Chapter 40: Struggle? Drinking coffee?

Li Hansheng sat down on the chair, his hands on the back of the chair, his head resting on it, and he didn't want to move. Even though there was plasma duck in the lunch dish and he was very satisfied, the soreness and exhaustion of his body made him just want to sit like that.

But watching the eldest brother pack up his things and walk out, he still gritted his teeth and stood up. People in the countryside are struggling to survive every day.

The goal of the afternoon is to beat the five-point area of He in the "electric cage", there is no time to kill He in advance, only four people will kill He for a period of time together, and it looks like it is almost, so Li Hansheng and his aunt will continue to kill He, Li Muxiao and Li Kangming will go to He.

In this way, he had to fight while killing, and the heat of the sun had reached its peak at this time, Li Hansheng felt that he had no sweat to come out. However, as a child who grew up in the countryside, he has experienced several ghost gates, and his mind is much tougher. I didn't complain about being tired, but I sped up the speed of my hands.

By the time the sun was about to set, the harvest had come to an end. The more you stick to the back, the easier it is, because it's not so sunny, and with the reduction of the remaining grass, thinking that success is imminent, the mood is uplifted, and there is greater motivation.

The sun finally went down and took in the heat of the day, scattering the red sunset.

Li Muxiao and his father walked in front with the threshing machine, Li Hansheng followed behind with tools on his back, and as for the eldest mother He Chunhui, she had already gone back to cook one step earlier.

After dinner, Li Hansheng thought that he would be tired and collapsed on the bed and didn't want to move, but he didn't expect that he was still in good spirits. However, Li Muxiao and Li Kangming were really tired, so they went to bed early after taking a shower.

Li Xiaosong was picked up by her grandfather to play a few days ago, and Li Hansheng didn't want to go anywhere else to play for a while, so he took out the [Spring] album of [Reader] and sat on the chair to read it comfortably.

Readers have stories, miscellaneous conversations, essays, jokes, rich in content and a lot of information, and at that time, [Reader] was the favorite extracurricular reading material for most students. Li Hansheng often borrows some of the above plots or sentences, and when they are used in composition, they can often achieve good results.

However, when he saw an article, his face sank, his breathing became heavier, and his eyes, which were still smiling, became serious.

“...... When I came to the big city of Shanghai, I found that I was really dirty compared to my classmates. I can't paint, I can't play a musical instrument, I don't know Hong Kong and Taiwan celebrities, I haven't read martial arts novels, I don't know what to do, in order to understand the concept of "warehouse supermarket" in marketing management class, I looked at it curiously in METLON for a day, I have never seen such a variety of products.

I had never touched a computer, so I spent half a year in the school computer room learning the basics and operational skills that you learned in middle school. My English is deaf English, dumb English, my pronunciation is not understood by Chinese and foreigners, this can't blame me, there are no foreign teachers in our hometown, teachers themselves can't read accurately, how can we teach students how to pronounce correctly? I didn't have a good foundation, and I had to spend another year correcting my pronunciation.

......

When I finally graduated, I was surprised that it was difficult to find a job with a university diploma that I had worked so hard to study, a job in Shanghai, and no employment opportunities when I returned to my hometown. Many of the fresh undergraduates who are lucky enough to find jobs in Shanghai only have a salary of more than 2,000 per month, maybe you think this money should be enough for your pocket money, but for me, I still have to rent a house, pay water, electricity, gas and phone bills, and pay off student loans, and I want to send some money to my family so that my younger siblings can continue to study, and the rest of the money is only enough for me to eat rice every meal, and I still can't sit with you on Starbucks and drink coffee together!

When public opinion calls on us college students to start a business, I really don't understand what capital we have to start a business as a recent graduate who has neither money nor experience, and why don't the workers in those units who are superficial but can guarantee income in drought and flood not resign and start a business? Maybe all of this is to blame for me being born in the wrong child, why I wasn't born in Shanghai!

At this point, I need to declare: I am not from a rural area, I am from a small city, I have completed my master's degree in Shanghai, and now I have a job with an annual salary of 70,000 or 80,000 yuan. I've struggled for 18 years and now I can finally sit down with you for coffee. “

[I have struggled for eighteen years to sit with you at Starbucks and coffee] Twenty-one big characters, every word in it, pierced into his heart, is it true that I have struggled all my life, and I am really not as good as someone else's birth?

Li Hansheng closed his eyes, thinking about the figure of the heavy snow that fled in a hurry, and the screams behind him; Before the final exam, I was obviously reluctant but had to separate. sighed and closed the book heavily, can the solidification of class really be broken by being admitted to college? What if I had crossed the single-plank bridge only to find that there was still a desperate mountain cliff?

Maybe it's better to give up early?

No! Even if I still face the obstacles of the mountains in the end, I will try my best to move forward and do my best, at least much higher than now, no matter how bad it is, it will not be worse than now!

Li Hansheng put the book away, took out the English book, and began to memorize the words. Originally, he was so tired today that he wanted to simply rest for a day, but now that he has to hunt for so many days in the future, does he still rest every day? It is necessary to know that learning is like sailing against the current, and if you don't advance, you will retreat.

In the following time, Li Hansheng helped his eldest brother's family to beat the harvest during the day, and after taking a shower at night, he took an English book and memorized the words, and when he was tired of memorizing, he took out the [reader] to read for a while, and then continued to memorize.

Occasionally, Li Muxiao came over, and saw that his younger brother was engrossed in memorizing words, and he didn't bother, so he took a book, sat next to him and read, the dim light shrouded the two of them, and the picture was extremely harmonious.

Li Muxiao also stayed for a short time, and when he saw that it was almost nine o'clock, he said hello to Li Hansheng, and went back to sleep. Li Hansheng said goodbye to his eldest brother, recited it for a while, and then went to sleep. Only by maintaining a good routine can we have the energy to continue to work and study every day.

Fifteen days later, the uncle's crop was all threshing, and the beaten rice was first spread on the floor to dry. Then use a hand-cranked threshing machine to blow out all the deflated and bad rice and use it to feed pigs and ducks. The plump paddy is packed in clean bags, and bags are neatly stacked in the storeroom, and the storehouse is sealed with wooden planks.

The rice has been put into storage, which means that this year's farming has completely ended, and everything else is slowly being done. Everyone was much more relaxed, Li Muxiao bought watermelon and cola, and made a big meal to celebrate the reward.

At the dinner table, Li Muxiao said that she would leave for school tomorrow morning.

"Why are you so early, play at home for a few more days." The eldest lady is very anxious.

"It's only been a few days since I left school, so I went to the school in advance to see if there was any work, and now I'm going to find a little better." Li Muxiao waved her hand, "Mom, don't worry, I'm just doing tutoring or something, I won't be tired." ”

He Chunhui's words were not spoken, but she just looked at her son fixedly, her eyes full of distress.

"Okay, since you've decided, we won't say much, anyway, you take care of yourself." Li Kangming knew that his son had the right idea when he was a child, and he would not change his decision if he made it.

He Chunhui saw that her husband said this, so she had to nod as well, "Xiao, you must take care of yourself, if you don't have enough money, call back, and your father will call you for money." “

"Okay, I will, take care of yourself." Li Muxiao nodded and looked at Li Hansheng.

"Brother, I'll leave tomorrow morning at six o'clock, will you see me off?"

"Definitely!" Li Hansheng nodded heavily, although he was reluctant, but after the spiritual struggle that night, he knew that the eldest brother was doing the right thing. If you don't have a good background, you can only rely on your own desperate efforts to open a path.