Mo Nian didn't know himself.

She hadn't known about it a long time ago, so when she felt unwell because of that tiny emotion, she didn't know what it meant.

Until Ji Shisheng asked her: "Have you ever thought about it, it's not that you don't care, but that you don't realize that you care?" ”

From then on, Mo Nian began to face up to his "feelings".

Considered by doctors to be too small for her to be aware of.

In this observation, Mo Nian accumulated a lot of doubts and curiosity about those changes.

To this day, the rejection caused by Ji Shisheng's request for her to leave ignited in an instant!

This time, Mo Nian actually realized what it means to be suffering.

She didn't want to leave.

But she had to leave.

"Why...... What am I going to do that doesn't match my mood? ”

Mo Nian's question, even Mo Chen couldn't answer it, he could only gently hug the crying Mo Nian and pat Mo Nian on the back like a child.

Other than that, he couldn't do anything.

Because, he is not a party.

……

Midnight.

Ji Qingmo sat in his room, looking at the messages on his phone.

His channels did not find Mo Nian's exit record.

Obviously, it must be Ji Shisheng who did something in it.

Ji Shisheng didn't want him to find Mo Nian!

Ji Qingmo "snapped" and covered the phone on the table, his eyes were cold.

If you find out that I'm looking for Nian Nian, you're going to destroy Mo Nian?

Until then, I'll destroy you! Ji Shisheng!

……

In the blink of an eye, it was the end of December.

Mo Nian was lying in the white-toned ward, and suddenly found the date display of the electronic clock.

Is it today......

The date of her surgery.

Speaking of which, Christmas......

"Is Shi Sheng awake now, or is he asleep?" Mo Nian thought of the small version of Ji Shisheng who was obsessed with wanting to spend Christmas with him.

It's just that now, even if Shi Sheng wants to spend Christmas with her, she can't go.

There is still an agreement between them, and I don't know if Shi Sheng will be disappointed after reading her text messages?

"Knock knock."

At this moment, there was a knock on the door of the ward.

Mo Nian was very calm, it was time for surgery.

……

"If Nian Nian knew that I woke up today, it would probably be a surprise, right? What a coincidence......"

Jiangcheng, in a villa.

Shi Sheng returned to his room from Ji Shisheng's room, took out the mobile phone in the lockbox and turned it on, planning to contact Mo Nian and surprise her.

"Buzz."

As soon as he turned on his phone, he found an unread text message.

"Niannian?"

Shi Sheng clicked on the text message with a few lines, read it carefully, and after reading it, the smile on his face faded, and he stared at the mobile phone screen for a long time without speaking, until the light on the screen went out.

"Is that so...... When I'm asleep...... So much happened......"

Shi Sheng sat on the ground, lit the extinguished screen again, leaned his head against the cold wall, and muttered with a wry smile: "Then ...... No way. ”

Christmas this year, Christmas next year, Christmas the year after......

He's going to have to go through it alone.

I knew it was like this......

"...... who should continue to sleep"

Shi Sheng muttered in a low voice, "If only I could not show up......"

……

The procedure is not difficult, and when you wake up, it is over.

The biggest difference between before and after surgery is probably because my hair was shaved off because I had to have brain surgery.

To be honest, Mo Nian is not quite used to his new image.

Compared with the change in her external image, she is more unaccustomed to the change in her own internal appearance.

Because she can't adapt to feelings that are countless times clearer than in the past ten years, she has become extremely sensitive, and it is easy to collapse because she can't adapt.

In the first few months, she finally got out of the ICU and returned to the general ward, and then went to the operating room because of a collapse.

The physical and psychological treatment made her feel tired and forced herself to accept it.

She has only felt "uncomfortable" a few times in the past ten years, and she has felt this way every day for several months after surgery.

Fortunately, I survived the most difficult moments at the beginning, and then everything slowly got back on track.

Maybe it's because he has been used to treating people calmly in the past ten years, even if he has recovered his feelings, Mo Nian behaves no different from before most of the time, and he is still so indifferent.

However, on the surface, it seemed like this, but Mo Nian herself knew that her mood was very different from before.

About a year and a half after the surgery, Mo Nian's condition gradually stabilized, and she was able to contact visitors other than her family.

After Xia Linxi got the news, she asked for leave as soon as possible, of course, she didn't tell Ye Liushu for the reason.

Mo Nian said that her situation should be kept secret from everyone.

At the first glance of Mo Nian, Xia Linxi, who had a stomach full of words and planned to talk to Mo Nian, somehow, suddenly had a sour nose and cried.

"Don't cry."

Mo Nian was originally smiling very calmly, but when he saw Xia Linxi wiping his tears there, his chest was a little stuffy, and his nose was sour.

If it had been more than a year ago, she would have been so unaccustomed to this feeling that she would have become fragile and even break down.

Fortunately, after more than a year of adjustment, she has understood that this is just a normal relationship.

"Nian Nian ......"

Suddenly, Xia Linxi's eyes widened, "Why are you crying?!" ”

Saying that, Xia Linxi stopped crying, quickly wiped Mo Nian's tears, and then touched Mo Nianzuo and looked at it, "Where is the injury?" ”

"It's not."

When Mo Nian heard this, he smiled, "Just to see you crying, I can't help it, we haven't seen each other for a long time." ”

During the period of her treatment, Mo Chen had a busy job, and although she wanted to stay, she was "driven" away, and she would only come to see her when she was on vacation.

Most of the time, Mo Nian can only stay alone, and the people he chats with are limited to doctors and nurses.

At the beginning, she couldn't communicate well with people, and she didn't dare to contact Xia Linxi.

It wasn't until recently that she re-messaged Xia Linxi.

Mo Nian and Xia Linxi have not been disconnected for so long since they met.

"I miss you too." Mo Nian said.

Xia Linxi's eyes widened: "I haven't said anything yet!" ”

However, Mo Nian was right, she really cried because she missed Mo Nian very much.

"So you're so clever?"

Xia Linxi was surprised because she was short of words, and she didn't know how to describe the ink in front of her, although it was not unfamiliar, it was very fresh.

Mo Nian smiled: "It wasn't like that at first...... Sit down and talk. ”

"Ah, okay."

Xia Linxi only found out that after she entered the Mo Nian ward, she had been standing at the door stupidly.

She followed Mo Nian to sit on the sofa in the ward, looking at Mo Nian, who was wearing a hospital gown and was even thinner than a year ago, she was a little distressed: "Postoperative rehabilitation is very hard, right?" ”

"Hmm."

Mo Nian nodded, "But it's much better now, and in a few months, I should be able to be discharged from the hospital." ”

"Really?" Xia Linxi was pleasantly surprised, "That's good!" ”

After a pause, Xia Linxi thought of something and asked, "By the way, do you know that Ji Shisheng has been looking for you." ”

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