyes, it was dull, and the whole person looked listless, weak, and full of dying appearance.

How long can he live like this?

He knows it in his own heart, it's just a day of hitting the clock and being a monk for a day!

He did not believe in orders, but accepted them.

Life and death, life also.

The sky is gradually getting brighter.

A ray of sunlight filtered through the window paper.

He looked at the sun and knew that he had lived another day, but it was only a consolation from yesterday, and today, it was still unknown.

The chief eunuch Xiao Quanzi came in very punctually, and as soon as the sun rose, he came in, because he knew that the emperor would always wake up at this hour.

He carried a small bowl of porridge with meat, although the porridge was small and the meat was plentiful, but it was only a small bowl.

It's not that he doesn't want to get more, but he knows that the emperor can only eat so much at most, and sometimes, he can't even eat it all.

He put the porridge on the small table next to him and approached the emperor: "Your Majesty, it's time for breakfast, and the slave will help you up." ”

"Hmm." The Emperor replied softly and nodded.

Xiao Quanzi stretched out her hands and carefully helped him up, leaning her back against the head of the bed.

Xiao Quanzi sat on the edge of the bed, picked up the porridge and said to him: "It's the same old look, it's lukewarm, the emperor can eat it with confidence!" ”

The emperor frowned: "I haven't washed yet, why did I eat it first, and I forgot?" ”

Xiao Quanzi shook his head and said respectfully: "The slave didn't forget, but the slave suddenly felt that the emperor should eat first and then wash, otherwise the emperor would sit hungry and dry, which is not good, it will take a little time to comb the emperor's hair, so it's better to eat first and then wash!" ”

The emperor smiled: "If you have a heart, I will listen to you." ”

"It's a minion's duty." Xiao Quanzi scooped up a small spoonful of meat porridge and brought it to the emperor's mouth, "Your Majesty, eat slowly." ”

That's it......

Xiao Quanzi was fed spoonful by spoonful, and the emperor ate it one bite at a time, and before he knew it, the porridge had bottomed out.

The emperor finished eating all the bowls of porridge, and Xiao Quanzi was very happy: "Your Majesty, do you want to eat another bowl?" ”

The emperor took out a handkerchief and wiped his mouth and said: "No need, no way, this is already my biggest limit, if it was placed in the past, such a small bowl of porridge, I would not be full after eating seventeen or eight bowls." ”

Xiao Quanzi smiled: "It will be the same as before, and the emperor will get better soon." ”

The emperor shook his head helplessly and smiled bitterly, waved his hand and said, "Go!" Prepare to wash me. ”

"Yes."

As soon as Xiao Quanzi answered, Princess Qingtian came in.

"The slave greets the third princess." Xiao Quanzi hurriedly saluted Princess Qingtian.

Princess Qingtian waved her hand: "Go down!" This princess has something very important to say to her father, you go and wait outside the door in person, and no one is allowed to enter! ”

"Yes, the minions obey." Xiao Quanzi did not hesitate and immediately left.

Princess Qingtian stepped forward and sat on the edge of the bed.

The emperor looked at her: "What's the matter?" Early in the morning, what's important? ”

Princess Qingtian smiled and asked, "Father, are you feeling better?" ”

"Alas!" The Emperor sighed, "What's the matter with you?" Just say it! Don't ask these useless questions, my father can live for a day, count it as a day. ”

Princess Qingtian flattened her mouth, and tears glistened in her eyes.

Seeing her sad appearance, the emperor stretched out his hand to touch her forehead and said with a smile: "Silly child, didn't I teach you when your mother died?" This person's life, like a spark, flashes away, the important thing is not to feel sad for the final destruction, but to be happy for that flash of light, the light of the father's love for you now, is tangibly shining on you, after the death of the father, the light is only formless into invisible, still shining on you, in fact, no matter life or death, the father is always by your side, always with you. ”

Princess Qingtian didn't speak, and tears were already pouring down her eyes.

The emperor still smiled: "Silly boy, aren't you going to be the lord of the empire?" You can't help but be strong! ”

Father is right!

She raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, now, not the time to be sad, what she needs is indeed strong.

She still has very important things to do, that is, to solve the chaotic minister and thief of Concubine Li!

She settled down and said, "Father, forgive my daughter for being unfilial, my daughter wants to take over the country as soon as possible." ”

The emperor smiled with satisfaction: "Actually, in the past two days, my father has also felt that his condition is extremely serious, and I am also trying to call you to ask you to take over as soon as possible. ”

"Hmm." Princess Qingtian got up in response and walked to the copywriter.

There are some pen and ink on the desk, and a holy purpose is above, obviously.

She picked up the decree and opened it to look at it, only to see that it was written:

Now I am seriously ill, time is running out, the prince has left, the foundation of the country has been lost, I am the only son and boy, and there is no one to stand, in order to protect my Jiangshan Sheji, I decided to set up the three princesses of Qingtian as the emperor, and I hope that the Qing family will fully support and assist, if there is any objection and do not comply with the opponent, it is against the Jiangshan Sheji, no matter who it is, it will be Ling Chi, and the nine clans will be punished!

After seeing it, Princess Qingtian walked back to the emperor with the holy decree and sat down.

The emperor stared at her and said, "How is it?" Still satisfied? ”

What could be dissatisfied?

Princess Qingtian smiled sweetly: "Erchen is very satisfied!" ”

"That's good, you can announce the decree whenever you want!"

"Today, I will inform the ministers that they will go to the morning court tomorrow, and tomorrow morning the ministers will announce the decree."

"yes, okay." The Emperor nodded, "I have something to tell you. ”

Princess Qingtian said solemnly: "Father, please speak." ”

The emperor said sadly: "After the death of my father, put my father and your mother together!" ”

Princess Qingtian nodded tearfully: "Erchen has written it down." ”

The emperor smiled: "Okay, after talking too much, my father feels tired again, help my father to lie down and rest!" ”

After Princess Qingtian helped the emperor lie down and rested, she put away the holy decree and walked out of the Qianqing Palace with her head held high.

At this moment, she didn't feel that she was great, she only felt that the sky had fallen, and she had to bear this huge pressure and blow.