Volume 1: Text_Chapter 305 Don't You Love Me Anymore
When she walked past the door, she didn't seem to see Huo Beixuan, who was standing there standing still, and passed by him blindly.
Huo Beixuan raised his hand and grabbed her wrist, looked down at her with deep eyebrows, his face was dark and unpredictable, and his voice was extremely hoarse: "You hate me touching you so much?" Won't I be able to touch you in the future? ”
Jing He jerked his arm hard, trying to break free from his grip, but to no avail.
Her body trembled, tears frantically spilled out of her eyes, and then slid down her cheeks: "At least not now, Beixuan, I can't forget about you and Xia Huan." As soon as I close my eyes, I can see you with her......"
Huo Beixuan let go of Jinghe weakly, didn't say a word, and the whole person fell silent.
It was like a humanoid sculpture that had lost all senses, standing straight in place, silent and cold.
After returning to the bedroom, Jinghe lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
The big belly, which was covered with a thin layer of towel quilt, seemed to be even taller and more conspicuous when she was lying flat, like a round hill bulging up.
Huo Beixuan walked to the balcony and lit a cigarette, and stood there alone for a long time, thinking a lot.
In the past, it was always Jinghe who carefully adhered to him to please him. She was both docile and considerate to him, and she was afraid of upsetting him.
And he has never paid much attention to Jinghe, and he has never taken Jinghe's affairs to heart.
However, today, he suddenly found out sadly that when Jing He really showed undisguised resistance to him, he was actually a little afraid of losing Jing He.
Afraid that one day, she will really leave him......
What's going on? He obviously doesn't love her, or it can be said that in this life, he has no intention of falling in love with any woman.
At the beginning, he did not hesitate to marry Jing He, just to stimulate Mu Lingkai, just to give Mu Lingkai the deepest and fatal blow in the depths of his soul.
But now, Huo Beixuan clearly felt that the development of the situation seemed to be a little out of his control.
For example, he actually began to feel sorry for Jing He, and he actually began to be upset because of Jing He's attitude, and even suffered from gains and losses.
As a man who is indifferent and indifferent, and has long put his children's private affairs out of the matter, these are not emotions that should appear in him.
Yes, he didn't like that like that of himself.
This indescribable, almost out of control state made him particularly dissatisfied with himself.
The night is getting darker, and I think that Jinghe should be asleep.
Huo Beixuan extinguished the last cigarette butt in his hand, walked to the bathroom and took a cold shower, and then lay down on the bed silently. 666 Literature Network
Because he didn't want to alarm Jinghe, when he went to bed, his movements were deliberately light, and it could almost be said that he lay down carefully beside Jinghe.
It's really ridiculous, he is so careful that he is afraid of waking Jing He, in fact, he is vaguely worried, will Jing He not even want to lie in the same bed with him now?
The next facts quickly proved that Huo Beixuan's worries were really not wrong.
He had just been lying down for a while, and Jing He, who seemed to have fallen asleep peacefully, suddenly got up in a bulky body.
Huo Beixuan "snapped" and turned on the bedside lamp, and his eyes as deep as a torch were locked on Jing He's face for a moment, both sharp and cold, but also revealing a hint of helplessness: "What are you doing?" ”
Jing He subconsciously avoided his scorching and powerful gaze, and whispered, "I'll go to sleep in the guest room......"
Huo Beixuan sat up and wanted to reach out to hug him, but in the end he put it down in vain, just said tiredly: "Jinghe, can you stop making trouble?" I really know it's wrong, can we get along well in the future? ”
"Beixuan, when you are with Xia Huan, are you as crazy and fierce as when you were with me? How many times a night? Jing He replied to the question, questioned him with red eyes, and then shook his head painfully: "No, I think of you...... I feel disgusting, I can't accept it, you've had that kind of relationship with another woman......"
Huo Beixuan clenched his fingers coldly, his knuckles were clearly white, and he stared at her and asked word by word: "Then you, don't you love me anymore?" Are you ready to divorce me? ”
Jinghe seemed to be taken aback by his straightforward and abrupt words, suddenly raised his head, looked at him in a panic, and tears spread out again, falling violently: "No, Beixuan, I didn't want to divorce you." But me, not now, you have to give me time, give me time to adjust, okay......"
Huo Beixuan sighed deeply, could no longer restrain the ups and downs in his heart, and opened his arms to take her into his arms: "Jinghe, it's me who is not good, don't cry." I will definitely be good to you and our children in the future......"
Jing He cried even more sadly, and once again touched his chest and retched, weakly and bitterly pleaded: "Beixuan, you really don't hug me anymore, I can't stand it, I can't stand the smell of you......"
Huo Beixuan let go of her anxiously, got out of bed and walked to the sofa and sat down, his face was gray and lonely like never before, like an eggplant that had been beaten by frost.
Jinghe kept crying, Huo Beixuan's mood was gloomy and restless, and he didn't want to say a word.
The two sat relatively wordless for a long time, until Jinghe's crying gradually became quieter, and they wanted to get out of bed again.
Huo Beixuan took a deep breath vigorously, got up and said, "Don't move, if you have to separate, let me go out to sleep." ”
With that, he put on his shirt and trousers and was about to go out.
Jing He's heart shook heavily, and he raised his eyes and looked at him with tears in his eyes: "Where are you going?" Are you going to find Xia Huan again? ”
"It's not. Jinghe, let's not mention her, okay? Huo Beixuan raised his hand and rubbed his groggy and aching temples, and explained to her as patiently as possible: "I have a single apartment in the city government, and now you don't want me to get close, I can only go there for the time being." I'll come back when you've figured it out. ”
Jing He bit his lip tightly and didn't say a word, neither retaining him nor opening his mouth to let him go.
"I'm going on a business trip again tomorrow, I'm going to Wuhan, and I'm with Fang Bo, and I may not be back until next week." Huo Beixuan looked at her who was sitting on the bed in a daze, and continued to say in a deep voice: "Don't think nonsense, pay attention to your body." If there's anything, you can find Xiaoyu, she's a good girl and will take care of you. ”
"Hmm......" Jing He finally nodded slightly, and then spit out a sentence very hard: "Xia Huan, she won't go on business trips with you again......"