How can we definitely go back, we must be able to!

I'm ready to give up everything, I don't care about revenge, I can give up, but at this moment, the silence suddenly disappeared.

To be exact, she left, and she didn't want me anymore······

Looking at the empty room, my head exploded with a buzz, and then I went crazy and searched every corner of the villa, using all my forces to search for Ji Momo's traces, for three whole days, and found nothing.

It was like she had evaporated from the world, completely disappeared from my life.

I lay in the silent room, the air, the sheets, the quilt, the smell of her leaves everywhere, my heart was being dug out raw, and every breath was torn.

At this moment, I really saw how important silence is to me.

She is air, water, an indispensable part of my life, and without her, my life is incomplete.

"Brother Yunfan, we will never be together and will not be separated, okay?"

"I love you, always more than you love me."

"Brother Yunfan, I will always be with you."

"Revenge or me, which one do you want?"

"Dad's death, does it have anything to do with you?"

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The scenes of the past replayed in my mind like a movie, I would cry, laugh, and finally hold her quilt, and the tears could not be stopped.

The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

In the past, I looked down on men who shed tears casually, as a man, you should be responsible, you should be strong, you should shoulder your own responsibility, tears should not belong to men.

Now I understand that when your heart is like a knife and your heart hurts to the bone, your body is more real than your mouth, and tears will not stop overflowing your eyes because of anyone's obstruction.

A week later, I searched for a silent trail.

A month later, I'm still looking.

A year later, I finally accepted the fact that Silence had left me, and peace of mind was restored, and I did not stop looking for Silence's whereabouts.

No matter how long it takes, I'm going to get that damn woman back, and I'm going to break her hands and feet as I said, and make her lose the ability to run away from me.

Ji Momo, you'd better not let me find it, otherwise, I'll let you know what it's like to live rather than die.

Ji Momo, it was you who broke our promise first, don't blame me for being ruthless.

Ji Momo, I hate you, I hate everyone who makes me miserable······

But why, every time in the dead of night, I always wake up from a dream, my dream is very simple, but extremely cruel, in the dream we walk hand in hand on the street, you secretly one step behind me, the warmth in your hand suddenly disappears, I look back, I can no longer see your person, you disappear out of thin air, and so on dreams haunt me every night.

Midnight dreams, I always can't help thinking of you.

A distressed person whimpered.

I once suspected that I was crazy, no matter where I went, I could see your shadow, you always sat opposite when eating, you sat in the co-pilot when driving, occasionally looked back and saw you following me, smiling sweetly, hearing your voice from time to time, you called Brother Yunfan, slowly I didn't dare to agree, because I was afraid that as soon as I made a sound, you would disappear.

Silently, you see, although your people are gone, there are still your shadows everywhere around me.

Silently, after walking for so long, will you miss me.

Silently, I miss you, will you come back······

Why do you want to punish me like this, how can you be ruthless.

(End of chapter)