"So later, when the scholar turned into a ghost and followed me, I looked at the sky, laughed and opened the killing ring, beating him and his father and mother to pieces!"

"I pointed to God and said, I want to become a Buddha, but if you don't let me, you want me to fall into hell again and again, then I will become a demon!"

"Especially when my mother slapped me after she came back from going out, my heart became more resolute."

"She hit me...... How could she hit me? She's been blind and can't see all my years of pain, right? If she hadn't harmed me, how could I have been reduced to the point where I had to suck people's yang energy to prolong my life! ”

"So I'm gone, she abandoned me when I was a child, I survived by my own tenacity, I have been with her for decades and have done my filial piety, this time I abandoned her, I cut her in two, I don't want this mother anymore."

Su Yuniang raised her hand to cover her eyes, but she couldn't stop the crystal clear tears from sliding down her palm.

Say that you don't want it anymore, in fact, it's still reluctant.

"Later, she saw me in Fengyun City, I brought her into the Qing Mansion, she saw the bloody qi on my body, and slapped me in anger."

She scolded me without words, saying that I was willing to fall, I sat there quietly and looked at her, I couldn't help laughing, I thought to myself, who is to blame for my self-depravity? She wants my brother to live, she doesn't want me, I don't want to die, so I can only struggle to survive by myself. ”

"I just don't want to die in front of her and my brother like this, I just want to live......"

Seeing that she didn't feel any guilt about me, I thought, don't you really feel my pain at all? Then, after you have tasted the pain of my skin and heart, you will come and tell me again, I wonder if it is wrong to live. ”

"Then a fox was sent to the kitchen and skinned ......"

"I asked her, do you want to live? Want to do whatever it takes to survive? Am I wrong that I want to live? ”

"Do you know how she answered? She was scared, and she said that as long as she could live, she could do anything. ”

"Looking at her like that, I suddenly felt bored, she said I was not kind, but I endured the pain of digging out my heart and skinning for more than 60 years before I finally fell into the devil, and what about her? She kept talking about kindness, but she persisted in less than an hour before compromise. ”

"Since she herself can't maintain a kind heart in the face of adversity and dying, since she herself is so unbearable, then what is it that she has forced me for so many years? What is the pain she has given me for so many years? ”

"I cut off her lifeline with my own hands and let her be put in the pot. She owes me so many years, and she has dug up so much of my meat to my brother, so let's compensate me with her own meat. ”

"As for whether this vicious act will be punished by God? Haven't I been damned, and what am I afraid of? ”

"My mother died, and then it was my brother's turn."

"My brother...... I know that he is good to me, but if I was the one who had the heart back then, and I was the one who was favored, I could also spoil him and let him, and I could do everything to be good to him, but who gave me the opportunity to choose? ”

"He must not know that the more he treats me and gives me all the good things, the more sad I feel. If I'm in good health, I can get it myself, but where do I need charity? ”