Chapter 48: Effort

The loss of the child was the last straw that crushed Lin Anran.

She was completely devastated.

After Gu Chengjun left, Lin Anran began to cry.

In my mind, the past is like the wind, constantly passing through my mind.

Suddenly I felt terrible.

Her biological father can sell her to anyone at will for interest.

Her lover is full of disgust and alienation for her.

And her child also left her in an inexplicable kidnapping.

………

She didn't want to hate anyone, she didn't want to become hateful because of hatred, she wanted to try to live actively, and she made a three-year covenant for herself.

I hope that after three years, I can live completely for myself and no longer have to worry about anyone.

But the reality is not willing to let her go at all.

Since no matter whether she lets it or not, the result will not change again, so why does she keep going to be a gas bag? Be a little pitiful that everyone can trample on?

She can completely from now on, and she doesn't care about anyone but herself!

Lin Anran raised his hand and wiped away his tears fiercely, and some thoughts gradually took shape in his heart.

Her eyes became firm and cold.

If someone is here at this moment, they will definitely find that Lin Anran's temperament has changed dramatically.

In the past, she belonged to a dewy rose, delicate and poignant, but it was easy to fall into the dust.

And now she is more like a Lingxiao flower growing on the cliff, standing in the wind, no one can urge.

……

After his mood completely calmed down, Lin Anran got out of bed with a flat face.

She straightened her clothes and picked up the bag that was placed on the table.

Start the discharge process for yourself.

After a set of procedures, a layer of cold sweat couldn't help but ooze from her forehead.

But she still endured the pain and dealt with everything.

After she left, the doctor called Gu Chengjun.

He thought it was the patient's family who forced him to be discharged from the hospital, so his tone was not good.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ The body is very important, you can take advantage of your youth now, all kinds of pretentiousness, and when you are old later, it will be too late to regret it......"

"She's out of the hospital?" After listening to the doctor's words, Gu Chengjun only asked this one question.

"Hmmm......"

"I see." After saying that, he hung up the phone directly.

Sitting on the chair, Gu Chengjun's eyes were as deep as promised, and his fingers unconsciously tapped the table.

Suddenly, he picked up his mobile phone and called one of his subordinates, "Now, you go and investigate the specific location of Lin Anran for me, within half an hour, I want an exact answer." ”

"When you find it, will you bring someone to meet you?"

Gu Chengjun was about to nod, when he suddenly remembered the painful and hateful look in Lin Anran's eyes when he looked at him before.

So he changed his painting style vividly, "You follow her first, and report to me at any time." After a pause, "Don't let her find out." ”

He was originally going to wait for Lin Anran's mood to stabilize before going to talk to her well.

As a result, I didn't expect that this person would go through the discharge procedures alone and leave.

The body is so weak, and it still runs around.

Don't you want to live?

Gu Chengjun's eyes lit up, and his face suddenly sank.

After about ten minutes, his subordinates called Gu Chengjun again, "Mr. Gu, Miss Lin is now located in a community on East Street, and it seems that she wants to see the house." ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

What is she doing here, moving out?

This scene is so similar to three years ago.

I don't know what I remembered, Gu Chengjun's black eyes, which were already like deep pools, gushed out a little dark tide.

"Mr. Gu, Mr. Gu......" The subordinates talked for a long time, but they didn't hear Gu Chengjun's orders, so they could only continue to talk to themselves, "Are we going to continue to follow?" ”

"No need." Gu Chengjun said coldly, "You guys come back." ”

Since Lin Anran wanted to leave him so much, it would be as she wished.

Thinking of his loosening not long ago, Gu Chengjun smiled self-deprecatingly.

It's ridiculous that he should be soft-hearted because of such a woman.

……

After Lin Anran came out of the hospital, he quickly found a hardcover version of the apartment that could be moved in with his bag through Rent A, and directly paid the room fee for half a year.

I went out to buy a bunch of daily necessities, and the money I had accumulated was almost spent.

She thought that maybe Gu Chengjun might call her after finding out that she had left the hospital, so she silently thought of a lot of rhetoric in her heart.

But who knows, from the beginning to the end, that person has never asked a word at all.

It seems that she is self-inflicted again, after all, Gu Chengjun was only forced to marry her because of Grandma Gu, and now that he consciously abdicated to make way for Xian, he must be very happy.

Where are you still willing to have the slightest relationship with her.

She and him have become two parallel lines again, living in their respective worlds.

……

"Lin Anran." Lin Anran was sitting at his desk drawing the design draft, when the call of Director Wang suddenly came to his ears.

"Huh?" She raised her eyes to look at Director Wang, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"Where is the list between you and Bai Jinxi now?" Director Wang frowned and asked, "Just now her agent called and said that she still has some questions, and she needs to talk to you in detail, asking if you are free this afternoon." ”

"Ahh A hint of surprise flashed in Lin Anran's eyes.

Since that kidnapping, Bai Jinxi, like Gu Chengjun, has never contacted her again.

After all, it was not a good memory, so she consciously thought that Bai Jinxi should have filed a case with Director Wang and arranged for someone else to deal with it.

But now Director Wang told her that this designer has always been herself and has never changed.

Although Lin Anran was surprised, on the surface, her expression remained unchanged, she smiled and said, "Of course I'm free, did they say the specific address?" ”

"They said they would come directly to the company to find you later."

"Okay, I got it."

After Director Wang left, Lin Anran was looking down, looking at the sketch in his hand, and suddenly lost interest.

Maybe it comes from a woman's intuition, she always feels that Bai Jinxi's intention is not so simple.

But apart from this, is there any other communication between them? Gu Chengjun?

Don't......

Lin Anran narrowed his eyes, Gu Chengjun had already promised Bai Jinxi something, so this person specially came to show off to her?

Looking at Bai Jinxi's appearance, it shouldn't be so boring.

In the thousands of turns of thought, Bai Jinxi came to Lin Anran's company as promised.

Lin Anran thought for a while and then picked up the notebook on the table, and naturally raised an indifferent smile on his face, thinking about the hall where Bai Jinxi was sitting and walking.

"Miss Bai, Sister Sun." Lin Anran smiled and stretched out his hand generously, "We meet again." ”

Bai Jinxi did not speak.

After Sister Sun glanced at her, she took the lead in shaking hands with Lin Anran with a smile, "I'm really sorry to trouble you again this time." ”

"It's all as it should be." Lin Anran stopped greeting and opened the notebook directly, "Let's talk about the dress in detail, if you have any other requirements, please don't hesitate to mention it." ”

Bai Jinxi pursed her lips and looked at Sister Sun, "Sister Sun, I have something to tell Lin Anran, can you leave first......

It should have been said a long time ago, because after hearing Bai Jinxi's words, Sister Sun didn't feel surprised, so she got up and left.

It's just that when she left, she raised her hand and gently patted Bai Jinxi's shoulder as a warning.

Seeing these two people behaving like this, Lin Anran closed the notebook, leaned back slightly, and waited indifferently for Bai Jinxi to speak.

She wanted to see what the man was going to do.

"An Ran......" Bai Jinxi looked left and right, and suddenly called Lin Anran's name softly.

The tears in her eyes quickly condensed in her eyes, and she couldn't get rid of her appearance, which was a little more delicate, and people couldn't help but want to pity her.

"The day the two of us were kidnapped, I really didn't mean not to say anything to help you, I was just too scared......"

"Those two people are so vicious, and they are still coming at me, I really can't help it."

"Miss Bai stop." Bai Jinxi's words pulled Lin Anran's memory to that night again, and she couldn't help but think of her child who had died before she saw the light of day.

His face turned cold at the moment, "What are you talking about in the past?!" ”

"I just wanted to ask you if you can forgive me. I really didn't mean to......"

"What does my forgiveness matter to Miss Bai?" Lin Anran frowned, and his long eyelashes covered the emotions in his eyes.

She was actually able to conclude that Bai Jinxi's true purpose was definitely not to ask for her forgiveness.

If I really felt guilty, I should have come to her after that incident was over, not now.

"So......" Bai Jinxi paused, tears grunted down his face, and then crossed his face, "Can you help me beg Ah Jun and let him take care of me." ”

"He thought that I was vicious and wanted to kill you, so he gave up on me. Just go and explain it to him and we'll ......"

It turned out that this was the case, Lin Anran didn't finish listening, and stood up directly.

"If Miss Bai came to me to talk about design, then I welcome it."

"But if it's something else, I can't accompany it." As the words fell, she lifted her leg and prepared to leave directly.

"Lin Anran!" But who knows, before she walked half a meter, Bai Jinxi behind her suddenly roared.

She pointed to Lin Anran's hand, couldn't help trembling, and tears broke through her eyes, "I know you like Ah Jun, but you have already divorced!" ”

"He hates you so much, so even if you squeeze me out, he can't be with you! Why do you have to pour cold water on me! ”

The hall, which was still a little lively, suddenly fell silent.

Everyone's eyes were all on Lin Anran and Bai Jinxi.

Lin Anran turned his back to Bai Jinxi's figure, first stiffened, and his footsteps couldn't help stopping.

She really didn't expect that Bai Jinxi would use this trick.

As a public figure, in order to get her off the water, so you don't even want your own face?

"Lin Anran, if I beg you, you go and explain it to Ah Jun, so that he doesn't misunderstand me because of you again......" A trace of pride flashed in Bai Jinxi's eyes, "I love him so much, there is really no way to ......"

Lin Anran turned around and looked at where Bai Jinxi was playing, and the mockery in his eyes became more and more obvious.

After Bai Jinxi finished speaking, she hooked the corner of her mouth and showed a smile: "I used to think that true love and innocence was just a joke, but today, after seeing Miss Bai, I realized how naΓ―ve my former self was." ”

Xiao San ran to the original partner, saying that she and the original partner's husband were true love, and begged the original partner to intercede for her husband? Awesome, amazing. Lin Anran slapped his palm.