Chapter 18: Her Past
Ji Yue walked to the garden alone, the sky was still clear outside, and the light was more warm than just now, but it was dazzling in Ji Yue's eyes. Pinshu.com %77%77%77%2e%76%6f%64%74%77%2e%63%6f%6d
"I can't go back, I'm silent~ I really can't come back~" She said to the void, it turned out that she really couldn't go back to the past, and the past was deeply rotted into mud by her step by step, and in the end she couldn't catch it.
"Silence~" this unforgettable name evokes at the moment but it is like a world away, she keeps seeing this life, trying to wait for that person to come to her, however, her waiting has ushered in a completely different ending, she may never have the face to see that person again, but her heart still desires, just like a person who wants to quit drugs, knowing that it shouldn't be but still wants to satisfy his desires.
"Yellow Clothes!" She called out to the woman in yellow who was walking through the corridor, and the woman in yellow immediately paused, and then walked over respectfully. "What do you command, Madame?"
"Come with me somewhere, don't tell anyone!" Her eyes locked directly on the yellow-clothed maid in front of her, and her eyes opened wide, as if they were about to swallow her.
Huang Shang thought for a while and nodded. She has no right to object to anything. "Madame, where are you going?"
Ji Yue didn't speak, took her hand and ran out of the Zhaoyue platform.
"Madame, where are you going?" Huang Sheng is also anxious, if Madam goes to a place where she shouldn't go, she is pregnant now, the Demon Lord will not do anything to her, but she is different, her life like a weed, is their scapegoat all the time.
Ji Yue didn't leave her, but walked faster and faster, at this time Ji Yue seemed to have endless strength, and Huang Sheng couldn't break free of the hand she was holding.
Finally, after Huang Sheng burst out of two bent tears, Ji Yue stopped.
What I saw in front of me was a vicissitudes of life, which looked like it had been abandoned for a long time, but it had been roughly tidied up, and the overgrown weeds were cleaned up to only a short scrap of grass, and the door of the palace was also newly washed, although it was not necessarily new, but it was also clean and tidy.
Huang Shang didn't need to look up to know that this was the Shengxiao Palace, a palace that their palace people didn't dare to mention easily. Fear finally appeared in her eyes, and the little fear that came out of her heart dilated little by little in her pupils, like a drop of thick ink soaked in water and spread rapidly.
"Madam, you can't go in!"
She grabbed Ji Yue and refused to let go, but Ji Yue's eyes seemed to be glued to the dark black door, and she looked at it and didn't move.
"I'm going in!" She just said softly, but this gentle sentence represented her firm determination, and she was telling Huang Sheng that no matter what, she had broken through here today.
Huang Sheng cried and knelt down, "Madam, please, don't go in, Your Majesty has ordered, you can't enter here!" ”
"Why not?" Ji Yue hooked her lips and asked her, some secrets had been trapped in her heart for a long time, but she wanted to enter here this time but had nothing to do with those secrets.
Huang Sheng still looked at her with some embarrassment, and her face changed back and forth, as if she was making up her mind.
"I know, this is the man's quarters, right?" A thin bright red lip outlines the arc of mockery.
In the past, this was the residence of the person in the heart of the eclipse, but now, this may be the residence of the person in her heart.
"Yesterday, Princess Qin brought someone to live in, I want to go and see, you don't have to worry!" Ji Yue turned her back to her and walked inside without hesitation.
"Is Mrs. Ji so interested in coming to such a humble place today? Worry about the baby in your belly, if something goes wrong, we can't afford it! ”
Ji Yue has not yet stepped into the threshold, the qin girl has already swaggered out, she has been here to take care of Li Yan all day, hearing the maid's report that Ji Yue is coming, I was surprised at the same time, I also wanted to come out to see what she looked like after she was pregnant, even if she couldn't do anything, she was angry.
"Princess Qin, I don't have the time to argue with you today, I want to go in, are you stopping or not?" Ji Yue looked at her fearlessly.
The lyre girl walked up to her and looked at her belly as if she could see the baby in her belly. She almost walked around Ji Yue, and finally stopped, leaned into Ji Yue's ear and whispered: "If you don't give birth to the evil seed in your belly, I can spare your life......
Ji Yue's expression did not change in the slightest, and her eyes looked past the qin girl to see inside.
A figure faintly appeared behind the azure window paper after the rain, leaning on the bed, she could imagine his gentle and elegant appearance, as white as snow as a cloud on the horizon, peerless and noble.
In the face of the threat of the piano girl, she didn't care about it at all, if she could, she would rather not have this child, but since she had, she couldn't let him leave for no reason.
"Will you let me in, or won't you let me in?" Ji Yue retracted her gaze and looked at her, her eyes stubborn.
The Qin Maiden smiled sewitchingly, "I remember that my father said that you are not allowed to enter this palace!" Her eyes showed that she couldn't help, but she also revealed a look of encouragement, as if she intended to help.
"Don't worry, your father knows, everything is my responsibility, and it has nothing to do with you!"
"Mrs. Ji really dares to act, and that princess is not easy to stop her!" She acted like she couldn't stop it and took a step back.
And Huang Sheng was shocked, she didn't know what the Qin girl was thinking, she only knew that she wouldn't stop her, and even Ji Yue wouldn't be able to save her when she went back.
"Madam, you can't go in!" She got up and wanted to come over and pull Ji Yue strongly, but she was stopped by the Qin girl first, "You lowly girl, do you dare to take care of the master's affairs?" Who taught you, your master doesn't know how to discipline you well, and today this princess disciplined her for her! ”
"Princess Qin, put away your bullying face, the people in my palace can't take your turn to discipline you!" Ji Yue turned her head and glared at the Qin girl, and pushed the door of the temple open.
At the moment of retreating from the door of the temple, the figure faintly behind the window finally came into view.
Ji Yue's eyes turned gray inch by inch, and finally turned hollow white. It's not him, it's not him, he's never come, he's not coming...... I don't know if it's joy or despair, the person she wants to see but doesn't want to see is still not seen after she made up her mind to see it.
And Li Shen leaned quietly on the bed, his expression was cold, his eyes looked at a painting on the wall without blinking, it was a very real painting, painting a bright woman, she was dressed in bright red clothes, sitting at the highest place of the pavilion palace, wishing for this white cloud, longing and sadness in her eyes, it was a thousand years old Ling Xiao, she finally understood that her world was so small, she longed to be as unrestrained as a bird, to be able to reach the wider sky, she was sad that she was trapped here, although she could see the distance, But they can't go far.
Li Ember recognized her, it was his Mingxue, that face could not be forgotten by him at any time, it was the woman he had in mind, and how could her portrait be here?
No wonder he always felt very familiar in his dreams, there was a familiar breath calling him to wake up, it turned out that what he was thinking was not a dream. The Qin girl stood at the door, but when she saw Ji Yue paused, she stepped forward and asked, "Why didn't Mrs. Ji go in?" ”
Ji Yue didn't answer, she couldn't hear anything, she didn't want to hear anything, the hope in her heart had been crushed into ashes, the person she loved deeply, the person she was sure would come to her, it turned out that she hadn't waited.
The blood on her face was pulled away a little, as if the hope in her heart was extinguished little by little, her brain turned white, and she finally fainted!
"Aifei!" A voice immediately flashed and helped her, but her eyes were fiercely glaring at the piano girl.
At this time, the piano girl was also taken aback, "She...... How can she say that she is dizzy? I...... Nothing's a no! She began to be frightened, she was the closest to her, and she was a notoriously sworn enemy, and who would believe that she had done nothing. What's more, what's more, this has already been seen by the Eclipse Yin, the high king, the father she respects, won't believe her at all!
Sure enough, the eyes of the Yin Eclipse had locked on her, and he glared at her fiercely without the slightest pity, she knew that his heart had already sentenced her. "Qin'er, my father is very disappointed in you!" Eclipse Yin picked up Ji Yue Heng and left in a hurry, leaving only such a meaningful sentence.
"Huh, disappointed? How have you ever been disappointed in me? The qin girl muttered to herself, Eclipse Yin had already walked away, but Li Shen gently hooked the corners of her mouth.
"Are you even laughing at me?" The piano girl asked him with red eyes.
The corners of Li Yan's mouth were lightly hooked, but they were not aimed at the piano girl, but at a painting on the wall.
When the qin girl took a closer look, she also found that Li Yan's gaze was not at her at all, and she was even more angry, how could he ignore himself like this, could he not be as good as a wall? From her angle, you couldn't see anything on the wall.
"Hey! It's time for you to take your pills! She became angry for a while, because of Eclipse Yin's scolding, but also because of Li Yan's ignorance, for a while she felt like an isolated person in this world, and she couldn't find a light source to rely on.
Li Shen finally turned his gaze to her, and the next second a warmth rose in her heart, but this warmth was completely cold after Li Ye's words came out.
"Do you know who painted it?" Ember asked her with burning eyes.
And she strode into the back room, only to find that there was a painting hanging on the wall opposite the bed, just now I just looked at Li Yan, but I didn't find it, or maybe I had long been used to it, and I didn't think it was any different!