Chapter 256: Old Love and New Reunion (2)
She bit her lower lip tightly, as if she was considering whether to tell the news to someone who needed it more. When she hesitated, she was pulled by the light tone of the woman inside, as if there were a few thin silver hooks in the words, firmly binding her heart. The footsteps are also not able to move for half a minute.
In the silence of the room, a woman said in a thin, low voice, "I'm not staying here because I want to live a life of fine clothes and food again, or because I still want anything from this place. Her voice was very low, as if it had been salvaged from a pool of clear water, and it sounded reassuring.
"The reason why I stay here is not because I want nothing, I have my requirements, and that is that I want to see this man every day, even if he is not mine." She still had that vague smile on her face as she spoke, which seemed to be expected, but it seemed to be unexpected.
"I just...... I want to see him, even if he's sleeping next to another woman. Ruoxi's eyebrows were faint, and he looked back at the drowsy man on the bed, if Zhong Wuyan could see it at this moment, he would definitely be able to see that between the eyebrows and eyes of this thin woman were gentleness that he had never seen.
It doesn't matter if he's sleeping next to him or not? Zhong Wuyan's expression was suddenly a little silent, he once thought that such a lovely and arrogant woman would never be so emotional to a man.
However, he was wrong, the arrogant princess he remembered who was loved by thousands of people, could let go of all the pride, all the pretenses, and all the mustard for such a man.
The only thing that made his heart as heavy as a stone was ...... The man wasn't him.
The knuckles on the palms of his hands were glowing with a layer of blue and white, obviously trying extremely hard to hide something. After a while, Ruoxi listened to him and didn't speak, smiled faintly, turned around and smiled softly at him, and the serenity between his expressions was also unprecedented and quiet.
"Zhong Wuyan, you hate me, you are angry with me, you resent me, I know in my heart that you are also qualified to say this." A trace of sorrow flashed in her heart, looking at the man with his eyes closed, "Zhong Wuyan, actually your ......" Before she finished speaking, she heard the purple-clothed man hurriedly take a wrong step back and bring down the sound of the chair, "Bang Dang", which made people feel a tremble when they heard it.
Looking at his slightly panicked expression, Ruoxi's brows furrowed, dodging the chair that fell to the ground, "You don't have to be so excited, I just want to tell you that in fact, your eyes are ......"
"Needless to say." Zhong Wuyan's fair skin was already flushed with a layer of red, he waved his arm excitedly, his slender fingers seemed to have full strength, and it seemed that he was going to wave it on her head in the next moment, "Don't say it again!" "She had never seen him speak so fiercely.
How could such a look appear on the body of the always gentle and jade-like Zhong Dagongzi! She looked at him with a pitiful gaze, pursed her lower lip, and knew that if she insisted on saying that thing at this time, in fact, it was a self-defeating situation.
She was silent for a moment, and only when the incense in the incense burner had been burned out did she move her lips slightly, "I know, you definitely don't like to hear what I want to say, but for the sake of us being friends before, I hope you can say these words and listen to them." ”
Zhong Wuyan still had an irrepressible color on his face, and it seemed that he couldn't calm the anger in his heart.
"I wanted to say these things to you a long time ago, but if I said them early, I am afraid that not only the princess, but even you will have to complain about what I mean by saying this! So I can only say now, the marriage between you and Princess Ziyan can be seen by anyone with a discerning eye, in fact, you are not satisfied with this marriage, but everyone can also see that Princess Ziyan really can't really be in love with you anymore, these things she did for you, everything she did for you, were seen by others, not only others, even me, but also to give her a thumbs up and praise her. Zhong Wuyan, if you still have any dissatisfaction with this marriage, I want you to think about it, have you done anything good to her in the days before and after marriage? Have you ever had a heart for her? Have you ever asked her, is she doing well? Her series of rebukes made Zhong Wuyan's anger seem to have subsided.
Ruoxi didn't give him a chance to breathe, and continued to ask, "You were also an indecisive person before, but now it's different, you have become someone else's husband, you should take responsibility." ”
"You and I survived after that catastrophe, didn't that incident, those pasts make you mature? Zhong Wuyan, I always thought that we had all grown up. But it turned out to be ......" Ruoxi smiled bitterly, it turned out that not everyone was like her, after the destruction of the country, she grew up overnight, understood hatred, and knew how to cherish.
There are still some people who still don't understand, don't understand, and don't cherish it.
It hurt her heart.
"Especially if there is such a good woman who loves you by your side, Princess Ziyan is a good wife, although she has some unacceptable personality, a little unique and authoritarian, but her love for you, we are all obvious to all, Zhong Wuyan, you should cherish it." If you look at me, you should know that not some people will always wait in the same place, waiting for you to cherish, but I am afraid that one day, when you want to cherish, the person who is worthy of your cherishing is no longer there. Her tone gradually lowered, and by the time she had finished speaking, her voice was as light as a cloud that would drift with the wind at any moment.
Zhong Wuyan's handsome face was completely bloodless, and he looked at her with a pair of tightly closed eyes, and his grim expression was unbearable. But Ruoxi didn't see it, met his "gaze" and looked at him.
After being silent for a while, Zhong Wuyan took a long breath, groped the edge of the table with his palm and stood up, Ruoxi subconsciously wanted to support him, his feet moved a few steps, but he stopped alive, this man should have learned to grow up by himself, and should not have been living in the charity and mercy of others.
Zhong Wuyan reluctantly stood up, "What you said, I don't understand, it's just that I'm ...... I can't let go of a person in my heart, she...... I used to think that she was dead, from that monstrous fire! Died in a fateful life! But, why, why did this ridiculous fate still let me meet her! The emotions he had just calmed down seemed to be rekindled, and Ruoxi listened to his low roar, and his heart was very uncomfortable.
At that time, she didn't think that he also died in that turmoil! Why don't you have the idea that you want to find him if you are poor and fall into the Yellow Spring! It's a pity that when she really met this man, she didn't dare, didn't dare to reach out to touch him, and didn't dare to recognize him.
Creation makes people?
Maybe so.
If there are really four words in this world, she thinks, it must be a huge joke that God is best at making with ordinary mortals, she likes to challenge her life, likes to take risks, when she is still a well-behaved little princess, she already has such sprouts and seeds, a thought is always shouting, let her go alone to create a world out, let her out of the cage-like palace to find a way of freedom of her own.
Sometimes, she can't help but thank God for burning such a cage, so that she can come out freely, breathe fresh air, and use her courage and wisdom to do something for everyone.
Ruoxi sighed imperceptibly, in an old-fashioned and spicy tone of a person who came over, "Zhong Wuyan, don't be stupid, if something is committed, it is committed, no one can rewrite the history of the past, you and I are just little people in this mortal world, we can be sad and happy, we can cry and laugh, but we can't be sad and happy, cry and laugh as you like." She paused, "This is the true meaning of life." Do you understand? ”
Zhong Wuyan was speechless, the little princess in his eyes who once needed his protection and cared for in the palm of his hand could already stand in front of him calmly and tell him what life is.
Should he also find his own path and his own life?
Ruoxi saw him hesitate and hooked the corners of his lips, "Go back, go back and take care of your wife, that's what you should do." ”
Zhong Wuyan nodded expressionlessly, "I understand, princess, please stay." ”
Princess...... When these two words came out of his mouth, how heavy they were, only he knew clearly.
More difficult to swallow than a glass of the most bitter bitter wine. He bowed to her, so close, but it seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.
"Please go slowly, His Royal Highness Ruoxidai has thanked the horses for their good intentions." She smiled behind his back, and did enough to be the leader of a princess.
Zhong Wuyan's figure stewed for a while, but finally did not slow down.
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"Princess? Princess? Xiao Tao hurriedly ran back and saw Wei Ziyan in a daze in the flower garden. There was a long-lasting shock and indescribable complexity on her face.
These...... If she hadn't heard it with her own ears, how could she have believed it. The woman she had always thought was a rival in love would say such a thing to Zhong Wuyan!
"Princess, what's wrong with you, princess?" Xiao Tao was very worried.
"Nothing." She slowly raised her hand and rubbed her brow, which seemed to be stained with the smell of wind and frost from the long period of depression. She has wrinkles at the same age as a flower, and she is really ......
"That'...... Princess, shall we go back? ”
Xiao Tao came over to help her, Zi Yan nodded, and looked at the changing clouds in the sky, "How many Xuan ginseng are there in the house?" After a while, they will be given to the three princesses. ”
There's some mustard, and it's time to let it go.