It took a long time before Xia Linhan spoke. "Xiao Tian, I have always liked you very much, and because of this, I have endured how you treat me, flattering you again and again, coaxing you, and I don't want you to be unhappy, but after a long time, my heart is tired."

Hearing this, Qin Xiaotian's heart was desolate. Yes, it's all her fault, how could she be so ruthless to take advantage of the fact that Xia Linhan loves her more than she loves him, and hurt him again and again, how could she not remember that every time she quarreled, Xia Linhan bowed her head, and even chased her to the field.

"Oda, can you really change it? Is it still you? Xia Linhan seemed to be talking to himself.

Xia Linhan raised his head and looked straight at Qin Xiaotian and asked, "Xiao Tian, if you are really with me, will you leave me in the future?" Will you marry me? ”

Qin Xiaotian didn't expect Xia Linhan to ask her like this. Tie the knot? She still wants to go to graduate school, and she hasn't thought about getting married at all, the only thing she can think about now is that she doesn't want to leave Xia Linhan.

"I don't want to leave you, I want to be with you, if we stay together, maybe we will get married in a few years, but now I still want to study, and I haven't thought about getting married." Qin Xiaotian told the truth.

Xia Linhan closed his eyes slightly, Qin Xiaotian couldn't understand his expression. In fact, it was only a minute, but Qin Xiaotian seemed to have passed thousands of years, as if time stopped at this moment and would not move. It was as if she was waiting for the final judgment.

"Xiao Tian" Xia Linhan slowly opened his mouth. "I'm tired, I want to find someone to live a quiet and warm life, but you can't give me marriage now, and I don't even know if you will marry me after I wait for you for a few years, I don't have the time and energy to give all my feelings to go through a period of hardship."

Is it because I can't give him the stability and marriage he wants now? Qin Xiaotian's heart was dripping blood, he really didn't want to and couldn't wait for her anymore.

"Some time ago, I met a girl when I was in school, I liked her at that time, but I didn't say it, I happened to meet her that day, and we haven't seen her for many years. Seeing that she has become more mature than before, her temperament is still the same as when she was studying, her family conditions are not good, but she always thinks about others, and suddenly has a feeling that she wants to go back to the past. ”

Without waiting for Xia Linhan to finish speaking, Qin Xiaotian couldn't help but interrupt him. "Why are you telling me this, I don't want to hear it, do you want to say that you don't want to be with me anymore, and you want to renew the unfinished relationship with your first love when you were studying?" Qin Xiaotian's voice was trembling and sharp. How could Xia Linhan treat him like this, he didn't want her to say it directly, so why bother to add the latter paragraph.

"Xiao Tian, I don't mean anything else, and I may not really be good with her, I just want to tell you that everyone will grow up, and you should become mature." Xia Linhan gently shook Qin Xiaotian's hand.

Qin Xiaotian closed his eyes in pain, two lines of tears flowed down his cheeks, and the tears kept gushing out, but Qin Xiaotian didn't allow it, how could she be like a defeated clown, crying in front of Xia Linhan after he didn't want her, her self-esteem didn't allow it.

Xia Linhan wanted to wipe away her tears, every time he saw her crying, he always worried about it. Only this time, he forced his hand not to touch Qin Xiaotian's tear-wet face.

"So, we really can't go back, don't you really want to be with me?" Qin Xiaotian barely opened his eyes, and took turns wiping the tears on his face with the back of his palm. She just wanted Xia Linhan an answer that she could be sure of.

"Xiao Tian, you are still young, you have not experienced many things, and you don't understand, sometimes you can't be together if you don't like each other." Xia Linhan didn't answer her question directly, he was too afraid of hurting her again.

"Why can't people who like each other work hard together? Just tell me if you'd like to be with me? Qin Xiaotian only begged Xia Linhan to give her a good time.

Xia Linhan saw that she was aggressive, and only wanted an answer from him, knowing that she would not give up if she didn't say cruel words.

"N-yes." Xia Linhan struggled to squeeze these two words out of his throat.

"Hmph, hum" Qin Xiaotian made a sound that seemed to be laughing but not laughing from his nose, and the tears on his face were not dry, but he smiled. Why does he bother to make such a big detour, just don't want to talk straight together, are you afraid that I will pester him? Are you afraid that I will destroy him to find an old love and a new love? Qin Xiaotian didn't know what was wrong with her, from the previous careful verification to the current state of almost madness, the answer she wanted was so cruel, shattering all her illusions along the way.

Qin Xiaotian completely ignored the curious gazes of others, and slid to the ground by himself, his head lowered, and his body trembled slightly. Xia Linhan was frightened by Qin Xiaotian's half-crying and half-laughing appearance, and hurriedly walked to the opposite side, wanting to help her up. Qin Xiaotian, who didn't want to squat on the ground, shook his hand and said to him fiercely: "Don't worry about it!" "Stand up, grab your bag and go. Xia Linhan grabbed Qin Xiaotian's left arm, "Xiao Tian, I'll send you back." Xia Linhan didn't worry about Qin Xiaotian like this, and besides, it had become a habit to send her every time.

"No, I'll take the car back by myself, from now on, I'm going to quit everything related to you!" Qin Xiaotian roared angrily.

After saying that, the two went out together. As soon as the cold wind blew outside the door, Qin Xiaotian suddenly calmed down a lot, didn't she come to redeem it? Since it doesn't work, the result is also expected in my mind, so why do you have to say cruel words.

"Don't you really want me to send it?" Xia Linhan pointed to his car.

"No, I want to be quiet." Qin Xiaotian shook his head, turned around and walked towards the bus stop.

"Oda, you have to be good! Take good care of yourself! Xia Linhan looked at Qin Xiaotian's back and shouted behind her.

The wind blew through Qin Xiaotian's ears, sending this sentence into the eardrum clearly, and Qin Xiaotian's nose was sour. Perhaps, Xia Linhan really loves her, but, it's just that the time of love is wrong? But, for whatever reason, he gave up on her. The tears slipped down again, and the heartache made her breathless, is this what it feels like to be out of love?

Dragging two heavy legs, Qin Xiaotian walked to the bus stop unconsciously. For a while, all the past events came to mind, looking at everyone like Xia Linhan, he thought it was his when he saw any car, thinking that his car would stop in front of her and take her back, however, nothing happened. Sitting in the corner of the last row of the bus, tears fell uncontrollably. Taking advantage of the darkness of the night and when others were not paying attention, Qin Xiaotian pushed up the glasses on the bridge of his nose with his hand and wiped his tears vigorously. Before, Qin Xiaotian didn't give up, fantasizing that maybe it could be redeemed, but now that the ending is like this, she can't accept it for a while.

Back at the rental house, the house was dark, Lu Yunjing hadn't come back yet, Qin Xiaotian breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately there was no one, she could hide in her room and cry loudly, let go of her thoughts. After a casual freshening up, Qin Xiaotian hid in his room, didn't turn on the light, hugged his knees and shook his shoulders, and cried forbly.

But what's the use of crying, life has to go on. Qin Xiaotian couldn't hold back her tears, but her heart suddenly became firm, she had never been a weak person. Although she looks small and has a small face, she has always been stubborn in getting through after encountering major events and panics. "I'm still young, there's still a long way to go, isn't it just a broken love, who hasn't fallen out of love, can't be defeated, I must be admitted to Yunshan University to major in journalism and realize my ideals." Qin Xiaotian secretly made up his mind.

The determination in his heart is easy to make, but it is really so easy to forget a person, the injury of falling out of love still needs time to heal, since he has decided to start over, Qin Xiaotian plans to go home to adjust for a period of time and then prepare for the graduate school entrance examination.

The next day, Qin Xiaotian told Lu Yunjing about this decision, and Lu Yunjing was also very supportive, so Qin Xiaotian bought a train ticket for the latest day. On the first day of leaving, in the rental house, Lu Yunjing, Yang Min, Yang Min's boyfriend Song Licheng and several senior brothers and sisters, as well as several classmates of Lu Yunjing, went crazy all night cooking, drinking, and playing games. Early the next morning, the group sent Qin Xiaotian to the train station, Zeng Yi said to Qin Xiaotian before leaving: "Don't worry, sister, adjust well for a while, and be a good man in a few days, how many handsome guys do you want to find when you are admitted to graduate school, and my brother will help you find it!" When Qin Xiaotian heard this, he burst out laughing, but burst into tears. What a good group of friends, but who knows that one day in the future, we may be separated from each other and never see each other again?

There are so many passers-by in life, and most of the people who have accompanied you through a certain journey in your life and witnessed the joys and sorrows of a certain stage of your life will not stay with you, so what reason is there not for us to cherish the present and the people in front of us? Even if a former fellow traveler doesn't end up walking the same road all the time, what does it matter? Those who pass by together are better than always passers-by, at least, we have stirred up youth together, laughed and sad together, imagined the future together, and shared the love of our hearts together. Qin Xiaotian thought about it, said goodbye to Lu Yunjing and them, and stepped on the train with emotion.