Chapter 135: Instead

"Yes."

Mo Nian and Ji Qingmo looked at each other, the table between the two was not big, and she could clearly see Ji Qingmo's expressionless face in the pupils of her eyes, which looked a little scary in the eyes of ordinary people.

"If I didn't deliberately make any expressions to disguise, I have been like this for the past fourteen years."

Mo Nian said: "Didn't you ask me, what happened to me?" I can tell you this question, but ...... Ji Qingmo, can I trust you? ”

This question, on the day she confessed to Ji Shisheng, she also asked Ji Shisheng.

"No, you can't ask that."

After Mo Nian finished speaking, he shook his head again: "You are someone who can be trusted by me, I have confirmed this." ”

Ji Qingmo was stunned when he heard this, his eyes were slightly astringent, and he couldn't help but turn his face away.

From his appearance in this world seven years ago, no one has said to himβ€”

"I believe in you."

Only Mo Nian, only the woman in front of him, will say to him over and over again, I believe in you, I believe in you......

"Can I have faith in you?"

At this time, Mo Nian's voice sounded from Ji Shisheng's ears, "Can you not run away in fright after knowing who I am?" ”

"Didn't you run away too?"

Ji Qingmo looked at Mo Nian, his eyes were slightly red, and he looked like he was about to cry, but he smiled lightly at Mo Nian: "On the night you knew my identity, didn't you stay by my side and accompany me?" ”

"You didn't run away, why should I run away?"

Ji Qingmo stretched out his hand towards Mo Nian, as if holding a treasure, he picked up Mo Nian's right hand on the table with both hands, and put it on his slightly cool cheek, "Nian Nian, from now on, I will never leave you and run away again, I will know the moment I reunite with you, even if I will die, I will definitely stay by your side!" ”

"No need to say that, I'm not going to kill." Mo Nian is a serious way.

"That's not what I meant, I mean ......"

Ji Qingmo couldn't cry or laugh, but soon, he looked at Mo Nian seriously, and said solemnly: "I won't run away, no matter how much confidence you give me, I won't let you down!" ”

Looking at Ji Qingmo's sincere eyes, the last trace of hesitation in Mo Nian's heart also dissipated.

If Ji Qingmo showed a little uncertainty at this moment, she would choose to lie and not tell Ji Qingmo the truth.

She didn't want to scare Ji Qingmo away.

The good thing is that things don't go in that bad direction.

"Fourteen years ago, I was in a burning warehouse and hit my head."

Mo Nian spoke: "Although I sought medical attention in time, due to the limitations of hospital equipment, the doctor tried his best to save me, but he still left sequelae, and that sequelae is the reason why you think I am strangeβ€”β€”"

"After the operation, I lost my normal feelings."

In Mo Nian's calm pupils, Ji Qingmo's shocked face with wide-eyed eyes was reflected, "Although there is still a faint feeling left, it is difficult for me, not even to detect. ”

"Nian Nian ......" Ji Qingmo's hand holding Mo Nian was trembling, and his voice was also trembling.

"Didn't you ask me why I'm laughing?"

Mo Nian said: "Because I don't feel it." ”

"Linxi is my good friend, according to common sense, my friend is in a bad mood, and I won't laugh anymore, because there is empathy between human beings, if I was a normal person, I should have been in a low mood, but I didn't feel it at all."

"I know I'm in a bad mood, but I'm not going to be sad."

"In order to keep others from noticing my abnormality, I keep the smile you see every day, I'm used to it."

"Because I'm so used to it, I didn't react, I shouldn't laugh in that situation."

Mo Nian paused when she said this, she glanced at Ji Qingmo's violently trembling hands, and asked, "Are you okay?" ”

"I ...... It's okay. ”

Ji Qingmo clenched his teeth and used all his strength to squeeze out these words, "You...... Go on. ”

"But you ......"

Mo Nian's gaze moved upwards and saw a pair of red eyes, filled with mist, "Are you crying?" ”

"I didn't ......"

Ji Qingmo wanted to say that he didn't cry, but before he finished speaking, he whimpered, lowered his head and couldn't say a word.

He held Mo Nian's hand tightly and pressed it against his forehead.

Mo Nian touched a hot patch on the back of her hand, and she frowned, "What's wrong with you?" You okay? ”

As soon as the voice fellβ€”

"Dididi......!"

The electronic watch on Ji Qingmo's wrist made a sharp alarm sound.

"Calm down."

Mo Nian stood up and walked around the table to Ji Qingmo, wanting to check on Ji Qingmo's situation.

But at this time, Ji Qingmo hugged her waist and buried her head, she couldn't see Ji Qingmo's expression at all.

"It's all my fault......"

Ji Qingmo's trembling voice sounded, compared to the sharp alarm sound of the electronic watch, his voice was very weak, if Mo Nian hadn't listened carefully to Ji Qingmo's movements, he would have ignored his whimpering.

"It's all my fault...... It's all my fault......"

Ji Qingmo kept repeating this sentence, and he raised his head with a "swish".

It was a face that could not be described by the word "sadness", with self-blame and guilt, he grabbed Mo Nian's wrist, and said in a heavy tone: "If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have experienced this...... If it weren't for Ji Shisheng, things wouldn't have turned out like this...... It's all me, it's all our fault, I'm ......."

"Didi-Di-"

Ji Qingmo's last sentence was too quiet, and it was covered by the alarm sound of the electronic watch.

"What did you say?" Mo Nian didn't hear that.

At this time, I saw that Ji Qingmo suddenly grabbed the screen of the electronic watch and pulled it hard!

"Smack!"

The high-quality electronic watch was actually torn off by Ji Qingmo and the metal buckle was scattered and separated!

Ji Qingmo smashed the noisy electronic watch to the ground.

After the sound of cracking, there was no more noise in the room.

"You ......"

Mo Nian's gaze stayed on Ji Qingmo's wrist, where there was a hideous wound where the flesh rolled up, which could not be regarded as shallow, and blood overflowed from it, falling to the ground with a "dripping dada".

"You're hurt." Mo Nian pulled out his wrist from Ji Qingmo's hand, and prepared to go back to his seat and take a handkerchief to temporarily bandage Ji Qingmo.

"Smack."

It's just that she just withdrew her hand, and before she could turn around, she was grabbed by Ji Qingmo's wrist again.

"Nian Nian."

At this time, Ji Qingmo, who seemed to have calmed down, raised his head and looked at her.

Mo Nian heard him calling himself, and subconsciously lowered his head.

At this moment, she thought she had seen Ji Shisheng.

It was a pair of deep and cold eyes, and the joys, angers, sorrows and joys were swallowed up by these eyes as deep as the night, making it impossible to explore his true heart.

No, even Ji Shisheng would not show such eyes.

Mo Nian was a little surprised: "You ......"

"I, I will definitely get rid of Ji Shisheng."

Ji Qingmo interrupted Mo Nian's words, his voice was cold, with incomparable firmness: "If it weren't for him, if it weren't for that coward, things wouldn't have turned out like this, and you shouldn't have become like this, so ......"

"I'm going to take all his places."

Ji Qingmo was stunned word by word: "I, I can do better than him!" ”

"Huh."

When the words fell, Ji Qingmo seemed to have reached the limit, his body shook, as if he couldn't bear it, and fell to the ground!

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Sogou