Chapter 344: Jealousy
Mo Nian couldn't figure it out, she said: "It's also a good thing that people are willing to send flowers to their mothers, no matter who they are, thank you." β
Mo Chen let out an "um" and said, "Do you want to go to eat something nearby?" Or do you want to go back and eat again? β
It's almost lunchtime.
"No, I'm going somewhere else." Mo Nian shook his head.
Mo Chen was stunned for a moment, frowned and asked, "Where are you going?" β
"Go see Shao Junqing." Mo Nian said.
Hearing this, Mo Chen's brows furrowed, and he said, "He? It's also good...... Do you want me to accompany you? β
"I'll just go alone."
Mo Nian said: "Brother, go back first, when I finish my business, I still have something to tell you." β
"What's the matter?" Mo Chen was inexplicably uneasy.
"Later."
Mo Nian said, "Let's go." β
With that, she and Mo Chen came to the gate of the cemetery, and each stopped the car and separated.
Soon, Mo Nian was holding the flowers she bought from outside the cemetery, and when she arrived at Shao Junqing's tomb, she suddenly saw someone who had arrived before her, and her red hair was particularly conspicuous.
"Fu Ling?" Mo Nian was a little surprised, she didn't expect to meet Fu Ling so coincidentally.
For Fu Ling, she actually doesn't have any special likes or hates, although Fu Ling said that at the beginning, Mo Nian only regarded Fu Ling because she was sad and didn't choose to speak, and she wouldn't bother Fu Ling, but she wouldn't forgive Fu Ling with her heart.
To say the wrong thing is to say the wrong thing.
Hearing Mo Nian's voice, Fu Ling was also very surprised, she turned her head to look at Mo Nian: "Why are you ......?"
After two years, the two saw each other again, and the difference between Fu Ling and two years ago was not big, that is, he was described as haggard, and Mo Nian's change seemed a little big.
After recovering her feelings, Mo Nian cared about more things, she would not just try to tie a ponytail like before, but put down her short and medium-sized hair over the shoulder, part of it was pulled up with a delicate hairpin, pinned to the side, her face with light makeup was more exquisite, compared to the puppet-like sluggish expression in the past, now she has a more vivid and complex look on her face, more like a living person.
Because the weather was too cold, she was wearing a white coat, which made her lips red and teeth white, but she could also see that under her wide clothes, her body was thinner and more delicate than two years ago.
It was the first time Fu Ling saw Mo Nian change her appearance, and she was stunned for a while.
"Long time no see."
Mo Nian greeted first, walked over and placed the flower in his arms in front of Shao Junqing's tomb.
After two years, she saw Shao Junqing's tombstone for the first time, and her mood was more complicated than when she attended Shao Junqing's wedding two years ago.
For such a friend who has a special relationship with him, a friend who specially played a song for himself before leaving, Mo Nian was very emotional.
She always wanted to listen to Shao Junqing's performance again and sit in the audience closest to the stage.
This time, she may be able to hear more things from Shao Junqing's song, instead of saying "good" lightly like that time.
Unfortunately, there is no longer that chance.
Mo Nian looked at the photo of Shao Junqing smiling on the tombstone, his expression was like crying and laughing, and finally turned into helplessness.
When people are alive, there are countless possibilities.
Once dead, there's nothing left.
"You've become different."
Suddenly, a voice sounded, pulling Mo Nian's thoughts back.
Mo Nian looked at Fu Ling who was standing up on the side, she said "um" and said, "I'm done with the operation." β
"Surgery?"
Fu Ling reacted quickly, and she looked at Mo Nian again, "Are you ...... now?" Became a normal person? β
"I used to be a normal person." Mo Nian corrected.
"Isn't that self-deception?" Fu Ling's speech was still so prickly.
Mo Nian ignored her.
Fu Ling was silent for a while, and then said, "It's me who is deceiving myself. β
Mo Nian was stunned for a moment, looking at Fu Ling and not speaking.
Fu Ling didn't look at her, but looked at Shao Junqing's tombstone, and said in a complicated tone: "Since before, I knew that you were a normal person, but I don't want to admit it at all, I think you have a lot of weirdness, I can't understand why Junqing values you so much, so I hate you very muchβno, it's not like that." β
"I'm jealous of you."
Fu Ling looked at Mo Nian at this time, she pursed her lips, "People like you, just like those who scored ninety-nine points in the exam when they were students and said that they were poor in the exam, they are extremely hypocritical. β
"I advise you not to quarrel with me." Mo Nian said lightly, "I won't scold you like before." β
She's going to be angry now, too.
"Am I not right?"
Fu Ling didn't mean to back down, "You always say that you have no feelings and don't understand others, but when I dyed my hair for the first time, even my parents thought I was too rebellious, and they asked Shao Junqing to persuade me, only you-"
"You were the first to ask me if it was because Shao Junqing liked red that I dyed my red hair."
Fu Ling always remembered that she was only fourteen or fifteen years old at that time, and her parents, teachers and classmates all thought that she was a bad girl because of her hair color, and Shao Junqing also felt inexplicable about her behavior.
Until one day she and Mo Nian met in the hospital, Mo Nian didn't pretend to lose her feelings at that time, and asked her with an indifferent expression: "Have you dyed your hair?" Red? Speaking of which...... Does Shao Junqing like red? β
To this day, Fu Ling remembers her heart beating violently after hearing these words, as if someone had pierced a little secret, and with indescribable joy.
Does anyone finally understand her?
But the person she wants is not Mo Nian, but Shao Junqing!
Since then, Fu Ling began to hate Mo Nian, a girl's mind is always complicated, she didn't get close to Mo Nian because Mo Nian understood herself, but felt that Mo Nian hated it, why did Mo Nian see it?
"Every time I think about it, I feel angry!"
After Fu Ling gritted her teeth and said this, she seemed to be deflated, she clenched her sleeves tightly, and her voice was low: "I know, I just put ...... to my parents and teachers." Even Shao Junqing's anger was sprinkled on your head, I have always been very jealous of you, you are obviously very good, but you always look like you have lost everything......"
"But you've always been a normal person, so it's to me." Fu Ling stared at Mo Nian tightly, "If you want to scold me or fight, I will accompany you, but I won't change my hatred for you!" β
"That's your freedom."
After listening to Fu Ling's words, Mo Nian sighed helplessly: "I won't beat and scold you for such a naΓ―ve reason, it's better to say ...... I'm so thankful that you've always treated me like a normal person, even though you didn't admit it until now. β
"However, it is true that you have hurt me with your words."
Mo Nian's words changed: "I have no obligation to pay for your pain, if you target me like before, I will also hate you and fight back against you." β
"It's a scary threat."
Fu Ling laughed mockingly, but it was like self-deprecation.
Mo Nian ignored her, turned around and left.
"Hey, won't you say a word to him?" Fu Ling couldn't help but be stunned when she saw her leave so simply.
"Didn't you just arrive?"
Mo Nian paused, turned his head to look at her, "I'll talk about it next time." β
After saying that, Mo Nian left.
Fu Ling looked at her back in a daze, with unwillingness in her eyes.
"It's gentle enough when you don't have feelings...... After recovering the relationship, it is even gentler than before......"
Fu Ling was jealous and envious, "Just say that you want me to talk to Jun Qing alone...... It's because you're like this, and you don't have any self-consciousness, that you're very annoying......"
In fact, she always knew the reason why Shao Junqing valued Mo Nian, and it was precisely because of this that she was jealous of Mo Nian, because Mo Nian's unconscious gentleness was something she could never do.
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