I have the impression that my father usually comes home once every six months or so with a hint of earthy smell, and every time he goes home, he will stay for a while. It was the happiest time of my childhood. My father often said that he was middle-aged and had a son, and it was not easy, so he loved me very much.

My father not only played with me all day and gave me some novelties to bring from outside, but he also sat in the backyard with me and read. My father always took out a worn-out book, saying that it was a strange book, and asked me to memorize the words on it.

“…… The southeast corner is lit with candles, because of the five elements of gossip '簨', which is said to be smooth, into also, should be stable and ....... ”

These characters are not only very difficult to read, but also obscure, and although I memorized them all according to my father's request, I did not know what they meant. Even so, as long as I can see my father's smile of satisfaction, even if there are more boring and boring words on my back, I am happy.

But now, I haven't seen my father for two years, and my mother says that my father has gone to a far, far away place. Where the hell is that place? What did my father do? Whenever I raised my head and asked my mother in confusion, she always said gently, you are still young, you don't understand what you said, and when you grow up, you will naturally understand. When I was young, I couldn't understand my mother's words, but I could clearly see a trace of anxiety and worry in the depths of my mother's eyes.

I miss my father so much.

Pang Weimin

Handwritten in 1952

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