Chapter Twenty-Six: Amu's Secret
Su Xiaoxiao was thinking about it, but was interrupted by a bad voice, "But you miss us?" ”
Su Xiaoxiao was startled, almost fell off the carriage, and saw that the person who came was the seventh child, so he let go of the money, lifted the sedan curtain, and motioned for him to throw the things in his hand into the carriage.
Seeing that Lao Qi put his things away, Su Xiaoxiao also got into the car, sorted out his things, and sat back in the carriage quietly.
Who is Amu? If this problem is not solved, she really has something on her mind.
The three of them found three rooms at random, Su Xiaoxiao's room was in the center, Amu's room was on the left, and Lao Qi's was on the right. Not long after Su Xiaoxiao entered the room, there was a knock on the door.
"Who?" Su Xiaoxiao cautiously picked up the long sword left by Amu by the door, and asked in a nervous voice.
"It's me, Amu."
Su Xiaoxiao listened to the voice and Amu's, so she put the arrow aside and walked over to open the door.
The inn I am looking for is also very crowded, the kind with a lot of people, people downstairs, and a lot of people upstairs. Su Xiaoxiao cautiously opened the door through a small crack, looked outside, and made sure that no fandom noticed this, so he opened the door and dragged Amu in.
Amu chuckled with a mocking look, "What the hell are you scared?" ”
Su Xiaoxiao closed the door, then slowly walked to the table, poured a cup of tea for Amu, handed the cup to his hand, sat opposite Amu, poured himself a cup of tea, and took a sip before speaking.
"I'm a very life-loving person." Su Xiaoxiao chuckled, "I always feel that there are still some major things in my life that have not been completed, and now is not the time to die." ”
"Haha," Amu was amused by Su Xiaoxiao's words, put down the teacup in his hand, and put on a serious expression, "Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I'm afraid these people are chasing me." ”
Su Xiaoxiao raised her head and didn't speak, just looked at him with questioning eyes. With a shaved face, a tall nose, good-looking eyebrows and eyes, at this moment, there is an honest and kind heart. Su Xiaoxiao really didn't expect that Amu would come to him by himself to say this.
Such an apology made Su Xiaoxiao flattered.
"I was originally the second young master of Ling Anguo's Chu Xiu family." After Amu finished speaking, he raised his head and looked at Su Xiaoxiao's application, thinking that he would be surprised, but there was no unusual expression on Su Xiaoxiao's face. Amu only regarded it as a down-to-earth person and didn't know the power of the Chu Xiu family.
"Three years ago, I returned from a study trip, and the person I liked as a childhood sweetheart became someone else's wife, and which one is still my eldest brother." Amu's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and when it came to emotion, he couldn't help but sound the scene where he had just come home from outside, everything was really unforgettable.
I still remember when I first met her, I thought I could finally marry her, but I didn't want to, the fate of the two of them in this life was over. His eldest brother pulled her sleeve, pointed at Amu and said to her, "I will be an uncle from now on." ”
And she, with a humble and respectful face, bent down and saluted, lowered her eyebrows and ears, and called him softly, "Second Young Master Chu." At that moment, his heart was broken.
Su Xiaoxiao didn't know how to comfort her, so she had to stand up, help pour another cup of tea, and gently put it in front of Amu, "Say it slowly, and then what?" ”
Later, I was unwilling, I tried to meet her every day, that day, she went to the temple to burn incense and ask for Buddha, I followed all the way, and finally found an opportunity to talk to her in the temple. But, it's ......," Amu said, his hand clenched into a fist, and slammed it the table, the pain spread infinitely, and his face and heart were tangled.
Su Xiaoxiao was also anxious, "What's wrong?" Was it discovered? Or did you say something? Su Xiaoxiao originally knew that she shouldn't ask like this, other people's privacy, I'm afraid it would be rude to ask, but now she just wants to know, and she can't care about fat at all.
"She told me that she didn't want to marry my eldest brother because that day, my eldest brother ...... Defiled, she had no choice but to do so. Amu said, looking outside, through the back window, the cold moonlight shone on the room, making it even more desolate.
"Huh?" Su Xiaoxiao couldn't help but be surprised, how could there be such a big brother in the world?
"She couldn't wait for me to come back, and by the time I came back, she was pregnant. My eldest brother's child. Amu's fingers sank deep into the flesh, a man, in the face of love and affection, how to choose? It's really hard for him.
"Then why did you go to the Tien Shan? Why do you want to get Tianshan Snow Lotus? Su Xiaoxiao vaguely felt what was happening, as soon as the child was mentioned, Su Xiaoxiao felt strange in her heart, it couldn't be that there was something wrong with the child, right?
Amu lowered his head and walked in the direction of Su Xiaoxiao, at this moment, his attitude was calmer. "On that day, it was my eldest brother who devised to frame us, and he wanted to get rid of me through her, so that I would not compete with him for the property. That day, as soon as we chatted for a while, the eldest brother came with a group of people. ”
Amu turned around and looked out the window again, the scene in front of him changed infinitely, as if it was back to that day, when so many people surrounded the two of them.
"What's her name?" Su Xiaoxiao knew that Amu must be very sad now, and he didn't want her to think about those things all the time, so he asked casually to divert her attention.
"Twilight." Amu's voice was a little desolate, and at the mention of this name, he suddenly felt bitter in his heart. Did he hurt her, or should they not be with each other? Maybe the acquaintance was a mistake.
In fact, she and he both know that his eldest brother doesn't like her at all, everything is just a power struggle, everything is just a bureau, and she, the person who sacrificed in the bureau, she is not wrong, but she has to bear the greatest punishment, sometimes God is like this, there is no reason for anything.
Su Xiaoxiao sighed softly, the love in the world is sometimes indistinguishable. Is it more painful or more happy?
Sometimes, it seems to be more painful to be together, but I just want to follow my heart, but I don't want to let go, and when it hurts, I don't want to let go. The pain was unbearable, so I let go of my hand, and then spent = a lifetime missing that kind of thing that hurts.
Love, affection, friendship, in the face of power, are all dust.
"That day, she cried in fear, and knelt on the ground and prayed, and she said that we have nothing, nothing." Amu said, his voice trembling in pain.
Perhaps, what scared him the most that day was this sentence, she said, "We have nothing, nothing." "How can you say that? After so many years of relationship, how did it become nothing?
"The eldest brother was very angry, and in front of everyone, he said that Twilight had seduced me before, and that I was still young and didn't understand this."
"How could she say that? Doesn't he want to get rid of you? Having said that, can it still serve its purpose? Su Xiaoxiao couldn't keep up with the train of thought. What's going on in the minds of these people? Su Xiaoxiao became confused.
"Hehe......" Amu smiled a little desolately, "Xiaoxiao, you are young, and your thinking is simpler." Amu said, looking at Su Xiaoxiao, Su Xiaoxiao is indeed not a person who is good at fighting, these are for her to accept, let her think for herself, it is really a little difficult.
"He did it on purpose, he just said that." Amu's hand slammed on the table, and a few words came out of his mouth, "He just wants to force me to admit it." ”
Su Xiaoxiao nodded as if she understood.
"He punished Twilight Snow in front of me, kicking her body, kicking and kicking her, but it all fell on my heart." Amu said, his heart hurting more and more.
"But she's pregnant." Su Xiaoxiao looked at Amu suspiciously. She always had that child in her heart.
Amu nodded, "Yes, so, something happened to the child." ”
Amu's face turned unusually pale, and he explained painfully, "Xiaoxiao, you know what? When I saw blood coming out of her legs, and watched her still kneeling and explaining loudly, you know? My heart is broken. Amu's eyes moistened a little.
This incident is his most painful experience, from childhood to adulthood, he is the most favored person, but when he returns with blood, he is faced with such a thing, he can't accept it, can't imagine, can't understand.
"She was on her knees struggling, explaining, she was not shouting my name, I don't know when it started, she stopped calling my name, she was calling the name of the eldest brother, she said she was wrong, wrong."
Amu seemed to be stuck in an endless nightmare, unable to get out, more and more sad, and more and more unable to control his emotions. Xiaoxiao got up from the chair, pressed his shoulders, and told Amu to come down.
For a long time, in the past few days of acquaintance, Su Xiaoxiao thought that Amu was a noble, no sorrowful, angel-like person, but now, it seems that it is not. It's not like that. Amu also has his own sadness, or is it a lot of sadness, so for so long, he has been pretending, so sad, how difficult and difficult is it to hide so well?
"So, you're going to save her?"
Amu nodded, "Before that day, the eldest brother didn't know that she was pregnant, otherwise he wouldn't have done that." Amu was still mentioning his eldest brother and explaining, maybe he didn't want to accept it, he would rather believe that the eldest brother hated her, because he wanted to steal everything from him, and he didn't want to believe that the eldest brother who had loved him since he was a child suddenly became so cruel.
"He doesn't know?"
"Hmm." Amu nodded heavily and took your head, "Fortunately, I brought back a friend when I was out studying, he stayed up all night with all kinds of difficult and evil diseases, he helped hold the life of the mother and child, the child is still seven months old, he said that he must pick the Tianshan Snow Lotus before the child is born, the Tianshan Snow Lotus, so, I came." ”