Chapter 457: Let go
This seems to be a kind of signal, and in any case, this sermon seems to have come to an end. After dinner, Grandpa wanted to stay here for the night, but probably some people didn't want to, or there were various reasons, afraid of worrying, so that all kinds of emotions and emotions, in short, Grandpa didn't keep them, just when they were young and wanted to make some other movements, like some quiet places, so they didn't stay longer.
"I've almost packed up, or you can send me back later." Wei Yangyang suddenly thought of this matter when she was on the road, although she said that she had already put things back in place yesterday, but she still didn't want to continue to suffer more with such a place, wait or say what, anyway, it's worry, fear and anxiety, for fear that she will fall into negligence again, in fact, she has already fallen into it, if she doesn't fall into it, she is not in a hurry to leave, anyway, this is the situation, he finished cleaning up yesterday. Wei Yangyang ate and cleaned up again at night, which means that yesterday's scene seemed to be like a small episode, and it didn't play any role at all, so she was more determined to leave.
Ji Yan maintained a good mood for a day when he heard this, and suddenly it seemed like he had missed a beat, a little bit of ridicule, a little bit of sarcasm, and felt that his previous efforts seemed to be in vain, obviously he told her so much, he just hoped that the other party could stay for a while longer, even if it was a few days, but he didn't expect that she was still very anxious, Gao Yujiang returned the things that had been packed up in their original places, and did not stop them, but chose to clean them up again after he left, which is really ironic.
Ji Yan was suddenly in a very bad mood at this moment, very uncomfortable, he didn't know what he seemed to do, obviously yesterday's incident was still in front of him, he felt that the other party didn't seem to have any intention of leaving, and he felt that the other party was no longer so focused on that matter, and he was very happy, but he didn't expect that she would really make such a thing after she accompanied him to see his grandfather the next day. It seems that Wei Yangyang has planned to leave a long time ago. And the heart is also very firm. It seems as if all the previous efforts were in vain.
It's natural to feel sad about things like this, and the reason is very simple. It's like you try to get something, and when you get it, you find that it doesn't seem to be as good as you thought it would be. And that thing has long since gone bad. Just when you think it's just a little broken, and you want to get rid of those bad things, you want to clean it up, but you don't think that when you leave, that thing will come back from the back, and it seems to be the kind that can be eaten by others and is very deadly. Although this metaphor doesn't seem very appropriate, it really is the feeling, and this thing is very precious to someone, and the loss of this thing is lost forever, there is no opportunity and nothing that can replace him. It's really uncomfortable. I want to make amends, I want to change, I want to get rid of those bad things, I want to get rid of those magazines, but in the end, I find that I have worked hard for so long, and in the end, I am still bruised all over my body, even if that thing is not eaten in my mouth, it feels very uncomfortable, it hurts, it hurts my heart.
"Okay." Ji Yan didn't do much to keep this time, because she felt that it didn't seem to be meaningful, after all, she had worked so hard for so long, but the result was like this, the other party was so determined to leave her, what is it that has worked hard for so long, and has been affected for so long? During the day, he works hard to accompany his beloved, and at night he deals with things, and these days his rest, his sleep quality can be said to have decreased significantly. But he enjoyed it, and he felt that it was the happiest thing to be with his dear woman. Afraid that no matter how tired and suffering he was, there was nothing to do, because all this was done willingly. He now finds that the person's mind is not on him at all, and he leaves so firmly, after all, why may he really no longer love each other, and may really give up. In this way, he really doesn't want to keep it anymore, maybe give the other party a little leeway, and let the other party relax a little. So he let go, but it can't be called letting go. If it is said to let go, it may be just this time to let the other party leave, without doing too much to prevent and dissuade the kingdom too much, and it can't be called letting go is that he still wants to continue to chase the woman he loves, he firmly believes that their vows, so many beliefs between them will definitely not be shattered.
It's like the kind of ancient mountains without edges, heaven and earth together, and only then dare to be with the king. Such an oath. When the mountains have no edges and corners, the heavens and the earth will be separated from you when they are united. Now that the mountains are sitting on edges and corners, and the heavens and the earth are not together, what qualifications and abilities do they have? Absolutely not, they're meant to be together. Ji Yan thinks so anyway, he will definitely work hard for it, for himself and for every day or for all those who want to see their lovers finally become married, after all, the relationship between them was so much in love with each other before, how could it be that it became like this just because of a little thing, the key is that they still have each other in their hearts, if it is really because of a little thing. Things are separated like this, so I'm really sorry. Maybe he was really sorry for those beautiful vows, sorry for the promises they had made, sorry for the heart they loved each other, and he wanted to try again, even if it was just for the last time.
Ji Yan is really unwilling to give up, he really doesn't want to give up, he is really afraid of losing the other party, how can it be that after falling in love for so long, he has some words that he doesn't care about, so the words that he wants to leave? He doesn't agree and he definitely doesn't want to let such a thing happen and leave, it can be to make the other party feel relaxed, or to make the other party no longer so nervous, but his pursuit will never stop. And his current pursuit, not to say that it may completely affect the rest of others as before, others have some things, all his things now, what he will do in the future is carefully done for that person, not that he wants to protect but is doing harm, but now protection is protection, and resolutely no longer harm.