I had no sleep all night, and before I knew it, the sky was already bright, and I still subconsciously looked to the side in a blink of an eye, but there was no person, and it was cold and cold on the couch.

Only then did I remember that it was his cave room last night, and he should have stayed in the Jiaoyuan Palace.

After dressing up, Rulan took a soft wool brocade cloak for me to put on, and said softly, "The emperor and the queen mother are going to ask the queen mother for peace, and they won't come back for a while." ”

Rulan carefully knotted the strap of her cloak and continued, "The princess and General Yan are already preparing to leave for their home at this time, and they will pass by the city gate in a while, and my sister can meet him at the city gate." ”

I was ecstatic, I couldn't take care of it for a while, and hurriedly ran out, but Rulan suddenly grabbed me, with a solemn expression, "Sister, for the last time, don't entangle with the general anymore." ”

I paused, and a layer of mist gradually appeared in my eyes, and I nodded deeply after a while.

For the last time.

Don't dwell on it any longer.

The wind was blowing outside, and the cloak was blowing and hunting, and I ran up to the castle tower out of breath, and Princess Yiyi's car just came out of the palace.

It was a very ornate carriage, surrounded by guards and attendants, and went out in circles.

I opened my mouth, but I didn't shout anything, I just stood silent, and the wind blew my hair away, and I just stood motionless, and it was fine to watch him go out quietly.

This palace is too much like a cage, just lock me up.

Suddenly, the curtain on the carriage window was lifted open, and Yan Yi's handsome face appeared in the window, and before I could react, he had already looked sideways at me, with undisguised surprise in his eyes.

Immediately the carriage stopped, Yan Yi lifted the curtain and came out of the carriage, and ran to the side steps in three steps and two steps, wanting to get up the city tower.

I knew that I should avoid it at this time, but my feet were as heavy as a thousand pounds, and I couldn't take a step, and I watched him run up.

Princess Yi seemed to be shouting, but where could Yan Yi hear it, her body leaned out halfway, and when she saw me on the city tower, she suddenly quieted down, looking at me with a smile in her eyes and a faint bitterness, somehow, I somehow avoided her gaze.

Yan Yi had already come up to the city tower and came over with a happy face.

Seeing him get closer and closer, his heart beat harder.

I blurted out, "Don't come here." ”

When the sound fell, even I was shocked, I wanted to see him so longingly, and now at such a close distance, what am I afraid of?

Yi Yan really paused, he was dressed in red, and the sleeves of his black stripe stood there, how many times have I dreamed that he could ride a tall horse in red to marry me—and now he is finally dressed in red, but not for me.

Yan Yi was just stunned for a moment, and then returned to his usual gentle smile, "Why are you here, such a strong wind, if you have a cold, don't cry when you take medicine." ”

I chuckled softly, "How. ”

"That's right, it's to smile like this, and it's the best to smile."

Listening to such a sentence, my nose was sore, but I had an urge to cry, the man in front of me, he had obviously done so much for me, but still didn't tell me a word, only suffered silently.

Tears fell unexpectedly, but I still held the corners of my mouth hard, I was afraid that such a smile would be more ugly than crying.

"Yilang...... If you think less about me...... Will we not miss out? "I almost choked on crying, I have rarely cried so violently, but now I am so angry, we were so close, but we still pass by.

He stepped forward, ran his fingers lightly over my hair, and said, "Fool, what's the point if I don't think about you, even if I don't miss it." ”

"But you ......" I cried silently, and my eyes fell on the carriage under the city wall, and Princess Yiyi sat outside the carriage and waited quietly for him to return.

I know that this parting, we are real this time, and it is completely impossible again.

"We're going to have to live." He told me.

Stay alive.

I watched as he reached out to me, he wrapped his arms around me, he hugged me tighter than ever, I didn't refuse, let him hold him, tears dripping into his robe.

"Zhu string is broken, and the mirror is missing. Morning dew, Fang time break. The white head groaned, and the parting was sad. Don't miss the concubine if you work hard to add food, Jinshui soup soup, and Jun Changjue! I rubbed the corner of his coat and whispered softly in his ear, word by word.

"Dumping Yan, you remember, you are Yan Qingjiu's favorite woman in her life."

I held back my tears, "The princess is waiting for you." ”

He let me go, gave me a deep look, and then turned and left.

The clouds on the horizon moved very slowly, the sky was as blue as a wash, I tried my best to raise my head high, but the tears could not return to my eyes, slowly, the sky was like rain, and I could not stop.

I never thought that I would be separated from Yan Yi so peacefully, there are people next to each other, and we are no longer possible.

I watched him get into the carriage without looking back, and slowly walked out of the palace gate.

Yan Yi that everyone sees is gentle and considerate, only I know that he is very stubborn, and I am also very stubborn, on the day we meet on the platform, if I am weak, maybe, everything will be different.

But I don't regret it, if I can't give him the best of myself, then I'd rather not give it.

The Yan family is a century-old family, a family of military generals, on the day of the fall of the Yan family, the first to bear the brunt was the Yan family, the Yan Yi family was ruined, and now he has become the head of his face, but he has never told me, he always has a warm smile, silently blocking all the wind and rain for me.

From now on, there will be no one to shelter me, no more.

I turned around and wanted to go back to the palace.

But the pupils dilated instantly, and the one standing in front of him was ...... Jun Mochen.

He was dressed in a narrow-sleeved python robe, the cuffs were inlaid with embroidered gold thread auspicious clouds, the scarlet and white jade belt around his waist, and the white jade exquisite waist was hung on it, and his bearing was compelling, but at this moment, his face was gloomy, and he stood far away.

I was shocked, how did the person who was supposed to accompany the queen to ask the queen mother for peace appeared here? He actually saw all the things that happened?

After a while, he chuckled, "It's really Langqing's concubine's envy of others." ”

My heart tightened, and I pursed my lips and said nothing.

He looked at me, then turned away, the contempt in his eyes weighing heavily on my heart.

As soon as I returned to the palace, Rulan hurriedly came forward to support me, with a worried look, "Sister, I'm back, it's so windy outside, if you don't come back, Rulan will look for you." ”

I let Rulan help me and sat on the side of the eight-treasure glazed couch, Rulan hurriedly took a soft pillow with gold silk and flowers and put it behind her back, and shook my hand, "It's so cold, I guess my body is blown through, sister cover it quickly." ”

I only shook my head silently, Rulan saw that my face was wrong, got up and took the hot water from the maid's hand, dismissed everyone in the palace, sat down beside me, took my hand lightly, rubbed it slowly, and warmed my hand.

"What's wrong with my sister? Can you see General Yan? ”

I nodded slightly, "I saw it, but I also saw Jun Mochen." ”

Rulan's movements stopped, and her eyes were full of worry when she looked at me, "Then what about him...... Can you anger my sister? ”

"He wasn't angry with me." I didn't even have a question, but why was my heart more disturbed than when he questioned and was angry? Thinking of his gloomy complexion, chuckling and disdainful of the departing figure, his heart was heavy for no reason.

After sitting for a long time, by noon, the sky was still not good, Jun Mochen should have finished greeting the Queen Mother, but until now he has not come back, in the end he is still angry.

sneered in his heart, no matter what, if you don't come back, you won't come back, and the province is tired of each other, and it is not happy.

Qiaohe came twice and invited me out to eat, but I didn't have any appetite at all.

Rulan only thought that I was not happy in Yan Yi's heart, and persuaded her, "Sister, don't think too much, a good man like General Yan, if he becomes a forehead in the future, it is unknown, but my sister should plan for herself." ”

I looked up and scolded her, "What has become of a girl who has not been out of the cabinet to say these things all day?" ”

But she didn't want her to look serious, and said, "Rulan has followed her sister all her life." ”

I don't know what this girl thinks in her heart, the man should marry the woman, she is good, she doesn't even have the mind to marry, I don't know if it's been with me for a long time, my stubborn temper has infected most of her, no matter how I say it, I'm not moved, but it's difficult for her.

Knowing that what he said was in vain, he changed the topic and said, "What can I plan?" It's just a matter of breathing. ”

"How can you survive? My sister is a princess, how can those women compare. ”

How can I compare, I'm not also a woman in the palace? The concubine is the heir of the royal family, and the princess is mostly for the royal marriage to win people's hearts, a useless princess like me, isn't it the same as a waste person, what's the difference?

Rulan said, "My sister's canonization ceremony is coming soon, so I will be the concubine of this palace in the future." ”

But no, the palace has been busy with the post-sealing ceremony these days, where can I still think of my inconspicuous little repair? I forgot about it.

The canonization ceremony is imminent, and I will be one of the thousands of women in this palace in the future.

Just as he was out of his mind, Qiaohe said outside the hall, "Girl, the emperor's father-in-law Fuquan is here to deliver the decree, the girl should come out quickly to receive the decree." ”

I thought of Jun Mochen's smiling eyes full of disdain, why did I finally come?

I knelt calmly on the cold ground, and listened to the father-in-law in front of me, "Spread my message...... Ling Xuan Yan moved out of the Lintoe Palace from now on, thinking of his obedient behavior and lofty thoughts...... Then the canonization ceremony was dismissed......"

Really.

What was said later, he didn't even hear a word, only the sentence "Ling Xuan Yan moved out of the Lintoe Palace from now on...... The canonization ceremony is stopped" is very real.

I raised my eyes and looked out the window, and a row of geese flew over the eaves of the palace in front of me.

I laughed softly.