Chapter 241: Peace of mind
(Girls' Literature)
I slept peacefully, really peacefully. This peace of mind emanates from the depths of my heart. It was also the most comfortable moment I've ever had, and even though I closed my eyes, I still felt everything in the outside world so clearly, whether I would admit it or not, he was sitting there.
Even though my eyes were closed, I could feel what he was like, almost completely in my mind. When he sits, he is used to holding his cheek with one hand, and he is used to standing up his spine straight, but I don't know if he will feel cold, and this little room can sometimes be cold like an ice cellar.
We breathed the same air in this room, and I think there must have been his snort, his clear gasps, every one of which I heard very well. In a quiet environment, the limits of my hearing will also be magnified, and my energy will be more concentrated.
But I just don't want to open my eyes, I don't want to open them at all. The alarm clock placed on the bedside table was filled with the ticking sound of the second hand moving, and only this voice reminded me that the world was always flowing, as if it was squeezed out of the cracks in the rocks, the sound of falling water, but the dripping fell on my heart. I hope it doesn't go so fast.
I hope it can slow down, slow down and slow down, and even hope that it can stop, just let him sit there all the time, and let us continue to be in this state of our own. One of my sisters told me that their house is very big, and sometimes when I stay alone in the house, I get scared and panic for no reason. But as long as there is a husband, it seems that all the demons and monsters are no longer afraid, this is the meaning of the husband, he is the biggest protector for girls! That inexplicable peace of mind......
I think I was absolutely so tired, really tired, that I could almost fall asleep pretty quickly just by lying like this. I barely felt anything about the outside world. I only knew that I was lying on the bed, and Li Yunxiang was sitting on the chair over there. Inside the room there was a sense of early spring, but I could still clearly feel the sound of snow falling outside the window.
From time to time, Li Yunxiang's snort would be very close to my face, and even sprayed straight on my face, and I knew that he must have walked next to me again at this time. At this time, if the quilt accidentally slipped down, he would lift it up for me. "Cover the quilt and don't freeze!" He said as he tugged at the quilt.
Although I grew up hating lying in bed with my eyes closed when I couldn't sleep. But lying on the bed at this time does not disgust me at all, but is very relaxed, but I hope that this time can be extended indefinitely. In the midst of this comfort, I fell asleep again. Yes, I slept again, and I don't know how I became a person who touched the bed now, it was so casual and so logical, I just fell asleep.
I didn't dream this time, I slept very soundly this time, and this time I slept quite deeply, and when I opened my eyes again, I found that it was very dark outside. It's just a silvery-white light reflected into the room by the snow. Everything in the room was hidden in a dark light.
I looked at Li Yunxiang, who was sitting on the sofa, and he was already asleep. The soft snoring echoed through every corner of the room. I know it's because he sat in the car all night last night, so he barely slept at all. His neck rested on the back of the couch, his mouth slightly open, and his hands in his pockets. Hehe, this sleeping position looks a little cute, and I see his long eyelashes, swaying up and down with the swing of his breathing.
One of Li Yunxiang's biggest features is that his eyelashes are long. It made his eyes look so ensighted that when he kissed me, the eyelashes alone could almost tickle my face. I covered my cheeks in shame when I thought of this!
I took out a blanket from the cabinet and gently covered him. Then I plugged in the electric heater and turned it on to him. "Hmm......" He rolled over, but didn't open his eyes. It seems that this guy is also sleepy, when I covered him with a quilt, I accidentally touched his face, and the touch on my hand made my hand involuntarily retract, as if I had touched a steel needle, and it hurt to the bone!
A sense of self-blame slowly developed in my heart. If only I had answered his phone and told him the details, at least I wouldn't have had to wait so long. In this way, Li Yunxiang will not sit in the car for a whole night, and he will be frozen like this.
I sighed, if he had beaten me first or scolded me without saying anything when he saw me coming back with Zhang Yefeng, then my heart would at least be much more comfortable than now. But he didn't scold me, he didn't scold me at all, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.
Really, sometimes if you are scolded by others, you will feel more calm in your heart, but if others forgive you without asking about your mistakes, there will be a lot of guilt in your heart.
For example, when I face Li Yunxiang now, this is how I feel. "Hmm......" Li Yunxiang slowly turned over again, and then slowly opened his eyes, and my hands suddenly seemed to be a little spasmodic, and they kept shaking.
The body shook involuntarily. "Huh? Yaya, you're awake! Li Yunxiang couldn't help but say something, and suddenly grabbed my hand, "Yaya......" He said softly, looking at the golden electric heater.
"I said why is it so warm here, so you have already turned on the electric heater for me." He said with a warm smile in his tone. "Yaya, I didn't expect you to care so much about me." I smiled awkwardly and tentatively pulled my hand out of his palm, but unfortunately didn't.
I turned on an electric heater for you because I was afraid that you would catch a cold, so I didn't treat you well, aren't you self-inflicted? But the next second, the strength of this guy's hand suddenly increased, it was estimated that it was the strength of the wrist, he was sitting on the sofa, and I bent down and stood in front of him, and as soon as his wrist was forced, he pulled me into his arms, and I almost threw myself on him. His two hands, like two thick iron tongs, were firmly fastened to my back. What is this for?
I couldn't dodge, "Li Yunxiang, calm down......" I said. Li Yunxiang's two arms were stiff like two iron rods, and my hands were supported on the sofa, "You let me get up first, this looks bad!" Didn't this guy just open his eyes, and he hasn't returned to normal, or hasn't he figured out what's going on? How can this come up and hug me with open arms? Could it be sleepwalking?
"I'll never let go again, I'll never leave again, every time I leave, when I let go, you're always hurt, it's all my bad, I'm sorry to make you hurt so much, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"
Then Li Yunxiang grabbed the back of my head, his lips came up, and they were tightly covered on top of my lips, I couldn't dodge, or I didn't react at all, so I could only let him kiss him. But this position made me extremely awkward, but the two hands he placed on my back had no intention of leaving. Rub, could it be that he is still sleepwalking?
His mouth was firmly blocked by him, and the posture of his body made him unable to move, and my two hands couldn't exert any strength now, only the red face and red ears were bare and bare on the ground, but Li Yunxiang seemed to be a fish that had been in the dry waters for a long time, and had been sucking greedily in my mouth.
He closed his eyes, and the pressure on the back of his head seemed to increase, which made me even more unable to move, and I could barely breathe. Suddenly his hand left the back of my head, and his lips stopped covering mine. I could finally get a moment of respite, and I greedily breathed in the hard-earned air, and "Ha......" now seemed to be some dying fish in the dry field where I had become. This guy is crazy, just crazy. That's the first thing I want to say.
When I thought like this in my heart, I looked at Li Yunxiang in front of me with hateful eyes, and he also gasped for breath, it seems that this kissing is indeed a hard work, which exhausted both of us. But in the next second, I realized what madness is, and if what I did just now was called madness, then what happened next could be called madness completely.
I struggled to get up from Li Yunxiang's body, but Li Yunxiang hugged my waist, and before I could figure out what the situation was, he picked me up as if he was hugging a koala bear baby, oh my God, what the hell is going on? "You're mine!" He spoke firmly in my ear, and although his voice was not loud, there was an element of utter intolerance to disobedience in this sentence!
He's this, he's this, is this crazy? My mind was still thinking about it, but the next second the master carried me to the bed, and then he pounced on me like a vulture that had seen a delicious hare, and threw me firmly on the bed.