"Brother, you're awake." He Beifan looked at his brother lying on the hospital bed and couldn't help but sigh.

He Beichen vaguely opened his eyes, but he looked weak, the young man seemed to have slept for a long time, and the corners of his slightly pale mouth couldn't help but crack.

He struggled to open his eyes, but he felt a sharp pain in his head, and his brows couldn't help but wrinkle, and his painful expression was no less than the feeling of every serious illness.

"How did I end up here and how long did I sleep?" He looked at his brother's eyes, and he felt a little more sleepy.

"Brother, you have a fever. Therefore, you need to come to the hospital for an intravenous drip. His tone was soft and calm.

After all, that's not something he should be worried about. He doesn't worry about He Beichen's body, what is worth worrying about should be the boy's state of mind, and the nonsense he said yesterday is still reflected in He Beifan's mind sentence by sentence.

My brother's mood swings are too great, and the fact that my aunt is pregnant should be a big blow to him. And the reason why he didn't show it for so long was just because he had been stoicing something.

But he endured too hard, which made He Beifan feel very painful. "Don't drink so much in the future, it's you who suffers." Fan's voice was soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing him.

At this time, He Beichen's body had not yet recovered, but he couldn't remember what happened yesterday.

It's as if the boy didn't do anything, and he was sent to the hospital so abruptly that even he would find it strange. However, He Beifan naturally knew what his brother had done yesterday. It's normal for him to be reluctant to look back, because he did look out of shape yesterday

"Did I drink too much yesterday?" Bei Chen couldn't help but have a wry smile on his cheeks as he spoke. He had really forgotten what had happened last night, and now, the only thing he could feel was an inexplicable feeling of drowsiness.

He turned his face to the side and looked at his brother a little tiredly.

"Well, you drank a lot of wine yesterday, and I can't remember how many bottles there were. Moreover, you are delirious and talking a lot of nonsense. ”

He looked at his gentle countenance, not at all like the crazy look of last night, but a little more calm and soft. Hearing his younger brother say this, He Beichen's face couldn't help but become nervous.

"What's wrong? What did I ramble yesterday? Those dark eyes looked at him very vigilantly, as if they realized that they had done something wrong.

Seeing that his brother was so nervous, Beifan didn't plan to tell him. "Oh, it's nothing, you didn't actually say God, it's just that I don't understand it." Beifan couldn't help but laugh as he spoke.

"What did I say, you don't understand?" He Beichen became more and more curious about what he said to his younger brother when he lost his temper yesterday, even in front of his younger brother, he didn't need any face.

But sometimes, he still feels embarrassed. What's more, some words are better kept in one's heart, not suitable for saying them, and once they are said, they will make him feel inexplicably tired.

But He Beifan was naturally reluctant to tell him. "No, it's nothing, you don't need to worry about it."

He looked at his brother lying on the hospital bed, and felt like he was looking at a child, he was so innocent, of course, this was the same as his crazy state last night.

"Tell me, what happened last night? What am I saying wrong? ”

He Beichen suddenly became anxious, he didn't want to do this, but it was a habit he had developed for a long time. Sometimes, he has to feel that his psychological burden is too heavy, and naturally, in the eyes of others, he is too old.

However, Beichen himself didn't have much to do.

He had been out of place since he was a child, and that feeling made him feel lonely and like he had really lost something.

As for what it is, even Beichen himself won't understand, but there is an inexplicable sadness. It's as if a piece of my boyhood seems to be missing.

And it is precisely because of this that he becomes so unhappy, and his melancholy temperament is also cultivated from that time.

How so. He always felt that he had made a mess of his life, as if he had never laughed uncontrollably. What is he thinking about? What was he worried about? It seems that even he himself does not know in his own heart.

"Brother, you're tired, let's sleep for a while." He Beifan, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, looked at his brother and couldn't help muttering, his forgiveness was too tired, and even made him think that his brother didn't sleep all night last night.

"I'm not tired. I want to go home. Bei Chen looked at his younger brother's eyes, and said leisurely, as if he had nothing left.

He Beifan looked at him with a nervous face, "No, brother, you lie down, you haven't gotten off your fever yet." ”

As he spoke, he covered He Beichen with a quilt. He was afraid that he would catch a cold, and he was even more afraid that he was in such an indifferent state of mind now, which made him feel an inexplicable sense of tiredness, just like everything, he had to go through it very carefully, for fear that there would be the slightest mistake.

But how can anyone not make mistakes, it is normal to be wrong, but he repeatedly asks himself, which is really ridiculous in He Beifan's eyes.

"You need to rest now, and then go home when the fever is gone. You don't have anything to do anyway, do you? He Beifan looked at his eyes, as if he was asking something.

"I don't want to be in the hospital, I feel like it's a waste of time." Bei Chen said, those eyes inadvertently became serious again, it seemed that the young man was extremely disgusted with the smell of such disinfectant water.

This feeling made him very uncomfortable, as if he had just come out of prison and was once again imprisoned in prison, a feeling of lovelessness.

"But you're sick. If you are sick, you have to stay in the hospital, which should be considered a waste of time. Only in this way will you make yourself feel a little more comfortable, and even more so, you have not yet lost your fever, and no matter where you stay, you will wait until your fever is gone. ”

My brother is stubborn, but He Beifan feels more stubborn than him, he doesn't let him go, he can't bear to see him ruin himself like this again, and it doesn't mean anything if he tosses his body badly.

If he continues to go on like this, it will really be over, and there will be no good results. At the very least, his body will become very poor. He didn't care about this situation at all.

He Beichen only cares about the ranking of his exams, and only when he receives the award on the podium, he will be happy, as if he won the whole world, but so what.

He was unhappy most of the time, or rather, his world was too monotonous, and he lacked too much of the East Breath that he could not make up for in a moment.

"There's no point in me staying here. Besides, fever is not a serious illness. If I want to work here for a day, isn't it a waste of time? ”

He Beichen said that the head of the head that seemed to be still dividing the breath was the Tao, as if he was right. His stubbornness made him disagree with his younger brother over such a trivial matter.

But this time, He Beifan didn't seem to have such a good temper, and for the first time in his life, he didn't control himself and his brother to start a fire.

"Can you be quiet? Brother, don't you be so stubborn? His tone suddenly became excited, and when he looked at him, He Beifan was trying to calm himself down.

"Brother, can you give yourself some time? I know you've been having a hard time lately, so it's all the more important to give yourself a good rest. Stop thinking about the negative stuff, it doesn't do you any good. ”

"Besides, you need plenty of energy to deal with what's going on right now, don't you think?"

It may be that He Beifan has never spoken to him like this, Beichen seems to be a little unaccustomed, and has an inexplicable sense of loss, and now, even his younger brother can teach himself a lesson.

Bei Chen didn't speak for a long time, and he didn't look at Bei Fan's face, but glanced away with his dark eyes, as if it was a feeling of anger.

"Brother, you're angry with me, did I just say the wrong thing. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have treated you like that. ”

As he spoke, he couldn't help but feel that what he had said was a little excessive. It's just that He Beichen didn't bother with him, he just had some indescribable sentimentality, and the voice in his lips was also a little hoarse that couldn't be concealed.

"No, you're right. I'm stubborn, and I'm impatient. I don't even know what kind of life I like and what kind of life I should chase, and I'm really a failure, a failure. ”

He couldn't help but shake his head, it seemed that the other party had never been so disappointed himself.

"No, brother, don't talk about yourself like that." He Beifan's eyes couldn't help but become anxious.

"You've been fine. Everybody has flaws, I'll admit it, so you shouldn't think it's a big deal. What's more, you're just pushing yourself too hard, which is nothing in itself, it's just that you're living a sinful life. ”

His tone was very gentle, but there was an inexplicable soothing warmth, and he wanted him to completely relax himself, even if it was only a quarter of an hour, which was rare for him.

This kind of He Beichen is too strong, and it is precisely because of this that he lives very hard and tired.

But, perhaps, this is what people like him, and he always likes to live in people's praise, and he can't get out.

"I wanted to try to change myself, but it seems, reality, doesn't allow me to do that." As he spoke, his eyes dimmed.