Chapter 850: Life is better than death
But it's too late, the child is gone, I don't even see what he looks like, my heart is really painful, obviously we will see each other in this world in a few months, this is because I was too stupid to kill the child. Bai Xue blamed herself very much, if she wasn't too obsessed, she wouldn't have let the child in her womb die early.
"You don't have much of a person in this matter, don't think so much, what should you do? Now that the child is gone, you will have it in the future, both of us are still very young now, and we will have a lot of years in the future, and there is no smooth sailing in life, and we know the ups and downs of life after experiencing ups and downs. Bai Zhi didn't know how to comfort her to calm down her heart, so she could only talk to her.
After Bai Xue cried, she vented her emotions a lot better, and when she saw that she was still staying with her, she was very embarrassed to speak: "Look at me I've caused you a lot of trouble now, and I have to rely on you in the future!" I really don't want to go to the City Lord's Mansion anymore. ”
Maybe she was desperate for it, she didn't want to see that person again.
Bai Zhi wiped away the tears on her face with her hands, as well as sweat: "Xue'er, you have to do a good job of Xiaoyuezi now, otherwise, you can't really say that you can't have children in the future, I can't say if others can empathize, I can fully agree with your current feelings, because when I lost my child, I was as painful and sad as you, blame me for not protecting the child well, so that he died in his stomach early, but time will erase your scars, and after a long time, it will naturally be forgotten lightly, What we have to do now is to take care of our own body before we will have the opportunity to raise children again. ”
I think she hasn't moved in her stomach now, and I don't know if it was too heartbroken at that time, so she hasn't been pregnant until now.
"Zhi'er, we are really sisters! Even the experiences are similar, are we destined to go through them? It's really painful, it's as uncomfortable as ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, and I really can't live my life anymore. She was very uncomfortable with the snow, and when she was bitter, she went with the child.
"Xue'er, don't think about it now, I also told you, my current eyesight is not as good as before, maybe I cry every day when I was doing Xiao Yuezi, and I cried my eyes badly, I always feel uncomfortable with my eyes recently, I should be a little myopia, but we can't make myopia glasses here, so we can only adapt slowly."
She rubbed her eyes again, she didn't know what was going on, there were no electronic products for her to play with, since she cried in the little moon, she always felt that there was a fog in front of her, although she could see things in the distance, but it was not particularly clear.
Her words made Bai Xuezi stop crying: "How can this be? If you're so short-sighted, there's really no way to think about it here! ”
Bai Xue stopped crying under her guidance.
I just feel too bitter in my heart, and some things are too uncomfortable not to say it.
Fortunately, I have them by my side now, otherwise I wouldn't know what to do.
"Zhi'er, if you weren't here this time, I don't know if I can persevere, I never thought that I would encounter such a thing, I feel uncomfortable, but there is no way at all, it's already like this, then accept it!"
Shirayuki struggled to sit up, he wanted to get a good look at the place.
"I've heard that you're doing well in the cottage before, this is the cottage, right? It looks pretty good, and it would be nice if I could live here in the future. "All he thinks about now is leaving that person, leaving that place.
Bai Zhi knew that she was still angry, but she couldn't follow her words.
"Xue'er, if Dugu Jin betrayed you, I don't need you to say that I would take you away from his side, but now he is just blinded by Dugu Yue, so now he has come to his senses, in fact, I hope you can give him a chance to reform himself, of course, I will not forgive him so easily, after all, your child died because he doted on his sister too much, and this matter is to teach him a lesson." She brought her out because she didn't want him to be sad in the City Lord's Mansion.
But it will not provoke the relationship between the two of them, at least Dugu Jin treats her sincerely.
"What am I going back to do in that place? It's enough for him to have Duguyue, Duguyue is his whole world! I still want to influence Duguyue for him, why am I so stupid and stupid? Bai Xue knocked on her head, she felt that her brain was full of paste, and she was calculated so badly.
"Xue'er, don't toss yourself like this, Dugu Jin hurt Dugu Yue, you also know, he is angry for you." Bai Zhi knew that she was still sad and sad, so she could only comfort her injured young heart.
"Cut, it's okay if you don't say it, I got even more angry when you said it, isn't Duguyue still in the City Lord's Mansion now? Won't I still have to face her when I go back in the future? ”
Bai Xue couldn't balance it in his heart no matter how much he thought, he didn't want to go back, he didn't want to face that man, and he didn't want to face his sister again.
I was filled with endless hatred for them, and I just wanted to be away from them and never see each other again.
"Okay, after talking for so long, drink some water, anyway, you're still angry in your heart, and you should not forgive him, but what should you do when you're angry?" Bai Zhi brought her a glass of water, wanting her to moisten her throat.
Bai Xue drank the water from her hand: "You're still good to me, you shouldn't leave now that you're back, right?" I want to stay with you, I want to live in this cottage for some time, I am panicked, I don't want to see Dugu Jin. ”
"I know, I know, I can understand how you feel now, but one thing you must understand, Duguyue is drunk and alive now, but she is better than dead, this is the most pleasant place." Bai Zhi knew that she couldn't listen to what she said now, so she simply persuaded her in the opposite way.
Hearing her say this, Bai Xue suddenly felt a little reasonable, so she nodded and said: "That's right, you ended her up, it was to free her, now she doesn't have to marry for the rest of her life, just stay in the city lord's mansion to accompany her brother." ”
Ji Yunjiao suddenly knocked on the door and walked in: "Sister Zhi'er, you have been guarding for so long, you should be tired, why don't you let me guard it again." ”
It was already late, and although a few men had not yet returned, they could not be tired in the cottage.
"No, anyway, my room is spacious, I'll just sleep here in a while, you can go back first!" Qingfeng should also be back soon, and after a tiring day, you should also have a good rest. Bai Zhi thought that Ji Yunjiao was now married, and she couldn't follow her like before.