and the man I met today, obviously I met him on the first day, and her body didn't resist his approach, and even coveted the warmth on his body.

It is like a person who has lived in the dark abyss for a long time, and touches a ray of light, and as long as he grasps that light, he can be saved.

Salvation?

Thinking of this, Xu An couldn't help but laugh at herself, she actually wanted to be redeemed? Hehe, she is a pervert with a disease in her heart, a coward who doesn't dare to live in the sun, a neurotic who doesn't even know why she is sad, why she cries, and why she is afraid of others approaching! What qualifies her for salvation.

It's ridiculous, she's ridiculous······

In the dark room, there was a soft whimper.

Xu An covered her eyes with her hands, a series of tears flowed down from between her fingers, a strong sense of helplessness and unknown pain hit her like Mount Tai overwhelming, she lay on her side and curled up, her whole body trembling slightly.

In the dark room, the whimpering sound mixed with the sorrow of pain seemed to be suppressed by the owner, and gently and unstoppably spread to every corner.

"I'm floating, you are shaking, you are shaking, rootless weeds, when the dream wakes up, the sky is clear, how to flutter, love for a second more, hate will not be less······"

The melancholy and desolate bell rang suddenly in the darkness.

The ringtone rang again and again, calling the owner of the phone with all his might.

It wasn't until Xu An was impatient with the ringtone that he picked up his mobile phone and connected it.

"How do you answer the phone?"

As soon as I pressed the call button, a hurried and worried voice came from the phone.

Xu An's hand holding the mobile phone clenched tightly, and slowly relaxed, ignoring the other party's question, and there was a trace of impatience in his slightly hoarse voice.

"Is there something wrong?"

"What's wrong with you? Did someone bully you? ”

The other party almost noticed that something was wrong with her voice almost the moment Xu An spoke, and her tone seemed more and more anxious, which was the most genuine emotion from the bottom of her heart.

It is also Xu An's most hated and disgusting emotion!

"Xu Lang, put away your nervousness and concern, you know that I hate you like this the most, it makes me feel extremely disgusting."

The conversation remained quiet for a full minute, and the sound of slow breathing reminded each other that the other was still there.

Xu Lang's silence made Xu An feel very happy, she could almost imagine the expression on Xu Lang's face at this moment, it must have been very suppressive and painful, but the pain in her heart found an outlet.

"Does it hurt? I'm so happy to see you hurt. ”

She takes pleasure in hurting them.

They are her only relatives in this world, and the only people she has ever hated and resented!

However, every time she hurt them, Xu An regretted it incomparably, because she didn't know why she was like this?

Why every time she saw her father and brother, she wanted to hurt them, and when she saw their painful appearance, her heart was extremely happy, it was the truest pleasure that emerged from the bottom of her heart after taking revenge on them!

Xu An understands that it is more of a sick mental illness.

For the past seven years, Xu An has lived almost every day in revenge and self-torture, pleasure and pain, and after the pain and blood again and again, he struggled again, day after day, year after year, and so on.

Xu Lang said: "It's good if you're happy." ”

There is endless pampering in the deep voice, and I am afraid that anyone will indulge in it, and I feel lucky to have such a good brother, but Xu An is not one of them.

(End of chapter)