(Girls' Literature)

I looked at Mimi, then turned my head and looked at my aunt, at this time, I was still a little worried about Li Yunxiang's situation! After all, although he is treating me like this now, it makes me feel so uncomfortable in my heart, but I am really worried about him, after all, after such a long time, I still have a deep relationship with him!

But listening to the persuasion of people to eat enough, now so many people persuade me not to chase Li Yunxiang rashly, it seems that there is really some truth, if I just run over to chase him, maybe for me or for him, it can cause some trouble! It's just that I didn't expect the effect to be so huge.

Because of Li Yunxiang's current emotional changes, the rhythm is really too fast, and I have no concept at all that any of my words will become an inducer of his emotional changes, which is also without any concept and prerequisite, in fact, in my heart, I already vaguely feel a little terrible about getting along with him!

Even, I have a feeling of "returning to the pre-liberation period overnight", as if when I was just in love with him, after I had that bar incident, Li Yunxiang's attitude towards me was shockingly reversed, almost overnight, my title in his mouth almost completely changed, from the previous "daughter-in-law", "wife", "baby" to the so-called "slut"! It's very straightforward. And this sentence is like a vicious seed, so deep in my heart, I can't stop the pain.

Thinking about the beginning, his characterization and title for me, I couldn't stop hurting in my heart, but this time the blow and hurt are still invading me like this, it seems to be more aggressive than the last time, and I am even more unable to parry! It's just that I'm still worried about him and hope that he can come back, but I still want to instinctively keep some distance from him, some safe distance, I hope he can understand my current situation, I also hope that he won't insult me like this again, I didn't betray him, really not, I love him, even if he hurts me again and again, but I really only have him in my heart, I hope he can understand!

Although there are a thousand and ten thousand worries about Li Yunxiang in my heart, Mimi still can't help but hug my quilt to her room! "Come, you have to sleep with me tonight, nothing to say, look at his virtue, I want to kill you almost every minute, I said Yaya, you won't even see this......" Tang Mimi still glared at me fiercely after speaking, and I was speechless! Yes, what is the ending, it is obviously very obvious, why deceive yourself? Hi, this is not good for anyone!

Sitting back on my bed and smelling the good smell of the room, my heart gradually settled down, and a new sense of security spread to all parts of my body! Mimi sat across from me and reached out and touched my face, and she helped me straighten my hair and hang it behind my ears. Finally, I had a sense of stability all over my body, a very stable feeling.

Her eyes looked at my forehead so carefully, then turned around and walked into the bathroom, and when she came back again, she was holding a towel in her hand, "Come, you put your head on ice first, you look at the swollen forehead like a big egg, this Li Yunxiang, I don't know how it can be so ......heavy" Mimi cursed in a low voice, "Yaya, you are so good to him, why did he treat you like this?" That's not fair! I shook my head and grabbed Mimi's hand, "Mimi, you know what?" In fact, I am very tired every day, I understand that Li Yunxiang is because of the changes in his family at this time, hitting his nerves again and again, so that he becomes sensitive and suspicious...... "Speaking of which, my emotions began to become a little uncontrollable again, and I began to choke!" Yes, he was hit so hard, but the blow I received, in my opinion, is really no less than him, not the slightest bit is not less than him, can't he really feel it?

"But, I've really, really worked hard, Mimi, you know? I tried to protect his fragile nerves, even the slightest bit of damage to his nerves, I tried not to happen, but why did this happen? At this point, I finally couldn't hold back my tears. It's really, really unexpected, isn't it? Although I need to understand Li Yunxiang well, the premise is that I am also a woman!

"Yaya, okay, don't cry......" Mimi patted me on the back, "Yaya, don't look at some times my nerves are really bigger, but I'm not a complete fool, there are some things, I can still see it, just like at this time, in fact, don't talk about me, Yin Zhe can also see it, you can see it completely, Yaya, don't you get along with him day and night without finding out?" I think he is really not the Li Yunxiang before, he is no longer as handsome and free and easy as before, and now he is more like a complete paranoid, paranoid, you know? Mimi said, perhaps too excited, and her facial expression began to distort a little! I looked at her and sighed again in my heart, silently!

I understand that for this good sister who has been with me for so long, she really feels sorry for me, very sorry for me! I don't just feel it, I feel it very much, the kind of temperament that flows out of Li Yunxiang now is very different from before, but what can I do .......?

"Mimi, I understand, but this period is his most difficult period, he was in that kind of privileged environment before, and now he is so down, this is also a period for him to adapt to a certain extent, I think he must also be because of his own transition period, and his emotions are also a little abnormal...... "I insisted on my thoughts again, although Mimi was angry at this time really because she felt sorry for me, but I didn't want others to look at Li Yunxiang like this, I didn't want to do it at all, In my heart, I still have to maintain his image, hey, but why should I be like this? In my heart, I know better than anyone why.

"Yaya, Yaya, it's wrong for you to say that, you're good to him, a group of us have seen it......" Mimi said panting, "Don't say anything else, do you know how different you are from before?" Before you, your personality was so cheerful, you can almost say that you love to talk and laugh, but look at you now? Always frowning, no smile at all, I see you, all of them are sad, Yaya, I understand, now because of the death of Li's mother, he is sad, you are sad, we are all sad for him, but he can't take his sadness and toss you like this, this is a bit excessive, you know? He can't force you to be nice to him......"

Mimi said these words in one breath, I cried uncontrollably, Mimi, your words are exactly what I said in my heart, I'm so tired, I'm really tired. Actually, I wanted to admit it a long time ago, didn't I?

That night, I don't know if I was sleepy, or if I was really tired, or if I hadn't had a good rest for so long, when I slept with Mimi, I suddenly felt that my body seemed to be much more comfortable, which was unprecedented comfort! After so many days, it seems that my body and mind can be completely relaxed!

Really relaxed! In a daze, I vaguely felt that Li Yunxiang and I seemed to be two rays sent from the same point, we were so close before, almost to the point of talking about nothing, but now? The distance between me and him is developing in both directions without restraint, and it is getting farther and farther away, and the gap between me and him seems to be getting bigger and bigger, and the gap between them, it seems that many things are not filled, does this mean that the two of us are really becoming more and more strangers? If that's the case, then is this nonsensical quarrel between me and him also like the Matthew effect, just starting round after round, endless cycle? It's not a nerve-wracking question, it's a nerve-wracking question, and I close my eyes in despair when I think about it.

It's like the trajectory of the relationship between the two of us is really going wrong, Li Yunxiang and I started a new separation, and this separation is not very far from the last time I had a problem with him. It's like a wave after a wave, there are peaks, of course, there are troughs, none of us know very well, the crest and the trough which arrived first! But the most terrifying thing is that this wave will go back and forth and will always accompany us for the rest of our lives. My life is almost forever gone!

So does this show that we will spend the rest of our lives in these days? In this way, this is not a very good phenomenon! Thinking about it now, my own heart began to feel sad again! Li Yunxiang's attitude towards me and his previous affairs this time has almost changed from before, he was very sensitive before, but this time, even after I lived here with Mimi for a long time, I didn't see him come and ask me to go back to live.