I'm scared.

These five words, Shi Sheng said very lightly, but Mo Nian still heard them clearly.

"Harm...... Fear? Mo Nian was stunned.

Shi Sheng's eyes moved, as if he came back to his senses, realized that he had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly remedied: "It's nothing, you heard it wrong." ”

"You want to know what's happened over the years?" Mo Nian took the initiative to change the topic, although she didn't think she heard it wrong, but she didn't continue to dwell on that sentence, she could see that Shi Sheng minded this matter very much.

Seeing that Mo Nian didn't ask, Shi Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, and then nodded: "When I first appeared, I found that I had grown up, and the date of the electronic clock in the room was not right, I wanted to ask Steward Zhuang what happened, but as soon as he met, he stared at my legs, and then invited me to stay in this room......"

Mo Nian is not surprised, Ji Shisheng is unable to stand because of the accident fourteen years ago, which caused a psychological shadow.

When Steward Zhuang saw Shi Sheng standing up, his first reaction was not uncommon to think of him as Ji Qingmo.

"I sensed that something was wrong and didn't dare to say anything, so I searched the room and found something similar to a mobile phone."

Shi Sheng said again: "After groping for a long time, I found that I needed a password to open it, but I ......"

He doesn't know the password.

"So I asked the housekeeper for a call, but fortunately he didn't refuse me."

Shi Sheng said again: "I took the phone, I will call my parents immediately......"

"They also think of you as Ji Qingmo?" Mo Nian can guess the plot behind.

It turned out that Assistant Bai mentioned to her that Ji Qingmo had an abnormal reaction five years ago, and used clumsy acting skills to deceive others that it was Ji Shisheng, which was not caused by Ji Qingmo, but was done by Shi Sheng.

"yes."

When Shi Sheng said this, his tone was stunned.

"Since then, you've known that you're a personality?" Mo Nian will not underestimate Ji Shisheng's IQ, even if it is Ji Shisheng who is not yet twelve years old.

When Shi Sheng heard this, he smiled bitterly and did not speak.

After a while, he spoke slowly: "Obviously, I have memories from childhood to adulthood, and those memories tell me that I am Ji Shisheng, and I am also the Shi Sheng you know, but I found that in essence, those memories do not belong to me, I am just a ...... Fake. ”

A fake that even parents don't recognize.

"I even ...... Not even a person. ”

Shi Sheng lowered his eyes and said in a complicated tone: "I'm just...... Personality. ”

Such a discovery was shocking and absurd for him.

But it is an undeniable fact.

"That's why you're reluctant to communicate with other people?" Although Mo Nian and Shi Sheng only met for the first time, they could feel that Shi Sheng's self-esteem was very strong.

Children are always like this, and they are unusually sensitive to certain things.

Adults may think that it is just a trivial matter, but for children, those things are simply more terrible than the sky falling!

Shi Sheng knows that he is a personality, but it does not mean that he is willing to be treated as a personality.

What's more, these people who regard him as a personality are none other than the parents and housekeepers who are closest to him in his memory......

In the eyes of Mo Nian and other outsiders, this kind of thing is reasonable, after all, Shi Sheng is really just a personality, and he can't be equated with Ji Shisheng.

But for Shi Sheng, who has the memories of Shisheng when he was eleven, such a reality is too cruel.

"Hmmm......"

Shi Sheng was pierced by Mo Nian, and he didn't deny it, but just responded sullenly.

"That'...... Why me? ”

Mo Nian asked the doubts in his heart, "Whether it's your parents, Steward Zhuang, or Captain Wang...... You don't want to communicate with them, so why just change it to me? ”

"You ......"

Shi Sheng raised his eyes slightly to look at her, and there was a little more smile on his previously melancholy face: "You're not...... Do you recognize me? Although you are a little worse than me, you don't recognize me at first sight, but you ...... Still recognize me, I didn't hesitate at all, I didn't even make a mistake the first time you called my name, it wasn't Ji Qingmo, but ...... Shisheng. ”

"My parents, Steward Zhuang, they think I'm lying Ji Qingmo, no matter how I explain it, they won't believe me in the end."

Shi Sheng said: "At that time, I kept thinking, what happened? What happened in the nine years from 2005 to 2014 for such a change to occur? No one can give me an answer, so I thought of you at the first time, and I thought you would definitely give me an answer. ”

"Aren't we best friends?"

When Shi Sheng said this, his smile became sunny, and he swept away the previous haze, and he said in a slightly proud tone: "It turns out that I am right, as long as I find you, you will recognize me, you ...... Surely you can tell me what has happened over the years, right? ”

Although Shi Sheng has always been confident, the ending sentence "Is that right? But it revealed the uneasiness in his heart.

Whether he admits it or not, he is just a split "personality" from Ji Shisheng.

Even if he has Ji Shisheng's memory, he is not Ji Shisheng, let alone a "good friend" who has really played with Mo Nian.

If Mo Nian didn't admit him, he couldn't complain about Mo Nian.

Because, Mo Nian didn't do anything wrong.

The wrong person is him.

His existence is a mistake.

"Hmm."

Just when Shi Sheng was nervous, Mo Nian's calm voice sounded in his ears, like a shot in the arm, giving him a sense of security: "If you want to know, I will tell you everything, so...... Don't cry anymore. ”

“…… Huh? ”

Shi Sheng was stunned when he heard this.

At this time, he suddenly felt that something was wrong.

There was a warmth on his cheeks.

Raise your hand and gently wipe it, and put it on your fingers in front of you, stained with water droplets that must have tasted salty.

When was he......

"Do you want me to hug you?"

Mo Nian's voice sounded from the side.

While speaking, Mo Nian stood up from the chair and came to him, "When I am injured and crying, she will hug me at night, she said that although this will not cure the pain, it will make people feel more comfortable." ”

"You—Do you think I'm a child!"

Shi Sheng was a little flustered, "Childish! ”

"Aren't you only eleven years old, not yet twelve?" Mo Nian asked rhetorically, "At this age, isn't it a child?" ”

"Less, less nonsense!"

Shi Sheng was bluffing, but after realizing the fact that he was crying, he could feel warm tears constantly flowing from his sour and swollen eyes, and he couldn't stop it.

"I don't need this childish comfort!" Shi Sheng held up hard.

"But you look like you need someone to hold you."

Mo Nian saw that Shi Sheng seemed to cry even more fiercely, but he didn't realize it himself.

Before Shi Sheng rejected her again, Mo Nian suddenly said, "Don't you want to see my face?" You can watch as long as I hold you. ”

Shi Sheng stiffened, as if he was moved.

There is play.

Seeing this, Mo Nian said, "You can still pinch it." ”

Shi Sheng: "!! ”

The man in front of her had "heartbeat" written all over his face, Mo Nian stopped talking nonsense, she opened her arms, and hugged the child who was about to cry into a ball but refused to admit it, and the man who looked like a man and was a teenager in her heart.

Is......

Shivering.

Mo Nian turned his face slightly, looking at the man who buried his face around his neck, his eyes were faint.

When I looked at him, I didn't know at all.

When I held him, the feeling was obvious.

It turned out that he was already crying and shaking.

Uncomfortable, right?

Scared?

It's okay.

It doesn't matter.

I'll hold you.

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