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"Su Yuan, I lost," Liu Yingxue sighed again, "You won by too good luck." Every day of your life seems to be piled up with good fortune. I always feel that fate is too biased in your favor, why is all the experience to provide you with convenience? ”
"Yes," a wry smile tugged at the corner of Su Mo's lips, "How can I be so favored by fate." ”
In fact, Su Mo's life, where is it piled up by good luck, his ups and downs are too obvious.
When he was a child, it seemed that he was trampled into the quagmire by all the bad environments, and there was always a sense of frustration that he couldn't get up even if he was exhausted for the rest of his life.
Later, even when he met Xu Qingchen, he helped him a lot, and even taught him to study medicine. He's having a bad time, too.
Because Xu Qingchen has his own things to do.
At that time, Su Mo was busy doing things in the team, while being bullied by the Lin family, and he had to study medicine hard, and he still didn't dare to recall the past.
If time were to come over again, he would always feel that he would not be able to persevere in such a dark day when he was at leisure now.
Hearing that others would look forward to going back in time, but for him, going back in time would be a nightmare, and he never looked forward to it.
Later, his medical skills were affirmed by Dr. Ling Cong, and his life seemed to have taken a turn for the better, but it was not.
He failed many times in researching and dispensing, and when he was researching seeds, he floped many times.
Xu Qingchen knew that, and he would always encourage him.
Later, it was all thanks to his unremitting efforts to survive.
However, when she was two months old, Su Mo's new formula was suddenly affirmed by experts and received a lot of bonuses.
He was so frightened by his failure that he chose to cooperate with Xu Qingchen to research new seeds, and the new seeds they successfully researched also won a certificate and a generous bonus.
Xu Qingchen didn't leave a penny, and gave all the money to Su Mo, saying that it was too difficult for Su Mo to live with his children, and the rural environment was too hard, and he hoped that he could live a better life.
Su Mo didn't refuse. He put the money in a passbook in the name of the original owner of Liu Yingxue and gave it to Liu Yingxue.
In fact, he wanted to use money to win over the original owner of Liu Yingxue, wanting her to be happier and be more patient with Xian Xian.
The watershed in Su Mo's life seems to have been divided before and after the birth of Slender Fiber. Also, Su Mo's watershed from being ignorant to suddenly growing up and suddenly being sensible also stems from Xian Xian.
Therefore, he is not only a father-daughter relationship, but also contains many, many complex feelings.
He is convinced that even if he has a second and third child in the future, he will no longer love him as unreservedly as he hurts Xian Xian.
At this moment, Liu Yingxue put all her memories aside, she gritted her teeth, and said with a pun: "Su Yuan, I have figured it out, in the future, I will never stop you from being good to Xian Xian." Although Slim is not your child, her dad is really deceased. If your love for her will not change, then in the future, you will give Xian Xian a lifetime of fatherly love. ”
"Hmm." Su Mo nodded.
"Xian Xian is a child with a hard life, in fact, every child in this world has a desire for father's love and mother's love." Liu Yingxue muttered in a low voice, her words were a little choked, she didn't care if others could hear what she was saying, she just had the idea of what she wanted to say.
"Yes." Su Mo whispered yes again.
He understands Liu Yingxue's voice-over.
But at this time, Liu Ruxia, who didn't understand those mysteries, also said happily: "Yes, Su Yuan, Xian Xian is a good child, since she has to treat you as a father, she can only trouble you to help give her fatherly love." ”
was still happy when she spoke, but as soon as she finished speaking, Liu Ruxia burst into tears.
The last sentence she said was choked up.
After discovering her gaffe, she quickly turned around and went out.
She didn't want to cry in front of Ah Xue.
She doesn't deserve to cry in front of Xian Xian.
Su Mo didn't care about Liu Ruxia's sadness.
He knew that Liu Ruxia had always loved Xian Xian, but he never thought of anything else.
I only think that Liu Feiyue and Liu Ruxia have no children now, and it is normal to take Xianxian seriously.
Su Mo raised his head and stared at Liu Yingxue.
He said tentatively again, "Ah Xue, do you mean seriously......"
He was really scared, afraid that after today, Liu Yingxue would rebel again.
"Yes," Liu Yingxue was very sure, "after all, Xian Xian only recognizes you as a father." I can't let her life be left with regrets. I admit that there are many things that I can't give her and make her mentally grow healthier. I can't be selfish and only care about my own feelings, maybe on her way to growth, she really can't lack her father's love. ”
Only complete love can promote the healthy growth of children, Liu Yingxue admits this. It's just that she's too selfish, and she'll be jealous of Su Mo.
But she also knew that from the time she was born to call her father, Su Mo did give her the most extensive and selfless love.
At the beginning, Su Mo's roughness Su Mo's comings and goings were hurried, and Su Mo's nights were all for a slender one.
He has to work hard to earn money to support his family, and he also has to take care of Xian Xian's growth. He knew that Xian Xian was already very hard, and he didn't want her to live harder, he would rather swallow all the pain himself.
His childhood was too hard, he knew that kind of suffering, and he seemed to want to make up for all the injuries he had through his dedication to Slim.
He's not necessarily a good guy, but he's a good dad.
"Hmm." A smile overflowed on Su Mo's lips again, this time a knowing smile.
Many, many times in the middle of the night, he dreamed of his little slender family.
Every time Xiao Xianxian called him Dad, he couldn't help but cry.
At that time, at the age of nineteen, he didn't know how to be a father at all. But the whirlpool of fate brought Xiao Xianxian to his side.
Su Mo thought that with his indifference to human feelings, he would not love children.
He thought he would be disgusted with the dirtiness and ignorance of children.
Later, he fell into the whirlpool and couldn't extricate himself, he fell in love with that little clumsy little life, and he wanted to give her the best of everything.
He once willingly cleaned the dirt and diapers of the child, and when feeding the child, the child's uncooperation would challenge the limit of his patience.
But in the end, he still chose to continue to endure and continue to test what to do to make the child better cooperate with him.
He once thought that he only needed one child in this life, because he felt tired.
So he would be deeply devastated at that time because Slender was not his biological flesh and blood.
But now, he calmed down, accepted, and went back to the beginning, and he got all his love for Xian Xian back.
But at this moment, while he was happy, he heard Liu Yingxue's cold voice in his ears.
Liu Yingxue said firmly: "But Su Yuan, don't be too happy. There is one more important thing that I need to declare. In the future, you must keep your distance from me, and you must not have any luck, the impossible will never be possible. Do you understand what I mean? ”
"Yes, I do." Su Mo replied quickly, "I will fully cooperate with you and obey your leadership." ”
He has now taken a big step forward, he is a person who is easily content, so that he will not lose what he has hard-won because of his eagerness.
He's patient, and he can figure it out.
"......" Liu Yingxue was angry and funny about Su Mo's dogleg answer.
But she couldn't find anything wrong.
"Are you really going to do it?" Liu Yingxue asked.
"Yes, I will." It's just that Su Mo didn't know what Liu Yingxue was going to ask him to do.
His gaze looked at Liu Yingxue obediently.
- Liu Yingxue's heart suddenly tightened.
Suddenly, it dawned on her, it seemed that as long as she saw Su Mo's child-like quiet face and innocent and harmless expression, Liu Yingxue would be heartbroken.
She really likes his obedient appearance and obedient and sensible appearance.
Although she knows it's all an illusion, she still likes it so much, it's really hopeless......
She looked away and rubbed her brow in confusion.
"Slim," Su Mo's gaze fell back to Slim, and he asked softly, "Has Slim had lunch?" ”
"Ouch! I actually forgot about the Dragon Lunch! Li Ruohua jumped on the spot.
Then, she rushed out as fast as she could!
Su Mo and Liu Yingxue were both dumbfounded.
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